Write what's on your mind

I unironically listen to birdie and frankie cosmos and all that good shit. im drinking black coffee right now

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a nigga going thru a lot rn.

pray for me senpai

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I want to live but I don't know how

Someone needs to set that girl on the right aspect ratio

because I'm ashamed of my mediocrity. I'm smart/priveleged enough that I could have been doing something important if I didn't fuck it all up, but I did, and I'll probably continue to, as well.

Girls can't play chess

A six year old can "play" chess

I'm so tired

There's a point where being insecure of your own taste and trying not to fall into some arbitrary category wraps back around to being soy
>I only reason to real masculine stuff I'm a real man! None of that girly shit here! Pink?? EW!

Same reason everyone thinks the big boy masculine queers are subhuman type is secretly gay

I can't help but self insert as the girl in whatever I read or watch
Its very frustrating

>There's a point where being insecure of your own taste and trying not to fall into some arbitrary category wraps back around to being soy

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seize_the_means

Been chatting with a qt azn girl for a while and she just told me she loves to read John Green. What should I do bros?

Finish up and pay her

write a book
do some cool shit
it's never too late unless you're dead, don't give me that kafkaesque "i could have been doing shit"

Previous WWOYM.

>write a book
Always good advice. Even if the book ends up being shit, write it, get feedback, learn from it, and try again. Or, y'know, don't, and just feel proud that you had written a book even if it's a shitty book.

I never knew menstrual blood was so dark and slimy. I always thought it was just fluid running blood.

They call it the blob for a reason

You spend your days reading the Trilogy™
Chad pumps his semen in your oneitis, Hillary

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Everything is alright.

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This delusion runs through my thoughts fairly frequently, it has since I was a kid to my memory: everyone knows I'm retarded and won't tell me out of politeness. It's not something I actively worry about, but the thought crosses my mind when I run into strange situations or things that are beyond my naivete. I used to think about it a lot when I smoked weed with friends, and it would shut me down with the recursive thoughts that followed.

Same with me but Truman show
I know it's ridiculous and nobody would want to watch my life (for entertainment), but I have this recurring thought that people around me are robots and they have this small set of base models for people I don't closely interact with and they keep reusing them with only slight alterations for all kinds of "background characters" so to speak

yo i just had that wicked bad yesterday, this autistic fuckwit at my work was going on about programming and he clearly had no fucking clue except the most entry level linux fanboi shit, but he was talking like everything he said was super important and deep wisdom, all i could think is what a fucking clown will u shut the fuck up u autistic FUCK, but then on my way home it struck me most people probably think the same thing about me, since i always go on windy autistic ramblings about everything from software development to literary theory, god i'm such a pretentious cunt, gotta stfu in public and save my retarded shit for here

>gotta stfu in public and save my retarded shit for here
real

I have the opposite problem, I struggle to express my interests to other people and they end up thinking I'm boring.

>having contact with other human beings
HA

i remember my parents had me do an iq test asa kid and of course my parents told me i have high ass iq, but what are they gonna say? sorry son ur developmentally disabled? like what if they are like "we're so proud of him, he had a 70 iq but since we never let him use it as an excuse he went all the way to university!" i dont even do drugs anymore but now im gonna be having a weird anxiety attack all weekend

I know that girl on the left wtf

ayy lmao

Im still really flirty and try and test my luck on girls just to see if I still have it in me even though I have a gf. Am I a bad person for doing this? It never goes beyond just talking

shut the fuck up.... where do you live. (im trying to see if you're lying.)

just finished a short paper on Kant and it was the hardest assignment I’ve ever had, mainly because I had to fight the urge of writing about how incessant enlightenment metaphysical inquiry is the manifestation of the Yakubian experiment gone wrong’s soullessness

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Literally feel the same way as both of you. Sometimes I feel like everyone thinks I'm a naive "kid" and are just being polite to me. Other times I go on long ramblings and eventually realize the person I'm talking to probably doesn't give a shit about what I'm rambling about.

L O N D O N
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Kentucky.

>metal playing

bro the release of that new judas priest album gave me the urge to go back and listen to all kinds of 80s cheese metal, shit is very refreshing after like 20 years of rap and "hip" indie bullshit

yeah naw this girl lives in NYC you lying shit. I found that pic on her Tinder.

LONDON
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the text in the background is clearly dutch or some shit, dream on, hill billy

You Yakubians flirt with liberalism in their 20s than eventually go full conservative mode once you start making a little money.

its from NYFW

>dream on, hill billy

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>the text in the background is clearly dutch or some shit

I should add that its the model's name, who is dutch. Maartje Verhoef

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Me too

#metoo

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so glad i got to see that nyjah houston hall of meat on thrasher before youtube nannies flagged it and took it down

/sk8lit/

do a kickflip faggot

it was a knockout more brutal than the worst shit u seen in mma or boxing, he was just laying there convulsing over and over

I'm too fucking stupid to contribute to society and no university wants to touch me but any work that doesn't require a degree is too much for me because I'm a broken human being in more ways than one. All I wanna do is shit out low-quality pulp garbage all day because it's the only thing in my life I've done that I've simultaneously found both fun, and that I've done with enough proficiency that I didn't immediately give up on it.

