'''Veeky Forums feels thread'''

'''Veeky Forums feels thread'''

>tfw you havent got a stich to wear

>tfw human and need to be loved
just like everyone everbody else does tbqh senpai.

>tfw already 18 and still a virgin
I will never experience teen age love

don't worry, you're not missing much.

>tfw that joke isn't funny anymore

>tfw lost virginity at 18
I have experienced teenage love and it's almost exactly like music. feels really good and heartwarming, just has to be a girl that you love and she loves you back. and you should worry, you're missing a lot

Bro I have found that in my teens the only good sexual experiences where in LTRs. The hookup shit is pretty regrettable for me.

>WHAT'RE THOSE

>select images with trees

>Bro I have found that in my teens the only good sexual experiences where in LTRs.

he hasn't had any of those either though lol

>tfw start slowly forgetting about the person you loved who treated you like absolute shit
>thankfully theres this new person
>new person probably also is going to treat you like absolute shit
>scared
>weak
>scared of being abandoned
>tfw you get attached easily
>tfw they can sense it and they can sense that they can treat you however they want
>people are bad
>you will never have a fulfilling relationship
>youve bought this y3 raincoat and it arrived yesterday and though it was sunny all week it started raining today
>feels good

I'm missing all my chances for love because I'm shy and don't think I'm pretty enough.

>its still summer

>tfw the suicide jokes you make are actually serious

>tfw when new haircut only looks perfect for 48 hours
>tfw when can't afford to keep it the same weekly

why do i even bother

>gf of 3 years
>we break up
>"i'm done"
>we had a party that same day
>try to keep things casual
>she ends up drinking cuz that's what she does when she's stressed
>she starts flirting with me and i'm like fuck off because she said she was done
>she storms off bitch-fit into a corner
>she writes "don't forget" on her arm
>i get pissed off and lock myself in the room
>no one comes to check on me
>party ends
>she leaves
>i end up crying

life is grand

how do i gather the courage to kill myself or alternatively how do i stop daydreaming about killing myself everyday at work

>>>r9k

are you flatsound? big fan

hahah didn't think anyone would catch on
also no I'm not
great musician though

>there's a club where I'd like to go
>I go and stand on my own
>I leave on my own
>go home and cry
>wanting to die

IKTF

>have burned between 2-3 pounds since Sunday
>have cycled 80+ miles, worked 28 hours as a bike courier, and run 15 miles meanwhile
>eating at a 1,700+ daily caloric deficit
>achieved my highest ever heart rate on a run last night
>consequentially have lost the ability to sleep

I am exploring just how much emaciation I can stand until I pass out

>sometimes i feel like my brain is too weak
>and that one day my concept of reality will break
>and i will collapse into my own mind
>and everything i know
>everything i see and believe will be controlled
>by the one person who hates me most
>and im so fucking scared

>tfw i want to draw well and git gud
>don't know anyone who has the same mindset as me
>may grow apart from all of my friends if i want to focus on achieving my goals

ugh this

how hard is it so find a mentor nowadays?
>tfw my friends don't share the same ambitions and are holding me back

>Study animation
>Everyone at the start of the year is sperg tier
>Make friends with nice but kind of dorky group of friends
>Slowly teach them how to dress better and talk to girls.
>They improve over the next year and start actually looking good.
>Break up with gf
>Go on bender and fuck every girl in my class
>Deflower a shy qt that speaks in basically a whisper.
>Classmate confides in me that he has a crush on her the next day.

>stopped caring about human relationships
>now only problems are lack of money for clothes or drugs

enjoy your empty af life filled with drugs i gues you addict

Watch cartoons man

>become friends with this girl
>fall in love
>don't try anything because i think I have no chance
>4 months go by and she accidentally admits she likes me
>overjoyed I try to initiate something more
>she instantly become different, no more banter, short answers
>two weeks ago she unfriends me on snapchat while on vacation, out of nowhere
I feel lika an autist idiot who can't read people for shit, but at the same time my intuition tells me she's the weird one

>cycle through hating all my clothes, redoing my wardrobe, then hating them again
>in a period of phasing our my old clothes
>scouring the web to try and find new clothes
>don't even know what I'm looking for

are you Bojack horseman irl?

...

try amphetamine

something beyond conspicuous consumption maybe?
try reading a book
just don't try to curate a personality out of books the way you do with your clothes

>be 22
>no woman has had sex with me sober

i just want to be loved

>look outside the window
>see someone doing manual labor, like using a weed whacker or a hedge trimmer
>when you check back later they have made a lot of progress

is there a more gratifying feel?

>be 22
>no woman has had sex with me
And I'm neither overweight, smelly, socially degenerated or small.
So now?

>get to know a girl through mutual friends
>shes a legit model
>we party all the time, festivals etc.
>develop a thing for her
>lol way out of your league bro
>she rises to 100k+ instagram fame
>still hangs out with the boys tho
>people telling me she acts weird around me
>she always asks me to come out with her
>what the fuck am i even doing?
>let her fade away through being non responsive and a general fuccboi
>i guess we had our moment

t. incel basement dweller

Lol don't listen to this pleb. Any love you feel is simply a chemical reaction in the brain, nothing more.

