It's there any book that deals with losing pleasure on the things the plebeian consider what life is about.
I'm 27.
I drank beer and got drunk when I was 18, at my prom party.
Didn't saw the appeal, never got drunk again.
I smoke cigs when I was with a friend, smoke it cigs, never saw the appeal, never smoked again.
I smoke a cheap tabaco some years ago, never saw the appeal, never smoked again.
I fucked a whore last week, wasn't a big deal, and haven't even fapped since then, even I lost all my thoughs about sex and lost interest in porn, don't feel nothing about it, and lost care about sex.
I lost interest on my child dream about making games and thinking of switching my major to literature.
Most films and anime bore me to death, even if I still like weeb music, is like my last weeb pleasure, because I'm too retarded to understand classical music.
The only things that now keep me motivated and going in life is starting to read philosophy, literature, politics and economics.
It's like suddenly everything is beneath me and simply too primitive and vulgar.
What's wrong with me?
Have I become the dreathful snob?
Am I a snob?
I don't hate popular culture, simply it bores me to death, I am looking for the meat and popular shit simply gives me the bare bones, you know?
Is there any book that deals with this?
Is this maturity?
Have I mature?
Help me with this, faggots.
Am I nihilistic?
Is death the only solution?