I am 18 and a high school senior in Istanbul, Turkey.
I've been battling with depression and anxiety for ~4 years and right now it has reached to a point where I can't keep living anymore, honestly.
I have decided to literally run away from here and I'll try to survive in US or Europe. It won't be hard for me to get a VISA since I've already travelled those places a few times. I have London in my mind especially, but open to other city suggestions too.
I would like to ask you guys about your advices on my situation. Right now I have no direction or goal in life and honestly, I'll kill myself in a few weeks guaranteed. But with this "journey", at least I'll have the goal to survive in my focus, better than nothing. I know it'll be painful but it'll teach me a lot..