Illness has consumed me. I find myself in the throes of fevered dreams, auditory hallucinations...

Illness has consumed me. I find myself in the throes of fevered dreams, auditory hallucinations, bouts of intense dizziness, strange pressures on my body, etc.

What should I read?

VALIS

Filth

bok

Nietzsche
Hunger
The Immoralist

Magic Mountain

No OP DONT DO THIS.

take the light pill, not the dark pill

Kierkegaard
Plato
The Holy Bible
Quran

God will guide you through with reason.

Don't listen to the abyss

Dostoevsky, obviously

All this except for the quran

Good recommendations, just skip the quran though

Absolutely don't do this OP.

God can't save you. You'd just become dependent on a convenient but ultimately meaningless fantasy. Every man has to save himself.

Absurdism, Existentialism and Stoicism is what you need.

Purpose found in unethical or subjectively wrong ideas is purpose that person found nonetheless. I'm not inciting for people to do whatever they want whenever they'd like btw. It's just irrefutable that if a serial killer finds meaning in his life to kill in brutal fashion and many times then what can you say to strip him that or change his true 'calling'. Just so much so as it might be another person's destiny to kill said killer. Stoicism is the way to go though, but to each their own.

you have a bad case of graphomania, what is this idiocy

you should talk to you know who

Voldemort? What does the dullest franchise have to do with any of this

did not mean that thing, if that was not a joke

Ducktales are a nice read when I am ill, since childhood.

who is this person you assume everybody knows then

I assume OP knows it, only. the one, just talk

are you alright?

I read "Illness" as "Ulysses" and your post still made complete sense.

THE ONE IS COMING
THE ONE AND ONLY
YE MUST AOEAK WITH HIM
Fuck off

i was talking about an actual person