Friday Night Feels

>I need a gf

You'd spend your time watching shitty movies, shitty Netflix shows and maybe getting some mediocre sex. It gets old really fast.

what do you do for work?

Are you me?

I get so bored playing anything anymore.
> no motivation to learn anything
> no friends to go out with

Life is dull lately

Spending the weekend alone crew reporting in

im a software dev

OP here, my partner was my best friend from high school. We both powerlift and were planning on attempting to go to the national USAPL meet together in a few years.

If you have a goal its very motivating, but unfortunately hes also a retard and wants to move to a europoor country, so ill have to train alone.

My Bretheren, you guys are making gains, thats all that matters, you're all gonna make it.That being said, heres my death core ultimate feels...
>Be me 19
>Yesterday mom comes home
>Go to kitchen, just see mom start crying
>My dad hugs her from the back and starts comforting her
>My motherfucking face when doc says she might have "C" dont even wanna type it makes me cry dude
>Repressing all feels at the thought of an existence with the woman that raised me
>Lifting home alone but can't hold it in cry telling myself I don't want to lose my mom.
>Been crying whole day and just hope her tests say it isn't what they think it is
>Anxious and hopeless feeling all day, I love you mom please dont leave us

Sounds like what i do now but alone

Also the sex part depends on the person if you are lazy and have a lazy gf the sex is gonna be shit

Bully that nerd lead friendo

Sad boi reporting in

>tfw social life always goes to shit in the summer
Everyone's on vacation, fuck

>mfw another friday night in my parents basement
Hey atleast theres a fuck ton of esports playing right now

That's fine
All I want is to feel a warm body next to me

I do. almost everyone there is an overweight beta. insecure people hate conflicts and getting into arguments. its easy to control those conversations

>ftw another lonely friday night
>ftw 5'6 asian manlet
>tfw 20 and still a kissless virgin
>tfw I tell myself every night that lifting will land me a gf
>tfw I know its just lies to keep me from killing myself

Least I got you guys

>tfw 19th birthday
>kissless virgin
>lifting for 2 months but still skeleton

Happy birthday user

Just keep lifting

thanks breh

Well then don't let them fucking nerds get to you bro remember they are your bitches

Yeah bro at least we got each other what city you in? Why not get a FOB gf?

Just cause it might be cancer doesn't mean it's a death sentence. There are different kinds of cancers, for example pancreatic cancer is waaaay worse than breast cancer. So hopefully this was helpful cause that's what I was going for.

Happy birthday baby boi you still got time to get laid things are going to be alright

Happy birthday!

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>Yeah bro at least we got each other what city you in? Why not get a FOB gf?

shit man thats for when I get really desperate, im going to wait till I finish school

Whats wrong with FOB asians mang i love them and im mexican

Do you keep running into the crazy ones that expect you to be a doctor?

You could also pick up an instrument. I play guitar and bass and theyre both fun as hell to play when im bored, just dont let the initial learning curve throw you off if you do, its really rewarding.

Are we all the same person?

>tfw 20 also
>tfw lifting for almost 2 years and still handholdless virgin

I still have hope anons, dont you lose it.

Do it for her user. Never give up, and tell her to never give up too.

thanks yeah that was helpful, gives me hope thanks senpai stay up

Honestly I just prefer white girls tbqh

I hope everything turns out ok for you, good luck mayne.

Ive played guitar, bass, drums, piano, mandolin, ukelele, hell ive even sung. Nothing quenches that emtiness like lifting cardio and sport. Which is why i want to try martial arts, or writing. My work buddy teaches bjj and says his dojo has a free open mat on sundays so ill probably check that out.

>been going out to bars every Friday/Saturday night for the last couple weeks
>finally get to spend a night alone

Feels good

maybe different universes

I miss her brehs. But I also don't.

Shit man, this is me too.
>tfw this has been my situation for 1.5 years now

I just feel like it's never going to get better.

I get to see my bf tonight I havent seen him in months!! Beyond stoked right now

Why is this board so obsessed with empty sex? Seems like every other post on this board is about banging sluts

I don't understand

>my new gunpla kits didn't come in today

>visiting home for the weekend pretty much every weekend this summer
>whenever I visit home I remember my ex gf of 4 years
>I was a skinny skelly cunt when I was with her
>hoping I run into her so she can see how fucking swole I got and how well I'm doing
>hoping she feels bad about me doing better
>even though I know she's probably fucking 2 chads a week at her college
>tfw I have no game with any girls of any sort and the only thing I got going for me is weightlifting and kinda school
>I wish I could just forget her and visit home without feeling paranoid everywhere I go around town that I'll run into her

when will this fucking ride end

>tfw your friends are assholes
Fuck em, I'll go back to being alone. Can't trust anyone in this world

100% me

I'm in serious chest pain after this routine, can't sleep now.

