/Feels Thread/

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>I'm ugly
Oh well, at least I can work out and get a nice body! better to be ugly and muscular than ugly and skinny/fat
>Wide hips, Long neck, fucked proportions
At least I'm smart!
>Poverty education
At least I'm rich!
>Section 8 housing, posting this from a shitty computer that can barely run games from the 90s
>At least I have a good personality
I'm so bland I scare people away

Well shit

It's a consistent -20 outside but I'll make sure to take my vit D pills

Damnit user. We might be dickheads, but we'll help you out. Where do you live?

spending all week thinking about what to wear to a small alternative gig to fit in with the crowd

>trying figure out if I should drop out of college
>don't feel like doing any of the work
>feel like shit all the time
>just want to buy clothes

im such a fucking shithead

Tfw hairline is receding = no more friends + no gf + uni results going down = considering killing myself

Calgary Alberta
Would you help me commit seppuku? I want to die like a man

take a step back and consider how strange your train of though is mate.

buzz and then focus on uni. gone need that degree to make any bank to get nice shit

> be rail thin and able to wear nice clothes
> get girlfriend
> she is jelous of my heroin chic
> gets addicted to opioids
> gets addicted to watching baking shows on opioids
> now I'm fat because she keeps making cookies, pies, cakes, never eating much because drugs
> and now she is rail thin heroin chic

Well that's one way to do it.

I love my gf but I'm worried I've already found a long term partner when I wish I could date around a bit more, have more experience. It's definitely because she's dated a lot more (Not quality men, her childhood was rough so she thought being treated like shit was the norm, dated about anyone interested in her) but part of me misses being single.

It's just a "grass is always greener" thing. She's my best friend, but I wish I could have met her 3 or 4 more years down the road.

Pretty much same actually. I have no idea what to do, it's not that I'm really interested in sleeping around, I just feel like I've come to a decision prematurely. Maybe this is normal, I dunno.

I take it as an odd comfort that you never truly know. Something awful could happen and break us up. I don't want it to, but I guess I know life would go on.

Damn. Going through the exact same thing right now too. She's amazing in so many ways, but I definitely have my doubts at times. I wish I could spent a little more time traveling single before reaching this level with her. I know I'd be devastated if I suddenly lost this relationship, but I feel like theres more I'm still missing.

...is something in the air or something?

Same situation here. I've just started working from home now, too, so I feel really trapped.
I love her, but I could realistically be traveling around. She can't because of her job. I'm afraid I'll resent her if I don't take this chance and run off– I wish I had met her later in life. We've already moved a couple of times and I feel bad for constantly dragging her around.

Same, except now she has no libido because of opioid :/

Holy fuck going through this as well.

Gf of 2 years. I actually broke up with her a couple weeks ago. I was tired of 3 phone calls a day (she's at uni until summer) and I felt like I couldn't give her what she needed. It lasted a day because we both felt like shit. Now we are back together and it's hard to talk because I just dream of being single all the time.

Been listening to My Bloody Valentine for 2 days straight.

I think it's worth it, the what ifs seem insignificant in comparison.

guy i met online and i broke up, he likes thots pictures on instagram and it makes me insecure bc im nothing like those girls .. anyone have advice?

if he watches porn he will desire other girls. he will want what he can't have. also, when i (a male) am horny i have no concern for other peoples feelings, never mind my own, until after the fact.

>i have seen my ex yesterday night at the local club
>I'm always have seen here her with her new bfs
>ok we broke up for 5 months (she broke up w me because "I don't love you anymore" )
>i want to say hi or something
>I went closer and she made it like he did not know me ever
>go to toilet and saw some old photos of us while taking xanax

>why are people so fucking disgusting
>hate everyone and get back my depression and anxiety
>i don't want to live on this planet without her and I can't see my future

thats depressing, i dont think he realizes or cares how it affects me. but thanks anyway user

i miss my ex lol :(

Damn. Me too.
>Been together since senior year of highschool
>Go to different colleges, stay together
>Shes at university
>I'm at a community college
>Initially afraid she'll fall for some fratty Chad, she partied a lot her first year
>She's head over heels in love with me though, loyal af
>I love her too, she's my best friend
>I visit her as much as I can, call her when I can't
>Year and a half passes, my schedule is packed with classes and part time work
>Cant visit as often as before
>She's asleep every night by the time I'm free to call her
>Both of our personalities have changed so much since highschool
>Sex becomes more awkward and less frequent, like we are both strangers
>Every time we meet we have less to talk about, less in common
>she wants to study abroad next year in the UK
>I'm about to transfer from community college to a 4 year school even further away, want to do ROTC

If we had only met 10 years in the future, I would marry her on the spot. After I'm out of college and done with the military. I love her, but I'm at a critical point in my life where I need to focus on securing a good future. no idea how this is going to work, anons.

