It's there any book that deals with losing pleasure on the things the plebeian consider what life is about

It's there any book that deals with losing pleasure on the things the plebeian consider what life is about.

I'm 27.
I drank beer and got drunk when I was 18, at my prom party.

Didn't saw the appeal, never got drunk again.
I smoke cigs when I was with a friend, smoke it cigs, never saw the appeal, never smoked again.

I smoke a cheap tabaco some years ago, never saw the appeal, never smoked again.

I fucked a whore last week, wasn't a big deal, and haven't even fapped since then, even I lost all my thoughs about sex and lost interest in porn, don't feel nothing about it, and lost care about sex.

I lost interest on my child dream about making games and thinking of switching my major to literature.

Most films and anime bore me to death, even if I still like weeb music, is like my last weeb pleasure, because I'm too retarded to understand classical music.

The only things that now keep me motivated and going in life is starting to read philosophy, literature, politics and economics.

It's like suddenly everything is beneath me and simply too primitive and vulgar.

What's wrong with me?
Have I become the dreathful snob?
Am I a snob?

I don't hate popular culture, simply it bores me to death, I am looking for the meat and popular shit simply gives me the bare bones, you know?

Is there any book that deals with this?
Is this maturity?
Have I mature?

Help me with this, faggots.

Am I nihilistic?
Is death the only solution?

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you're a spiritual anemic like everyone else in the modern world

will philosophy and spirituality save my soul?

I don't even believe in jesus, you know?

will he let me enter heaven even if I'm agnostic?

what if there's no heaven and we all dissapear after death?

>doesn't indulge in carnal pleasures
>spirtual anemic
What?

Have you tried cocaine?
Anyways, nothing wrong with liking what you like, frogshit, just try to always keep an open mind
Good luck

I wanted to give you a serious reply, but if you're gonna troll then fuck off.

>implying carnal is not the same as spiritual
Found the cuck

I'm familiar with your problem. It's called being a narcissistic faggot.

I'm afraid it will be the same as smoking, or even fapping.

I need to leave all my vices and addictions.
Thankfully don't feel the need to fap, going to stop also Veeky Forums adiction.

Will focus on reading and will try to read 4 hours every day the next seven years.

Not trolling, m8.
I've lost interests on every carnal pleasure I try, like:
wow, is not a big deal, nothing amazing.

Actually the only things that keep me at knight is to realize I can become a genius, but I need hard work and leave the plebeians bread and circus behind me, leaving me time to improve my skills.

Why?

I've been bullied since I was a little kid and have suicidal thoughs when I realized I've wasted 12 years doing nothing, time I could have spent to become someone in life.

Actually fucking a whore was the last thing I've desperatelly needed, because thinking I was a KV was fucking with me.

All my life everyone has tried to kept me down, but deep inside me I know I should put the effort towards improvement.

Narcissistic doesn't necessarily mean high self esteem. It means you're full of yourself. You're obsessed with yourself. Your post is nothing but whining self-pity. Wallowing in it will lead you nowhere.

>frogposter
>I can become a genius

What?!?

...

You should try opiates

thanks.
english isn't my first language.

Is there anything wrong with it?

read outliers and the 10k rule.
most people can get as good as a genius, at least in technical terms, if they spent 10k hours practicing a skill, which I do plan on doing.

but being a genius have more to be with being creative than being technical.

everyone has the seed of genius inside, just like most apples have the seed of some strong tree inside, but not a lot will flourish, you know.

>frogposter
>I do plan on doing

>It's there any book that deals with losing pleasure on the things the plebeian consider what life is about.

Many religious books.
But try philosophy, maybe some existential stuff...

>I can become a genius with effort!!
Not how it works, friend.
You can become good at something with effort, tho.

genius depends on leaving a legacy and influencing other artists that follow your steps.

Is more about a mixture of being popular enough in history, having strong technique and making people feel emotions, also spirituality.

Is about being able to bring beauty in this world, an unique beauty that inspires people to be better.

Is not hard to archieve, but it will take a special soul to acomplish it.

youtube.com/watch?v=iw36V_iXR2k

youre systematically confusing cause and consequence.

>27 years old
>posts frogs and asks Veeky Forums for advice
Why do you keep coming with your frogshit problems here? Stay on your containment board with the other mentally handicapped.

>doesn't believe in jesus
>asks if jesus would be cool with it

Why are you contradicting yourself? If you truly didn't believe you wouldn't give a shit. That's like worrying if you'd hurt a unicorn's feelings for saying they're fake

this.

actually most of the time, narcissism means low self esteem.

I'm very similar to you OP. What I recommend is going to a therapist and talk about all this. Try to identify the problems that made you feel this way. Most likely you started to close yourself and never really expressed your feelings, so your emotional capacity is all fucked up.

Also, read this:
en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Narcissistic_personality_disorder

Good luck.

>says all this while posting with a frog

You're just a shit. Kill yourself.

You sound like you're just socially frustrated. Instead of wasting your time trying to prove something to people who won't care, visit an analyst and work on your issues. 27 is not an age to be an edgelord. And no your interests aren't what makes you an edgelord, it's your attitude towards them. This is not a flame post( I realise it's kinda rude) so please consider it.

Sounds like you need to listen to Bladee, family.

DFW

just DFW

>I drank beer and got drunk when I was 18, at my prom party.
The real fun is getting completely shitfaced on vodka in a club. Otherwise, yeah, alcohol is just a bit of a social lubricant.

>I'm too retarded to understand classical music.
You're not. Read a book, like Copland's "What to listen for in music", listen with attention, and listen persistently. You'll get accustomed to the aesthetic sooner or later. (If you really want to do that, of course.)

>Have I become the dreathful snob?
You seem sincere so no, probably not.

>Is death the only solution?
No, it is just the question mark that ends your sentence.

A lot of people would term everything you list here as amusements, maybe you had your fill of amusements.

You are, for some reason, thinking not being a average joe is a bad thing
Cute spook