Inclined bench: 135lbs x15, 185lbs x15, 225x15, 325x12
Flat bench: 135lbs x15, 225x15, 315x10, 225x15, 135x15
Declined bench: 135lbs x15, 225x15, 315x12, 365x8, 225x15
Inclined dumbell Flys: 30 lbsx 15+ 15 press, 40x15+15 press, 50x15+10 press
Inclined dumbell press: 50x15, 60x15, 70x15

On to tris (don't worry,we come back to chest)

Rope tricep pull down: 95lbsx 20, 80 lbsx 25, 70x30
Super setted with,
Single arm pull downs: 20lbsx 30,25x25, 30x20

Then more tricep pull down static : 50x15x2, 95x15

Then overhead tricep press: 40lbs x35, 50x15, 60x15

Dips x 70
Tricep pushups X 60
Tricep pull up x 30

Then we moved on to shoulders

Started with shrugs: 460lbs X 50, 410x50, 360x75, 270x 100
Then side arm raises: 20lbsx 15,14,13,12...1 (120)
Front arm raises: 20lbsx15x3

Moved on to abs:

Did 500 reps of various weighted ab movements
+ 100 leg raises

Then back to chest:

Machine Flys: 280lbs x15, 250 x15, 225x15
Cable Flys: 140lbs x15, 150 x15
Flat bench: 135lbs x15, 185x15, 225x10
Inclined bench: 135lbs x15, 225x10
Declined: 135x15, 225x15, 275x8
Machine press: 240x 15, 220x 15, 200x 8

Are you in TX? I have the same weather situation tomorrow.

it gets boring mang and need some company other than just fucking

>I'm a good DJ but can't play an instrument for shit

How do I become a real musician or should I just keep Djing?

At least your wife didn't just have a kid and can't bang because that shit is still wrecked and it hurts when you even put your dink halfway in. But I watched the Bellator fights and did some dishes so my Friday was pretty chill.

>ordered three gunpla kits last year
>they take forever to get to my shitty 3rd world country
>they come a month ago
>I no longer have any time to actually build them

Me too, bra. At least in 10mins ill be in the gym. Fuck... vidya used to make me so damn happy

DJ here

What the fuck kind of question is this m8

Playing an instrument and DJing are barely related, so why the comparison

I always wanted ot make my own music
I thought djing would be a good stepping stone to making music because I had no previous musical knowledge

Ah okay.

I think in that case, maybe get into digitally based production first, depending on what kind of music you want to make.

>plays music
>cant play music

I assume that's the comparison...

Happy birthday man. I turned 22 a couple days ago, things can get better.

>Cut going well for 4 months but stalled and I feel like shit
>start a planned diet break
>binge uncontrollably
>be good throughout rest of week
>binge again yesterday
>gained 3 lbs

FUCK it's so much harder for me to lose weight than to gain it, and I was a weak bitch and couldn't control myself and fucked up my cut. Fuck me I'm never gonna make it

>met girl online
>cool
>adores me
>lives in murrica and I'm in Australia

Should I visit her bro's?

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user

I see that you've neglected to answer one very important question

You said 'she adores me' but you never said 'I adore her', be careful not to fall into the 'Wow this is the first girl to ever seem interested in me' trap and move too quickly, relationships moving quickly are always a bad sign (I learned this the hard way, I have a few experiences with 'online gfs')

How long have you known her? How do you feel about her?

I can't lift for a while because my wrist hurts. W-What can I do in the meantime? I don't want to fuck them up further by lifting anyway. People said it can last 2-3 weeks.

Why are you such betas? Seriously, you sound like little girls.

Having a gf won't magically make your life better. If it does, it's just an indicator that your self-esteem is non-excistental and you need constant validation from a female since you can't suck your mother's tits anymore.

Build your own life and don't need anyone. Be independent. I'm 22 and I have no intentions to settle down anywhere near future. Possibly never.

Settling down isn't the same as fucking. I just want to have sex but not with a hooker that I have to pay.

>22 years old

Babby thinks he understands the world

You'll be entirely different in 10 years son

Doesn't end user. I have a very similar story. That was 3 years ago. Now I'm a swole manlet beast with Viking hair. Really confident with great job. But everyone I go to my home town, paranoid if running into her at bars and clubs.