Same fampi. We needed to break up but like I still want to hang with her and hookup. But like dont want to date. it bad

Finally feeling happy about myself
feelsgudmang

Similiar thing happened to me, I was at the same point as you. She decided to break up as it was getting really shitty and we just didn’t make each other happy anymore. Mind you I still love her and hope few years down the road we’ll marry, but for now I can see that the break up was the right things to do. You shouldn’t force yourself to be in a relationship if it’s starting to get bad and there’s no fix. Trust me on this, it’s the worst pain of your life but it’s better for you and her in the long term. Even for her happiness also.
>tfw still miss her sometimes

Checked and felt

>no one ever replies to my posts

Take Rhodiola Rosea caps in the morning, helped me a lot with this constant feeling of tiredness

Tfw you can never be fashionable because of your huge nose.

Maybe one day big long noses and huge jelly bean nostrils will be fashionable...

Damn, me too. We've been together for an year and half. She's a great girl and actually less experienced than me but I just feel like I've met her at the wrong time in my life. I could see myself getting engaged to her in a few years but right now I don't feel getting so attached to someone, call me irresponsible, but it makes me feel like life is already over, I just want to run away, but I also feel like I'm going to really regret if I do leave her.

just have children and everything will fall into place

Depression is not Veeky Forums. The girl I fell in love with is on fucking depression pills and it makes her emotionless and doesn't care about me, though she wants to. Fuck this.

you have the perfect nose for sleazecore tho, that nose is practically screaming cocaine

>wear slick brand new black and white houndstooth scarf
>get called a terrorist because it looks exactly like an arabian shemagh
>never dare to wear it outside ever again

Being super skinny I could pull off the cokehead look twice as easy, heck I already do with these bad boy nostrils.

>just turned 20
>no gf virgin
>still attracted to youth, general dislike of adult drinking / party culture
>worried ill become a pedophile or something

that's the spirit.

on the real though, practically everybody has imperfections/insecurities. find what works and look like you, not like a watered down version of someone else

Too much carps, eat more meat, fats and greenies. Also sweat atleast 2-3 times a week.

fuck, man, feeling this right now as well. i want to fuck around more without having to worry about another person besides myself. i haven't gotten myself figured out and settling down is far from what i want to do but she's already talking about getting a house together and kids.

>be kinda heavy for years
>suddenly become skinny because stress
>most of my clothing don't fit me anymore
on the plus side my clothing sucked anyway, basically all I wore were hoodies and a pair of denim jeans, was long due for a change.

I hope you didn't do it

Just get rhino buddy boy

Fuck that. My sister had hers done, it was at a well regarded place but she ended up losing so much blood during the healing process she almost died, she kept leaking, swallowing and puking blood as the wounds wouldn't heal up properly. She also screamed like she being stabbed repeatedly when they took out the packaging from her nostrils.

But hey, she is happy now.

get your thyroid checked

>gf gets aroused when I wear nice fits
>tight jeans hurt bonner
>wear leisure fits and easily get bonner
>gf not as turned on

Anyone ever feel outshined by the success of their friends? At one point, I was the friend who talked to all of the girls, had the best style, was the most confident, etc. Now when I go out to bars, girls always notice my friends over me. I've lost confidence and faith in myself and I honestly don't know what to do.

what to do when
>i don't have friends
>going alone to clubs and social events alone but nothing is better
>can't enjoy the life and hate every morning when I get up

thyroid was good
testosterone was at 13.3 which is the average for an eighty year old. not low enough for TRT. I get more tests down in a month so I'll see again.

>perfect body except abit unproportional
>hideous face

also

>fell in love with friend
>we would never be able to stick together and i know this
>dating her would make our friendship circle fall apart if she even said yes if i asked her out

life is truly crippling

>Tfw I went from being a fat, ugly weeb to the definition of a normie.

Everything is supposed to be perfect right now, but I just feel like something is missing.
I was always `smart` but did nothing about it, just autistic math olympiads and shit, was fat and looked ugly because I was fat.
Even when I got Veeky Forums I was still ugly and insecure, no friends to talk to besides Veeky Forums, this stinky shithole was the only place I felt I could call home. I felt in a loop that I thought would last forever.

Now I got a scholarship from my shitty third world country to a first world country, in a top 50 uni. Starting my degree on april after studying the language and for the entrance exam for a year. Doing gymnastics, literally being known as the `charisma guy`, I have friends wherever I go, you know that disgusting normie guy, that is what I became.

My PC I left back at home, saving my Veeky Forums and anime folder somewhere no one could find it. Will probably open that vault and cry when I go back to visit my family.

To be honest I dont know if it was worth the change, but I cant go back now, all I can do is come back here every now and then and see how its all doing.

Im happy as fuck everyday, but when I do get depressed I think back to those times and I feel that I will NEVER get that back. I ACTUALLY miss it, I would have never imagined it would turn into this. Not even a little bit.

>People are mentioning anime and I have to hold back my powerlevel, just say shit like `oh I saw dbz and naruto on TV when I was a teen.` When I have seen probably everything that is to be seen.

we are two of the same

OP & everyone else? These painful moments will pass. You're going to end up stronger and more perceptive as a result of them.
Life is nonstop changes, and you can get to feeling lost pretty fast. It passes, you'll come out on top. I swear it.