From someone that was forced to have sex at 13, I can tell you that it's far easier to get laid when you blag yourself into not caring about it, and eventually you won't actually care at all, which will inevitably lead to more attention from females.

Once you get the attention, don't be a sucka and revert to your old self because you think it's safe, it's never safe.

The true you should only be shared with people you trust, and that is few and far between for me.

>dude it's just le chemicals

off yourself lmao

Off who? I don't exist :D

wow it is really sad that you didn't take the chance

NICE

The feel is more gratifying when you have made the progress yourself.

you fucked up

I'm friends with a model who's apparently a genuinely nice girl. I only realized she was a model when I googled her; she never mentioned it. And she's not an instagram whore.

I asked her to get drinks at the college bar soon after meeting her but then...
>oh, my BOYFRIEND loves that stuff

>tfw my school is run by belligerent ghouls
>I'm getting kicked in the shower
>bruises bigger than dinner plates

tfw can't form platonic relationships w women they always just want 2fuck

I did this too, changed friendship group and made my new one dress amazingly. Feel proud

No, you don't understand.

Actually doing manual labor yourself is not gratifying.

>actual shower rape

is your school a prison?

get your shit together lmao

Dependant on the person. I only feel gratified by manual work, anything else leaves me feeling drained.

>get binder in the mail after 4 years of wanting one
>still have tits
>top surgery scares me, drains make me cringe
>when will my reflection show who I am inside
fucking hardcore

same with men lol

same but idgaf because sex makes me laugh my ass off for some reason.
When I'm scared of someone I just imagine them having sex, and I take them a lot less seriously.

months go by and she accidentally admits she likes me
>accidentally
what

I've taken some people under my wing lmao, it's pretty rewarding

>get binder
what?

God I hope not

I guess that's the inly option, I graduate in a few months anyway.
Hah yeah it definitely strokes your ego

>go to a bank to send money to my university
>see my former classmate ("chad", popular guy) working there exactly where I need to go
>we didn't really speak in high school except for that one time we got drunk on a school trip
>too coward to approach him, go away quickly so he doesn't see me

In my experience people begin to see you as dominant/influential

>spending all my clothing money on textbooks
renting one textbook for 250. fucking tax class.

Stop being a fucking bitch I wouldn't even turn around if it was my ex missus' mum, I'd smile cheek to cheek and get on with my day.

>Go on bender and fuck every girl in my class

what? how long was the bender? how many girls was that?

very suspicious. lots of unanswered questions there

IKTF, I just don't cry. I wonder why people like this don't form a group.

>become friends with this girl
>fall in love
>don't try anything because i think I have no chance
I wish I didn't know this feel

>tfw want the one I can't have

Underrated

You're not your clothes.

Not saying anything sooner is what gets me. In my defence, she did have a boyfriend for a while, but still.

And now I'm starting uni and I'm gonna be around so many new people. And yet I can't get excited about it because all I think about is her. Right now I just don't see myself conecting that way with anyone.

>they told me mental illness is in
>they didn't tell me it's always been

Well best way to find girls is through other girls. You should have some girl friends that you decide to not initiate anything with as a status beacon. Girls are attracted to guys hanging with lotsa girls even if you guys just chill.

Try alcohol

she'll visit me on saturday
we'll drink, smoke make out and all that shit
im happy
for the first time in my life

Same but with a guy.

If you want to die sell all your shit and do something fun. See the world. Join a gang. I mean if none of the stuff you do makes you happy you can still kill yourself. So basically live with no consequences cause your gonna blow your brains out either way

I thought i was the only FTM on here

t. someone who's never been depressed

>small dick
End me

award for the most reddit post of the day

Ah mental illness

>join a gang
RICH KIDS LEAVE

He knows so much about these things.

I lost it at 18 but it was a miracle in my case. also is right except you don't need to worry. teenage love is gr8 but it can easily fuck you up emotionally.

>tfw poorfag
>tfw can never cop anything nice because I'd have to save up for it for a long time and then I wouldn't have anything to wear it with because my wardrobe is basic as fuck and I'd have to wait till I've saved up for another nice thing which will take ages

>got a suspicious mole removed
>results if I have skin cancer in 10 days
>crippling anxiety for days

Good luck with that user.

you just reminded me I need to have that big ass mole on my abdomen looked at by a doctor

Thrift

thrifts in my town are doshit but I'm moving to a bigger city soon so I might find something nice

>try reading a book
just don't try to curate a personality out of books the way you do with your clothes

Fuck you just nailed it on the head. I hate that I do that with all media - trying to impress people with my taste in movies books and other shit. I'm so self conscious it's not even remotely healthy. How do I become my own person? I'm about to be 22 and I am so miserable and weak

It's my 20th bday today and I'm still a kissless virgin. Please help

tough one but you can always finger and oral job em. how small is it tho?

I feels

get a hooker

>tfw gay
>tfw can't find qt shy tall effay bf who isn't a slut or bitchy flamer

Feel exactly this way about music tho

I'm going to say over the course of 2-3 weeks.

>mfw I'm all of that except cute