Tfw thought I saw her at bar last night.
Almost ditched my friends and ran home.
Tfw gains don't help facing your evil ex. Breh.

Just saying that being desperate over "no gf" at young age is nothing but pathetic. You can think about that later.

I don't see myself ever having a serious relationship cause I'm basically an asexual. Nothing edgy here though.

lol

>just woke up
>dated a beautiful girl for about 2 years
>we broke up last thanksgiving because she moved across the country for school
>usually im fine, not thinking about her
>some nights like last night though I dream about her
>wake up feeling like shit for the rest of the day

I dreamt that I met a girl in a dark club, and we went out to my car and started kissin/fooling around etc, and then she called me a pet name that only she would know. I looked at her face and saw that it was her. In that moment, even though it was a dream, i felt happier than i have in so long.

Now she has a new hotter bf, she goes to a nice school, and i dropped out because im so mentally fucked up, and im basically a loser.

i woke up choking back tears when i realized it wasnt real. After dream feels are the worst feels.

>got drunk with some friends a few weeks ago
>virgin
>end up fucking a friend of a friend
>first grill to act interested in me
>haven't seen her since, feels bad

pleas no bully

its okay user. hookup culture is the norm. don't expect girls you put your dick in to care about you. sex is like a handshake now.

What you saw her experiencing was pure sexual attraction. She wanted some dick, she got it, now she doesn't care anymore.

Women are simple creatures. Don't ever think harder than a woman does about relationships or you're just stressing yourself out.

>can't stop thinking about her

>pet roach
You probably have like 100 of them.

Thanks, that helps. Too thirsty for affection, better to focus on liftan.

Eat the sticky, read more food

Kill yourself
This guy get it

>tfw 25
>tfw girll u like tagged someone else on FB
>tfw too poor to take her out on a date
>tfw no job and no car
>tfw ragging inside
>tfw Veeky Forums taught me better so I will use all this feelz to hit PRs, keep getting leaner, get a job, and FUCK HER FUCKING BRAINS OUT while I laugh at the dyel that's been spending time with her

JUST WATCH MOTHERFUCKER. Doesn't matter if it takes me 6 months of a year. I will hit that harder than anyone else will ever will...

top lel

>Oldass thinks he will ever understand anything

Age is not equal to understanding
dumbass, you will die less or even dummber than what you are right now

>just 2 more work days until I get to go to a camping electronic/jam music festival in the woods

>cut is progressing decently, finally seeing a little progress

>moved to a new city for my job so not many friends but making good money

Life is decent and on an upwards trajectory due to my own efforts, which is a great feeling

good job user. there are people like me who would kill to be in an independant position like you. keep it up.

>tfw you switch one eating disorder for another
>tfw you only feel good about yourself when you're starving

>who would kill to be in an independant position like you
same here breh

Shit breh. You think our exes also feel that way? The whole paranoia of running into us?

I mean at this point we probably look drastically different from before so maybe they'd barely recognize us, but fuck man. My only wish is that she also feels like shit about the whole ordeal.

Thanks breh, you can make it too if you keep trying

Holy fuck breh, the same shit happens to me. I haven't spoken to or seen anything about my ex on social media in over a year, and yet I still have dreams about her super often

>dreams about her ignoring me
>dreams about me denying her obvious attempts at baiting me back into worshipping her
>dreams about her trying to get back with me, me wanting to, but then I force myself to deny her because I know it will be bad for me
>dreams about seeing her with other guys
>dreams about us being in conflict
>dreams about her being present in the same room and both of us trying our best to ignore each other even though it's obvious we just want to speak
>dreams of her being a cunt to me

And yet no dream whatsoever about us actually just being happy together. Guess my brain is just really against the fucking thought of ever being back together with that cunt. I mean I guess that's a good thing, but shit. I can't even escape her wrath in my fucking sleep

Most of the time sitting at home playing vidya /watching netflix and lifting
Decided to go to festival with my friends
>Everyone is very kind and sharing
>People actually come up to me and talk to me for a bit
>Have random talks with drunks
Feels good man

>tfw everything is alright once you give up on the idea that you deserve things in life that you don't have

Feels good man.

>boot up video game
>it's one I used to play with my ex
>their shit is still all around it with stuff we traded each other
>decide to clean instead
>find papers where I list them as my emergency contact

not a good fucking day

same here m8

25 here .. never had a gf... i feel pity for myself

same ;(

and how does one achieve this?
wouldn't that make you less ambitious?