Sounds like a beta fag problem...
You wouldn't be able to write a book with how redundant your post is.
All I hear when reading that is
>I want pussy
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>i have no life achievements
Then you need a goal to get achievements
Since you mentions not having knowledge in mechanics or engineering then take some classes if it's something that really interest you.
Going back to school learning what you like not only will give you the knowledge to work on cars but might get you into jobs working on cars. It'll open conversations so you get some human contact too.
>Veeky Forums didnt help too
Veeky Forums has some boards besides /b/ /v/ Veeky Forums and /mlp/
to help with your obesity
to help with your finances or work
to help with your fashion
to help you with car stuff
from there you'll start to be alpha as fuck
I use to be in your position. vydia and 4cahn even now but i went to school learned some shit, took some speech classes, now i work in the transportation industry (logistics import and export) drive a shitbox i'm always working on, have wife and kids and working into buying a house.
Pussy comes and goes and if you're not careful you'll get cucked and stuck with child support. Something you don't need. Speaking from experience.
to point you in the right direction before the month is over sign up for auto tech classes you can start with getting certified doing brakes.
Achievement get
>Do my brakes brah
Secondly, read Veeky Forums and start running instead of driving. You can start tomorrow morning and go run right when you wake up.
Achievement get
>Lose the gut
Those two things will lead you into a list of achievements.