Love of my life anguish

That's honestly hot as fuck OP, you need to learn to appreciate the high art of cuckoldry.

I would genuinely do anything to arrange a gangbang for my gf, and shes not even as special as yours seems.

Just imagine 3 huge cocks, stretching out her every orifice to the degree that you could only dream of doing with your slightly below average dick. 3 stallions with infinite stamina, wearing her out- reaming her pussy to an almost unrecognizable state, then all taking turns blowing their enormous loads inside her. Imagine how tired, exhausted and cute she will look after this marathon

THIS you fucking sperg OP

I'm trying to figure this out for myself.

I have 2 opposing lines of thought on whether I should shudder or not.

One is that I could think about it and not shudder, because hopefully she enjoyed something in her past.

Two is that if I think about my partner, someone I love, fucking a bunch of people other than me, it's only natural that I shudder.

Holy crap, Op's a sperg but you're psychotic.

OP here. Logically, I'll let it go.

I'm trying to figure out whether visualizing my partner fucking other men should make me sick to my fucking stomach, and whether I should keep this response.

give me the reason it is natural. you need to think about the nature of loyalty, fidelity, your investment in her, etc.

tell me if that balances vs lack of impulse control and short term pleasure

go on. reason it out for fucks sake

Why the fuck do you care? You love each other, she sounds like she's the love of your life, then why give a shit about something that happened before you came along? If she's fucking in love with you, why do you care?

all you need is love
t-lennonman, 19beatles6 anno domini

if you're shuddering it's for one reason: you're threatened by the fact that you're not as adventurous as she and therefore you'll never give her a feeling as good as a cock for every hole in her body.

It's ok, anybody would be. All you can hope is that the intimate quality of your love making is worth more to her than being railed by 3 fat cocks, at once, two times over.

It's natural because instinctually, I would be invested in a woman's fidelity in order to ensure that her offspring is mine, therefore, giving me the best chance of my genes being passed on. Therefore, visions or visualizations of her fucking other men (especially 3 men fucking her) should naturally, cause a negative emotional response.

And what are you asking about lack of impulse control? I'm not following.

Acting in accordance with the categorical imperative would have been fine

Yep, it makes me sick to my fucking stomach. If that's what she needs, and that is more gratifying, then bon voyage!

Apparently she would only fuck 2 at once. Not that this really gives me any solace, but the 3 men apparently didn't do some weird 4 way fucking thing.

she engaged in the act bc she does not value the mans investment in fidelity over the temporary pleasure/chance of snagging a more masculine, more dominating man.

tell me the meaning this has for the feelings she has for you, if she does not value fidelity.

tell me the meaning it has for you, if you value a female that does no value you.

It'll never work long term now that you know this because this piece of information will never leave your mind. As long as she didn't do it WHILE she was dating you, it's TECHNICALLY not a problem. However the very thought that she's been in a while sexual situation and it actually bothers you IS the issue.

She doesn't need the fixing. It's you. And if you can't legitimately get over it, end it sooner than later.

Well, she was single at this time. And this happened years before she met me. She was just out of a 9 year relationship.

Apparently, in her relationship, she was loyal the entire time.

I'm having a bit of a hard time following you

I want to get over it, because logically, I know I should, but I don't know how!

I'm trying to decide how I should feel about visualizing that thing happening. Should I hold onto my repulsion, because it's only natural to be repulsed by a partner fucking a bunch of other. But also, to stop visualizing it.

Or should I be able to visualize it and not give a single fuck?

yeah, you're dumb. I give up

look up the term cuckold, betabucks, etc

its obvious she likes more masculine men than you but cannot get them to commit

He posted this on the advice page a day ago only then it was a threesome. Fuck off! No one wants to hear your dribble!

Hell, guys marry porn stars and have families with them, and they did a lot worse than what your gf did. If you love her, you have to accept this part of her history.

I couldn’t do it, but if you truly do love her, put it out of your mind

If she truly repents, then she will be right in the eyes of Jesus. And you should forgive her too, as you yourself have been forgiven for many things.

I feel your pain, OP. I’m sorry that you have to deal with this. But please, forgive her.

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But the elder had already noticed in the crowd two glowing eyes

fixed upon him. An exhausted, consumptive-looking, though young

peasant woman was gazing at him in silence. Her eyes besought him, but

she seemed afraid to approach.

"What is it, my child?"

"Absolve my soul, Father," she articulated softly, and slowly sank

on her knees and bowed down at his feet. "I have sinned, Father. I

am afraid of my sin."

The elder sat down on the lower step. The woman crept closer to

him, still on her knees.

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with a sort of shudder. "I had a hard life with my husband. He was

an old man. He used to beat me cruelly. He lay ill; I thought

looking at him, if he were to get well, if he were to get up again,

what then? And then the thought came to me-"

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The woman went on in a low whisper, so that it was almost

impossible to catch anything. She had soon done.

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"Three years. At first I didn't think about it, but now I've begun

to be ill, and the thought never leaves me."

"Have you come from far?"

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"I have confessed it. Twice I have confessed it."

"Have you been admitted to Communion?"

"Yes. I am afraid. I am afraid to die."

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penitence fail not, God will forgive all. There is no sin, and there

can be no sin on all the earth, which the Lord will not forgive to the

truly repentant! Man cannot commit a sin so great as to exhaust the

infinite love of God. Can there be a sin which could exceed the love

of God? Think only of repentance, continual repentance, but dismiss

fear altogether. Believe that God loves you as you cannot conceive;

that He loves you with your sin, in your sin. It has been said of

old that over one repentant sinner there is more joy in heaven than

over ten righteous men. Go, and fear not. Be not bitter against men.

Be not angry if you are wronged. Forgive the dead man in your heart

what wrong he did you. Be reconciled with him in truth. If you are

penitent, you love. And if you love you are of God. All things are

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you are, am tender with you and have pity on you, how much more will

God. Love is such a priceless treasure that you can redeem the whole

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