Tfw aged 27 ugly meek beta, no friends or social experiences since school, no female attention ever, never been to pub...

>tfw aged 27 ugly meek beta, no friends or social experiences since school, no female attention ever, never been to pub, club or party
>became the ugly loser loner nobody talks to after one day of my current job
>have a STEM degree and outwardly respectable job but it's low paid and I have wasted my potential
>no passions in life and last few years have seen me waste gargantuan amounts of free time on the internet
>everything feels like work or an obligation; like books but I'm told to read boring old books; want to learn programming but I'm told to learn functional bullshit- everything is a hierarchy and people are drones that demand you conform
>society is a sham that sets up ugly beta males as disposable batteries while women and chads get handed everything
>failed lots of interviews for good jobs due to ugliness and lack of normieness
>main hobby is walking around central London feeling sad about life, hoping that "just going outside bro!" will spontaneously make me feel like my 20s aren'tt wasted
>on Monday I wake up at 9 am
>lie in bed and watch tennis while browsing the internet until 12
>go to the gym and have a crap workout because coffee ruined my sleep
>get to work by 3 pm and leave by 4 pm (full time job, somehow I can do this)
>eat while browsing the internet until 7.30 pm
>decide to go in to central London to drink coffee and feel sad about life
>instead buy ice cream, chocolate, cola, Doritos and binge for the 4th time in 3 days
>eat while browsing internet mindlessly
>now midnight

And today on Tuesday I binged after work because I'm so demoralised.

You're my rock, London frogposter. No matter how chaotic my life and relationships get I can always depend on you to be worse off than me.

Revolt Against the Modern World

Are you an only child?

Just do opiates loser its great

>main hobby is walking around central London feeling sad about life, hoping that "just going outside bro!" will spontaneously make me feel like my 20s aren'tt wasted

I keked

>Metaethics class
>Teacher impressed by my philosophical culture because I help him find a name (Anscombe) as well as answering the questions and helping the class understand Moore's naturalistic fallacy and Hume's is/ought distinction
>Another student sees me after the class in the hallway and says he's impressed with me given that it's my first semester
>In a previous class a qt sitting behind me asked for my name at the end of the class because I ''said interesting and intelligent things'' (or something like that?)

>qt talking to you because you said interesting and intelligent things

wanna know how I know you're lying?

I'll be your friend. We'll even go to the pub.
How can I get in touch?

>>Metaethics class
For what purpose?
Are there atleast cute girls?

I swear I'm not lying. She also asked for the name of the guy sitting next to me. She had us both write our names on a piece of paper and added me on social media (which I never use otherwise).

One girl who is in most of my classes is pretty interesting but she's alway sitting in a group with her female friends ; one of which is ''interested in feminism and gender studies''.

I think she's been corrupted.

>society is a sham that sets up ugly beta males as disposable batteries while women and chads get handed everything

This mind set is what is partly keeping you down. Chads don't get stuff handed to them, they claim what they want and take it. They have to actively claim what they want, otherwise they won't get anything. This applies to nearly all males. Unless you are born to a super rich and powerful family, nothing is handed to you, you need to claim it.

As for women, I think it is fairly true that they get a lot of stuff handed to them. But keep in mind, that's mostly just 8/10s and above. Otherwise they too have to put some effort in.

>first semester
>taking a metaethics
Yeah no dawg

>''interested in feminism and gender studies''.
You just have to roll with it dude, learn about the actual tenets, demonstrate a benign understanding, then tie it to the sexy side of sixties existentialism. From there you can actually argue specific points or get her to think because you've kind of demonstrated you're above buying into ideologies, which you should be anyway

Hostels mate, I've recently been to one in Barcellona. I was alone and even if I stayed there only one night I made friends with everybody and had a pretty good time. You only need to ask "where are you from?" to strike a conversation with anyone, you'll be surprised how easy it is , even with 10/10s I swear. Just go with the mindset- I fucking love people, and you'll be fine.

