>sitting in a train station in city of London, drinking coffee at 11 pm >seeing all the attractive people enjoying their lives >can't even be bothered walking around outside to get the cathartic feeling of seeing Chads and Staceys at bars on a hot Friday night, definitively crushing my daytime delusions that arise due to seeing so many qts who are dressed as Chad bait at night and all have one night stands and 5000 tinder matches >tfw aged 26, no social life for almost ten years, no female attention ever, only ever done stuff with escorts >demoralised as fuck, blackpilled as fuck, nihilistic as fuck, see snake oil salesmen, stupid people, and charlatans as far as the eye can see, in all fields >have no hobbies that have not morphed in to their own sort of work and drudgery (reading books - "Read these classic books", lift weights - am mentally held hostage and have to be tortured by seeing half naked Staceys exercising for Chad, learn programming- "Learn this way or you're dumb!") >at this point I even procrastinate my hobbies - sitting and drinking coffee and riding the tube while reading on my phone is more enjoyable
What horrific drudgery. What a huge irony that I am the most relaxed at my government job, even though I became the ugly loner beta autist within two days.
And this is me standing at the edge of the Darwinian social game. If I ever talked to anyone or tried to join in, I would be humiliated due to my non chad looks and lack of social capital.
At this point, fuck society, it sees me as a disposable beta male to suck the life out of. I guess seeing people whine about student loans in the news is a great pleasure.
Samuel Hall
Isnt this /biz?
William Jackson
>Elliots Rodgers here
William Murphy
you have clinical depression
get help
that's not me being an asshole, i mean this seriously
Dominic Edwards
ok kill yourself then and do it quick before you stop feeling depressed
Aaron Robinson
buy eth
Caleb Jenkins
i feel you bro
i have my ups and downs, but my negative outlook on pretty much everything and everyone is something i can never completely put away
Brayden James
thanks just bought 100k
Sebastian Morales
Are you me
>>life isn't fun, interesting or entertaining anymore; it's just another day to grow some numbers on a computer screen and maybe take revenge on people that wronged you/ thought you'd never make it
I know that feel about hobbies being drudgery and society seeing you as nothing more than a drone. I was unironically happy when the Manchester attack happened; literally only normies got killed.
Ryder Mitchell
Literally imagine your life as a 5/10 girl. Female genocide when
Anthony Cooper
Literally me down to London and the gov job and the forced reading and lifting
Also I'm not the ugly autist but I am the weird loner. And I have potential social capital but it never seems to go anywhere.
Nathaniel Moore
Get a sex doll from Japan Get a VR headset
There you go, you no longer need women
Hunter Fisher
OP you change or image I like the guy looses all hope looses a bit more.
Why are you such a socially akward cunt even here an never respond to my messages?
Stop drinking coffee 11 pm fucks up your sleep cycle.
Ian Hill
It amazes me how you can't see why things are this way for you. More importantly this isn't /r9k/ and no one wants to hear your sob story.
Landon Moore
>tfw you realize you're just a cynical asshole and no better or worse than anyone else. >tfw you see things through a depressed and self righteous lens. >tfw you stop being such a hypocrite and hating everything so much if life doesn't matter anyway. The emo movement is over sir.
Jonathan Foster
what is your gov job? Are you Theresa May?
Nolan Campbell
>t. normie faggot with Stacy gf, drives a stock BMW and goes to bars for fun
Christopher Scott
Is nobody going to comment on this post?
Noah Lee
I feel like this most days, but some days things are different, I look good, chicks dig me, I'm confident as fuck, I suddenly stop being a beta loser, but as it comes it goes away and I'm this sad ugly robot again...
If I only understood why does it happen
Dylan Morales
t. somebody who just plain got the fuck over themselves
FTFY
Also, sage. Take that shit to
Nathan Thompson
I always saw Britain as a kind of demented. Like a gerbil cage for humans.
>tfw you see things through a depressed and self righteous lens.
Maybe he does but Britain is objectively shit
David Ward
>haha yeah bro just yolo in the swag lol
Western society has been shit for at least 60 years
Carson Reed
What does that even mean
Speak English
It's not as overpopulated and tight here as you imagine it to be
Angel Gonzalez
It means stop being such an introspective dip shit all the time. It's fine to take it all in from time to time, but like everything else, moderation is key
Again,
Lincoln Stewart
>just don't think bro
>>>/facebook/
Connor Ramirez
You're wrong OP. You can be the best of chads, you know how to become a chad, they will never have what you have because you can't just train your brains. You think you can't do it, but that is where you are wrong. You can become a god, but it takes times. Just like you can't grow muscles in a day, you gotta work on yourself every day. It might take a year or multiple years, but you'll become the best version you can be. Women will love you, they already crave the idea of you becoming the real you. You are unstoppable, you are a god, you are better than all chads, you are the anti-chad, the chaddest of all. But it takes time, but you will get there.
Grayson Jackson
wrong board sperg
Colton Flores
Starting tomorrow, you will work on yourself, you will realise that you are already better than the 99% because you know your weaknesses and work on improving them. From that day on you will never quit, you will never give up, you will keep going. You realised that everything else besides improving is wasting your time. You will be unable to stop improving yourself, you will become the god you are meant to be.
Connor Perry
kek
Ethan Morales
Buy the dip
Jaxson Lewis
Listen op, it sucks, it does but remember that one day if you keep working and upgrading yourself wherever you can, you will meet a woman who will restore your belief in the human experience and suddenly all those Stacey whores can eat a hot bowl of dicks as far as you're concerned because you'll have something you'd never trade for those vacuous empty succubi
Evan Roberts
Dont worry just remember youre a normalfag to those who never leave the house and watch anime all day
Adrian Lewis
>tfw you once had hopes and dreams but then you tore your bicep and now can never be the same
I don't want to live on this planet anymore. Come the fuck on, I was getting swole and now I'm fucked up permanently.
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. NO ONE TOLD ME THIS COULD HAPPEN. REEEEEEEEEEEE REEEEEEEEEEEE REEEEEEEEEEEE REEEEEEEEEEEE REEEEEEEEEEEEEE. I WAS USING NORMAL WEIGHT REEEEE REEEEE REEEEEE REEEEEEE REEEEEE REEEEEEEEE.
Jaxon Butler
>I literally can't take advice
Parker Nelson
i bought 100k
Isaiah King
You're in your own head to much OP,
you'll never have that life because you mentally stay within the life your living.
Stop crying about what you don't have, and start working for what you want.
I went From need to president of a club in 5 years, you can too.
Jose Evans
>I would be humiliated due to my non chad looks and lack of social capital Everyone who claims this sort of thing says that they know for sure it's true, although their reasons for why it happen vary. The last post I was reading listed the reason he wasn't getting laid/making friends as other people "having possessions I don't have". What these stories have in common is that the lacking element is always either something ephemeral (being "cool"), or something practically unobtainable (6' tall, a billion dollars). This is convenient, if nothing else. Sounds like a serious lack of confidence, which seems to be endemic to this board.
Colton Cox
Dude, just be yourself!
Wyatt Parker
you wrote a short story about why you are sad the only people who can be bothered with shit like that are people who enjoy being sad and feed on things like loneliness and "Missed opportunities" complaining to a board full of autists and expecting sympathy is like trying to put a fire out with petrol. Grow up you nerd