I just dont give a fuck anymore Every novel seems like children entertainment to me All the drama is childish, the comedy is only funny in the literary context, characters are all the same person Those awe inspiring passages vanish in nothingness
There is nothing to be said anymore. No more words, is over. No more literature
There are so many books I've loved, but I fail to see anything authentic in them now
What are we trying to make out of this I wish I could be a plant with just one eye and just contemplate
For some reason, the only thing that makes sense to me is the idea of staying still with my eyes out of focus, and I don't know why
What is happening to me, I've been really depressed before, I'm talking the real deal Now I'm not even confused I can't even put it into words
What should I do? I really try to tell myself over and over again that life has a meaning, that I should do something, but I don't feel any kind of impulse
Is all air
Julian Cruz
soon you're going to be sober, and then you're going to be bored, and then you'll unnerstand, again, why
Zachary Turner
>Is all air No, everything is water.
Landon Hill
read non fiction for a while. use books for learning.
Cooper Jackson
Water, you say?
Jason Perry
Then stop reading novels and drama then, there's more to literature than just those two. Why don't you go to see one of these drama's at a theatre? Read poetry?
Chase Hernandez
*clears throat*
Blake Hughes
I'm sober Learn what I read history and philosophy Is literally nothing I'm sorry, but I can’t Is just time passing through me. Stealing me
Where even am I, everything seems so far, so detached
Joseph Murphy
This
Elijah Bailey
>all these brainlets pretending to be wisened lifelong readers
lmao baby couldn't get through Dubliners and decided to throw in the tower
Matthew Hernandez
Perhaps the problem is that you're reading books in english when you should be reading them in your mother tongue?
Austin Wilson
My favorite book is Don Quixote It was my gateway to literature I always have it along my bed But I don't feel I'm being requested by it The books, the music I love, they just left me behind
Eli Thompson
>The books, the music I love, they just left me behind Same thing happened to my dad and I found him hanging from the balcony two months later. Get yourself checked dude.
Logan Bell
If you're that bored look into spirituality and mysticism. That shit should be entertaining.
Brayden Martin
sounds like another form of depression desu
Colton Gutierrez
I'm already on meds Last year was hell on earth, something changed
Hunter Walker
Pray, OP. Whether you believe or not. Be sincere and alone
Colton Perez
just shoot some heroin then
Jaxson King
I just ate my last 0.5mg of clonazepam I don't have opis
I really don't know what to do I can't even cry I just want a hug, I tried to reach out and ask some friends to hang out but they are all busy
This is going nowhere, I'm stuck Is not even sadness
Elijah Jenkins
you need nonfiction
Xavier Adams
huh, those are quite the options
Jeremiah Davis
Nevermind I'm feeling good now Lithium doesn't always work
Anthony Carter
yeah but at least quixote will always be good
Juan Morales
Where do you live? I'll help
Camden Young
I'm fine thanks
Adrian Torres
Cuck
Austin Reed
Eventually you will tire of this attitude. There will be no epiphany. This is it. You will realize that the older and simpler folks that you think are blissfully unaware, that have vapid interests and don't share your contemplative nature, are just bored of intellectually critiquing everything. It gets old, like anything else intriguing. Life is life, we all experience it similarly regardless of how much time you spend submerged in abstractions. At the end of the day you've got to come back up to face reality. And here we are. You'll grow beyond it, get lost in this or that pursuit, and come back to it in a new form. It's somewhat cyclical. Gradually it fades. Good luck
Nolan Martin
this isn't reality
Lincoln Parker
See, don't blame literature for your depression. You can delet this thread now.
Gabriel Hill
I'm still on a break up with literature After reading Dosto, Joyce, Cervantes, Shakespeare, Pynchon, Stendhal, Lezama Lima, Bolaño, Borges, and others I dont remember right now. I just dont see what else could hypnotice me like those