>never been to pub
I doubt many pakis often do

heh, we do this in europe

I didn't complete it though because I was too much of a brainlet

It's too bad your mother was a whore who fucked a subpar male that wasn't husband nevermind father material. She fucked up, yet somehow you're a worse person even than that. Sort yourself out or kill yourself: either way, don't expect anyone to give you charity or take pity on you. You render disgust in people because you refuse to start climbing the hill to self-improvement and nobody wants to abet the continuity of your parasitism that if it were socially acceptable to the extent of widespread practice would be tantamount to a dysgenics program. The average person is trying to progress, not regress, and your pity parade is a roadblock to people trying to actually achieve something, whether because you undeservedly feel entitled that they should direct some of their resources to you as if giving a man a fish actually helps the man improve himself or teach him anything, or because you're simply standing in their way moping about aimlessly with your cloud of emotional negativity, passively preventing them from moving forward to their goals like a stray dog holding up traffic.

You are a mess, as well as the only person responsible for cleaning that mess up. or the choice is yours. And the choice you make is a reflection of your desires. We all know that you don't actually want to get better.

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Problématiques éthiques contemporaines = Metaethics

When I was in a terrible freshman English class I talked to a girl about poetry for 15 minutes and she hugged me and gave me her number. It happens all the time. In fact I literally met my current girlfriend in an art class from my last semester of college and she invited me to her apartment after I drew her portrait and the professor said it was a Good representation.

It helps to not be really ugly but most girls I’ve talked to have had video game obsessed ex boyfriends by the time they’re 20ish, and they give a greater weight when dating around to men who are interested in anything substantial besides video games. Well, assuming you are sincere and don’t act pretentious about it

>they claim what they want and take it.
you can't do this unless you LOOK the part. imagine a weak nerd "taking what he wants", it's just not going to work because it produces cognitive dissonance in people and makes them want to put the nerd back into the nerd box. if you don't have the looks to be a Chad, your only option is to rise on some other social hierarchy into the top 10%. otherwise you are pretty much fucked.

where are you working?

and I'll add that the very "you have to get into the top 10%" part is why i couldnt care less about getting a woman anymore. i dont think love between men and women exists, its just some nice behavior underlined by the exchange of resources for reproduction rights. And the way to get women is to signal that you have more resources than other competing males. I'd honestly just rather read books and jack off.

That's pathetic. You're pathetic. Change your ways or commit suicide when you find out your a lonely sack of shit. Jerking off isn't a fulfilling way to live. Stay pure.

Stop bitch and sort your shit out. Scamper off to a different board.

Already I know I'm talking to a Veeky Forums brainlet. Go back to your shit board.

>go to the gym
I have a wife, kids, great career, all that stuff. I can give good talks at conferences in front of hundreds of people, but I have pretty strong social phobias. I can't go to the gym and am still uncomfortable eating in a lunch room.

It's pretty impressive that you are, by your own words, an ugly meek beta, but you go to the gym.

This is the voice of autincels

lol I'm a manlet who hasn't set foot in a gym (to work out) since high school. How would that change anything I said faggot? You deserve to get bullied for being such a bitch.

>manlet
>threatening people online

what a surprise

what are you gonna do about it faggot?

I'm going to be taller than you and not attack people on the internet to compensate for my insecurities

>things that never happened

Nice blog. If I quit my studies, say goodbye to my relations in NY, apply to unis in London; If take a plane to where you are, become your best friend and wingman you at clubs, will you stop posting this fucking drivel. I thought shrinks were free in the UK for fuck's sake.

>things you are likely to say whilst drunk

>I'm going to be taller than you
lol are you 12, have you not grown up yet little boy?

>he can't relate his interests to women in a way that engage both them and their curiosity without trampling their own interests.
casual

this user nailed it >It helps to not be really ugly but most girls...have had video game obsessed ex boyfriends by the time they’re 20ish, and they give a greater weight when dating around to men who are interested in anything substantial besides video games. Well, assuming you are sincere and don’t act pretentious about it

>shrinks were free in the UK for fuck's sake.
nhs isn't how outsiders think it is
you have to have attempted to kill yourself as a child a few times before they'll refer you to a specialist

>little boy
poor choice of words

touche

>shrinks

just stumble into a place of worship and collapse in a shuddering sobbing heap at the father's feet and confess your sins, coward