If you achieved godhead, and you were God, and you were in heaven, enjoying life as only God could.....
Would you come down from heaven and be born poor, in a backwater nation, in a garrison town, the laughingstock of your own people?
Would you let go of being God and become a mortal man doomed to die?
Would you let go of your perfection and seek to be tortured to death, so that some of your creation might be redeemed?
No, one of the things about the suffering of Jesus is to know, without doubt, that He took all of our suffering on Him, and with His infinite capacity for suffering, suffered more than mankind did, collectively, throughout history.
The physical was bad enough; a new word had to be coined to show how painful crucifixion is: excruciating.
But the spiritual suffering, becoming sin, made the physical pain nothing.
And the splitting of the godhead, being alone for the first time in eternity, is something we will never understand. And worse than we can possibly imagine.
Judas was possessed by the devil, and was a liar, a thief, and a murderer, just like the devil. Killing himself was euthanasia.
The muslims think Judas dies on the cross in Jesus' place; maybe in hell you'll bump into Judas and you'll both have a laugh.
