For some traps are not gay...

For some traps are not gay, but rather part of a series of escalating sexual obsessions arising from obsessive-compulsive disorder. The arousal from traps is not actually sexual, but rather a conditioned groinal response from the thalamus due to masturbation.
“Normally… this is a conditioned physiological response in the primitive thalamus of a brain which does not identify the thought as sex with a particular person, just sex, This is generally not indicative of one’s own personal desires.”

Sounds about right.

Yes, please continue.

ur full of shit faggot!

Our society is going straight to hell.

>masturbate to men
>not gay

You could masturbate to forks. If you spent 5 years locked in a room masturbating while staring at a fork you would be become aroused by forks. Does that make you a forksexual?

What's stopping you from masturbating to women?

I mean in the real world, not your gay fork scenario.

yes

I'm not trying to excuse traps, just to offer another potential explanation for their popularity. I think a lot of it has to do with conditioning and obsession.

So what compelled you to masturbate to that first trap image the first time? Apart from being a faggot?

In my case it was to "check" my sexuality. My OCD is causing me to obsess over it. If it were homosexuality rather than OCD I would not be looking at different types of porn and "checking" my level of arousal. I have no problem with homosexuals, but I am not one. If I were I would be sexually and emotionally attracted to them and seek out relationships with them.

I do masturbate to women

>In my case it was to "check" my sexuality.

Straight people don't think this way. Faggot.

You really just don't understand OCD. Read about it.

And why the anger? You sound like a closeted homosexual.

I fap to traps because I'm beta as fuck, OP, and the fantasy of dominating a feminized man makes me hard like nothing else. I don't know if I'm gay, I've never had any experience with either sex, and while I do love twinks and shemale porn, I also love lesbians and wide hips high-test girls, and watch both gay/tranny porn and lesbian porn in roughly equal proportion (never straight porn though - unless you count real girls with strap-ons fucking trannies - which is weird).

I tried watching bears and muscled dudes going at it to try to get to know myself better and I found it disgusting, couldn't bear to watch it at all, so while I fully admit that there's a bit of gayness in me, I don't think it's so much homo/bisexuality as just a power fantasy. Whenever I do fap to this sort of thing, I'm always dominating and humiliating them.

Does no one else love the thought of a man going through transition just to be with you?

My explanation was just for a subset of the people who enjoy traps. I think most people are similar to you with it.

>to "check" my sexuality
Erm, you can rub your penis to the most disgusting shit, eventually it's going to ejaculate. If you start nutting yourself to traps you're pretty much conditioning yourself on purpose. Same if you wanted to become a forkisexual, or car exhaust pipe sexual (which actually happened in a freudian case).

Though I am aware of the overall concept you're referring to (sometimes called HOCD, where straight guys obsess over gay/shemale/trap porn), but I thought that usually that involved them watching it and not really touching their penis, but instead focusing on not being aroused (which often resulted in them getting aroused, from reverse-psychology, focusing on their groinal area, and getting nervous). I only read about this once on that weird No-Fap website though.

>I fap to traps because I'm beta as fuck
>Does no one else love the thought of a man going through transition just to be with you?

You ever feel like there are some traits of humanity that you just can't empathize with? Like there's something less than human about it, because you can't see the humanity in it?

No, because I don't worship the idea of Humanity. Anything a human does is precisely human, by any meaningful definition of the term

It's because of porn. Same with NTR.