Also this image makes me wish I knew someone to (learn to) play chess with.

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A friend bought me a book by Dennett for my birthday. He assumed it had something to do with psychoanalysis. I had a hard time faking my excitement.

but it is too late. I'm 23 and I've already graduated college. My life is over.

>23 and my life is over

u prolly tryna be ironic but its true once u finish school theres nothing left to make time go slow so before u know it five, ten, twenty years gone...

i'm only being semi-ironic. I really feel like my life is over and that after this age the only thing left to do is work all day, grow old and ugly and dumber, and then eventually die.

yeah well by now you'll hopefully be a little less nagsty about work, "but moooommmm i don't wanna do it" grow up, no offense, if ur not a total mong u should be able to find something reasonably neat to do

Then make a choice, live a materialistically comfortable, low-risk, mediocre life or commit yourself to something interesting and never stop striving for it.

>something reasonably neat to do

but I gotta pay my debt off first lol. That's the idea, though, I guess.

If your life is over after college you didn't have much of a life to begin with. Chris I have no pity for you people, you deserve annihilation
And I don't mean you deserve to die I mean you deserve to literally have your existence wiped clean and be forgotten about

What did Chris do to you my man?

my building is very quiet right now, i wonder if the coast is clear to beat my meat

まあ, いいか

tfw learning how to be happy by yourself
tfw you realize your happiness need not depend on other people

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Happiness is for chumps, what type of loser wants to be happy

r/communism is a fucking terrible board. Why the fuck do they worship the DPKR which is the worst possible regime to follow? They constantly make excuses and dig their heads in the sand to avoid anything that shows the country negatively. No matter what evidence you present they will ban you for disagreeing that the Kim family is a dictator and that his people are suffering.

>r/
found your problem user

a hat!

Well as soon as there is ACTUALLY a /lefty-pol/ it's the best I can do. I fucking hate reddit in general, the entire format and style are terrible, and the upvote/downvote system is idiotic at best. But outside of obscure forums with 5 readers it's the only thing there is

just go to SA like you know you want to

conversation with her is shallow and unsatisfying
she calls me daddy

You're right, but the greatest happiness I've felt has typically come from other people. I don't like this at all, but there's nothing to be done about it for some of us.

How do I spend less time on Veeky Forums and more time reading?

I'm kind of self absorbed and this leads me to think that basically every conversation is super boring because you can predict 90% of it beforehand, so I become this retardedly edgy caricature of myself to be interesting but then I just look like an idiot. I dunno how to solve it

it's simple, just spend less time on Veeky Forums and more time reading. You are sentient, right?

There's /r/leftcommunism, that might be more your speed.

i never understand this obsession with being "interesting", is it a chick thing? lay off the soy products

it's not to be interesting myself, but more to get reactions out of people so conversations enter a deeper level than "I got drunk lmao, rick and morty lmao, etc. etc."

>they worship the DPKR
This is an actual thing Commies do? I thought that was a meme

Sometimes I wonder why i havnt done more with my life.
I wanted to write.
I have a thousand unfinished short stories and novels that are mediocre if I'm lucky.
I wanted to be a musician.
Thought myself how to play drums quite well and guitar pretty decently.
Started a band. Got relatively well received locally and provincially.
Then it fizzled out.
Wanted to be an artist.
Spent hundreds of hours working on technique and style.
Never put it to use.
What is my problem?
Its almost like Im afraid to push for these things because I see them as dreams and not something i can actually reach.
Anyway, rant over.

>grow up
Spooky.

What's the difference?

I know I certainly don't, and I don't personally know anyone who does. But that board literally will ban you if you even so much as say that the country MAY be hurting it's population.

>live a materialistically comfortable, low-risk, mediocre life or commit yourself to something interesting and never stop striving for it
Yeaaaaaah I'd rather get paid well-enough so I don't have to live near a bunch of blacks instead of "following my dreams" and ending up getting shot. Thanks for the offer, though.

>work isn't fun

yeah i remember being 14 too

>tfw you realize your happiness need not depend on other people
This is a meme to make people feel better. The Stoics were jumping through logical and psychological hula-hoops to convince themselves they don't need no other people.

First off why are you on Reddit? Second - and I know I'm going to be put on a watchlist for saying this - North Korea isn't as bad as the media portrays it.

Chairman of the British communist party calls it a ''beacon of freedom''.
youtube.com/watch?v=tck5ZK_Ai9A

>You are sentient, right?
I am convinced that the people who ask those types of questions ("How do I do something that I'm too lazy to do????") are, in fact, not sentient. Muh magical psychological barriers and all that.

>work is fun

Drank too much of the capitalist Kool-Aid, I see.

I have a crippling feeling of being on the verge of a realization while never reaching it.

Should i do drugs?

The thing is I can actually understand his perspective. I just can't believe he's naive enough to think that the Socalist countries gave even the slightest shit about their people. It's like these guys all have such brilliant critiques of capitalist imperialism, but then they have cardboard cutouts and fairy tales of Socialist states.

Don't they see the common element here is a small group or several small groups, an elite, oppressing the masses, and that every human society ever has had that form?

...

>thinks being assigned to some shit shoveling squad in siberia is better than picking his own career

ohhhkay