>tfw your dead dad fucks up your mental health and life

You say you're happy as fuck every day, so what's the problem? Do you miss the solitude?

Honestly, man, don't hold labels like "normie" to heart. That kind of shit doesn't matter in real life. That "thing" that you feel is missing from your life is probably your sense of self. You're so focused on playing the normie role to suit your surroundings and hiding your real interests. You see this sort of thing all the time on this board--how do I dress? How do I live an effay lifestyle? Basically, they're all asking, "how do I fit in?" Tell me exactly what to do. And they do it, but it'll never be fulfilling.

Have some integrity, be yourself, etc. If you stay true to you then eventually you'll find the right people that you can genuinely connect with, even if it takes time.

And it's more often than not shitty here, but you're always welcome on effay. You fuccboi.

>tfw depressed since childhood
>24 now, first thoughts of suicide around 10
>alienate yourself, ruin relationships on a whim/out of boredom
>tried antidepressants, didn't work
>doctor strongly urging me to seek therapy, referred me to a therapist who is usually a few months wait
>feel worse about myself after the session, couldn't be honest about how I think/feel
>self medicate with alcohol on a daily basis, might be developing a habit

>lots of female attention since adolescence, considered attractive, know how to dress
>see friends every week or so, feel like they genuinely enjoy my company
>meet girls fairly easily on tinder, looks & smiles while I'm out somewhere
At least mental illness helps my aesthetic, right?

Feels like less of a downward spiral like everyone says, more like I'm floating towards the deep end in a pool

The closest people to me are dead, I would have been really good looking had I not been scarred up so much, I don't have a clue what I want to do with my life, but hey I wear nice clothes that will make me happy r-right Veeky Forums?

Art is literally the only thing in my life after a fucked childhood, leaving university, no one stuck around, no friends, never had a girlfriend, never had love reciprocated, people seemed to warm around me but that was that. 24.
It's actually a good feel. So many people are miserable and without passion. I'd rather have my life than someone else's functional yet passionless life. Couples never looked that happy to me either. Sure, a date would be nice though.

That feeling of constantly having to work to get skinny. I get fat easily. I can't take a fucking break.

same here, looked at a picture from last party, was wondering ... am i really that much of a fat turd?

Know that feel bro. I feel like everything about me is about fine except for my easy weight gain and well, nose.. Is a rhino worth it Veeky Forums?

thats what i was saying a year ago, it gets worse thou, my dad is bullying me now and havent had sex for a year now, despite improving every aspect of my life from uni to job

lol this is fucked up, how is that not enough for trt

>>just say shit like `oh I saw dbz and naruto on TV when I was a teen.`
why?

You just don't know how to wear your nose right.
Dye your hair a natural colour like blonde to suit your skin and wear pink lipstick or something striking and your nose will look better I promise.

One day we'll be the cool ones.

In my opinion Rhino isn't worth it, I've posted a reply a bit earlier with my sister's experience (all though it's a fairly rare occurrence).

Plus, there's nothing drastically wrong with your nose that warrants it, seems like a normal snozzle to me.

For how long you've been together? I feel like online relationships have a very, very low chance of succes.

should i got to party without tell to my gf?

Not my natural colour, but a wig. Still waiting for natural hair to grow long. It's brown and curly and I wouldn't dye it. I don't wear any make-up tho. I microblade my brows but that's it.

Thanks, yeah I read that. I wonder if that really happens alot though. Tbh I don't think a rhino is that expensive but I'm not sure if it's going to change that much since my nose isn't drastically out of shape, but more regular aquiline.

yes

if you feel like you need to hide stuff like that from her it's probably time to break up though

You faggots are pathetic, Jesus Christ

please, do share

he's in another town atm

That one qt who obviously wants me to make the first move
Im still the same social retard from 4 years ago but I just look better.

Stop eating carbs and fat
Work out more you faggot.

Stop jerking off

tell her if you want to, although if it's something you're hiding from her for a reason maybe it's best not to go or to tell her. but if she demands you tell her this stuff generally, something might be up senpai

sounds like you're depressed man. Drink some water, hang out with friends. shit sucks now but things will be ok

In the same situation and just dropped 600 dollars to go see her while shes studying abroad. what the fuck is going on vros

Finally starting to not take things personally as much anymore.
Still fucking ugly though.

You guys are cute!! I don't see anything wrong with your noses. But if getting a rhino makes you feel better by all means go for it.

Love you user, from male big nose.

I'm guessing there rationale is that TRT would shut off my natural test production (or what little there is) I'm probably just going to take dbol for acouple of days to kill my test levels before my next blood tests. that way I'll actually get TRT

>tfw dropped my phone and it shattered big times

stop bulking but maintain the intensity of your workouts?

or go for that cute thicc built boi aesthetic

Society puts too much importance on sex. You shouldn't value yourself or your life on how much you get.

It is not about sex, it is about feeling that even the most losing losers can get it, and are happy and content with their loser lifes, while I'm trying as much as humanly possible to become the best version of myself yet I'm still a drepressed fucker with no reason to live.

>haven't only had sex for year
>still complains