Alright; that user here.
No gains. I started lifting last week...literally...power rack came last week.
Also....regarding your crybaby bullshit of
>quit after going out
>quit after this pack
See my #1.
The reason I quit is because I wanted control.
My life is pretty shitty right now
>marriage
>work
>school
All of those suck.
Gained a ton of weight since i left the army...
But I do have money, and decided to get /fit.
No sense in getting fit unless I get healthy.
Cant be healthy if i smoke a pack a day.
I started watching alot of motivational videos on youtube.
>alot of you wont try because the fear of failure is stronger than the allure of success
>the only reason you havent succeeded at anything is because you haven't tried LONG ENOUGH
>pain in temporary but if you quit, it will last forever.
I wanted control of my life.
Its not MY decision to stop after work and buy smokes.
Its not MY decision to step out and have one.
Its not MY choice to have to say
>yeah ill be ready in a minute let me go outside
I was tired of being controlled.
I was tired of being fucking bullied, but cigarettes.
I was washing the dishes one day listening to the motivational stuff and i just had an autistic emotional breakdown.
My 6 yr old came walking up to me as i was laying on the floor screaming and crying like a faggot amd asked me what was wrong.
I told her to go get 'daddys camel menthols' and ripped it in half over a trash can.
All the while crying and snotting and screaming things like
>fuck you i dont need you
>get the fuck out of my life
>im fucking done with you
>FAGGOT
Super aspy.
Kid was pretty scared though.
This is the video that changed my life
youtu.be/mgmVOuLgFB0
Most aspects of my life are fucking disasters so i decided to get a grip and change what i CAN about myself....and allow the rest of my life to change naturally around the changes that I commit to.
I just really need control right now.....
Cont.