What's your list of reasons to stay alive, Veeky Forums?

What's your list of reasons to stay alive, Veeky Forums?

reddit tier list

>smiling at strangers
kek, I'm unhappy in large part specifically because I can't do this

Reasons to live:
-Duty

I want to start an 80's style industrial metal/EBM band and play at random bars for no money and fuck drunk goth chicks (which there probably aren't any anymore who are into that type of music but whatever)

Your mother's pussy.

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/life

im afraid of dying and i don't want to make my mom sad

all my favorite writers killed themselves

>starting a band

good luck finding anybody remotely competent to join you on that

I'll never make it into the canon if i'm dead

Finding out what is going to happen (politics, science, sports)
Proving I can reach the goal I set
Having children and finding out who they will become
Writing a book for people to remember me for something good.
Proving people they are wrong and stupid whenever I have the chance
Not letting people decide why I killed myself.

the feeling that i haven't been alive long enough to determine whether or not it's all worthwhile

* Don't want to make my mom sad
* Girls are nice to look at sometimes
* Still need to read Capitalism and Schizophrenia
*

There is only one logical reason.

My waifu
My daki of my waifu
CM3D2 with a custom maid of my waifu

There are some things I need to try and complete
I will end my life when I am done by combining benzos and opiates. I will drift off into a land of peace and comfort and never return to this awful place.
Until then I need to attempt
>financial independence
>world travel
>contribute research of some kind that pushes society forward
>contribute some type of art I would like to either write a screenplay or a short story of some kind

I think if I at least get financial independence then I can justify living till 65 or 70 depending on how fast medicine advances.

Can't you be admitted into the canon posthumously? Assuming you write something worthy.

i need to write something worthy first. Then i can die in peace

Experience all the great art
See the beauty of the world
Study science and marvel at the complexity of nature
Too afraid to do the act of killing myself
Don't want to make my mom sad

this.

plus i can't kill myself because my religion forbid it. but im not depressed or suicidal anymore so it's all good.

I can't remember, I tore them up and threw the list out because I had an autism attack and got worried that someone would see it.

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Because i like it

such a great painting

try switching the tense of your list from future to past

you're special and I value you

I tasted the okay-ness of Death during a near death experience back in July 2017. For just under three hours, I balanced alone on a twenty centimetre wide ledge overlooking a 110 metre cliffside drop, bracing against the threat of wind and loose gravel (a climbing accident got me there). During that rapturous experience, I shifted from my subtle loathing of life, to unparalleled levels of fear, to an acceptance of death itself (lots of laughter) and subsequently returned to normality (after an emergency airlift) with a real love of life; an appreciation for how blessed we are to have bodies and consciousness and connection with others.

I stay alive because I am optimistic for the moment when Death will eventually arrive. We can never truly be ready, we are always afraid, but Nature is kind and takes us gently by the hand when Death starts to tickle our testicles. The process of Death is a fixed epiphany, and there is no rush to get there.

In the meantime, when asked why continue to live, well, why not?

they fulfilled their duty

This but unironically

It would break my mother's heart. Once she's gone, so am I.

what mud 56% handwriting is this?

Getting a cute gf to lose my virginity with.

Unironically this.

Basically handcuffed myself to this shit.

My death is certain and I can't do anything after it so why hasten it, I'll just do stuff til I die. Good and bad are far sweeter when rest has already been confirmed.

Cause i love y'all.

tfw you came to the same fundamental conclusions as him without having ever read him.

I've just wanted to see a good opera performed live and read The Critique of Pure Reason.

how are either of these hard to achieve?

* I want to make my games
* I have a strong obligation to someone not to kill myself
* I have weak obligations to several other people not to kill myself
* I haven't done everything within my power to try to better my situation yet

Andy is that you?

What kinda games do you plan to make user?

Reddit is down the hall, newfag

No stoic ever explained the reasons behind their reasons to live, can you?
Seneca, Aurelius and the other don't make any sense.
Only Diogenes makes sense, but that's because he was a cynic.

I'd hurt mama if I died

Just that, desu

I'm literally anhedonic depressive atm, I can't read, watch movies, do work.
My only reason to stay alive is the hope that in a year or two I don't feel like this 24/7.

Naw, I'm not Andy.

I want to make games with heavily didactic themes, that are also slice of life in a way. Lots of occult and philosophical themes. The first game would be a puzzle game disguised as a shmup. The second would be an on rails shooter for the most part. The third would be a highly technical swordfighting game. The fourth would be a black powder shooter, and the fifth a survival horror game.

I don't have it in me to exert myself enough to do them, but I feel very unsatisfied not having done them.

At this point, I've given up on the other goals I had

too much fun to have, too many things to experience

>find opera
>buy ticket
>dress at least semi-formally
>go to opera
or
>read book

what do you even do if these are too much work for you?

Sounds cool. Best of luck, user.

I’m very much in love with someone who brings out the best in me and who i bring out the best in.

Also I’m happy and the world fills me with a sense of joy and wonder. Plus also if I died my dad would kill himself but besides that I just enjoy it.

alive is only a very loose term

The fist one requires me to get out of bed and leave my house. The second requires thatnI do all the prerequisite reading before I even look at the book.

Attempting to stay alive is the default mode, it's ending your life that would need reasons.

God is Good
God made you for Himself
therefore God is beneficial to you
being a created being entails certain tasks
those tasks are direct from God
God is your own good
THEREFORE to perform the tasks handed to you by God is to procure your own benefit
THEREFORE duty is good

>tfw Christianity gives you a healthy outlet for your masochistic tendencies while also providing you with a framework for becoming more virtuous

feels good desu

Same here. I wonder how many of us are on Veeky Forums.

>read more books
>breathe more rain blessed air
>throttle the life from more prostitutes
>finish my human tapestry from their skins

Tbh I'm just waiting for Kingdom Hearts 3 at this point.

I live for poetry and shall die for math.

literaly just waiting a little more to see if it gets good somehow