>be me >be beta male >constantly mistaken for gay >partially due to clothing choices >partially due to personality >mostly due to physique >find Veeky Forums a year ago >read sticky, start SS immediately >been drinking half a gallon of milk every day >'heavy' lifting 4 times a week with cardio once a week and two rest days >see huge gains all over body >look skinnyfat until 4 months >still somewhat fat after 12 months, but that's expected of ss >stopped doing SS and started cutting >now down to 155lbs and 6' >figure is as you see >it's especially bad in the dark >what am I doing wrong?
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For training, I've been doing a modified split. Push Monday. Pull Tuesday. Cardio Wednesday. Rest Thursday. Core Friday. Full Body Saturday.
Juan Baker
Have you considered trapping?
Gabriel Brown
why do you have bra tan lines?
Aiden Nelson
I am so confused. Why would you censor your vagina and not your boobs?
Cameron Young
I guess my primary question is, if I continue cutting and then start SS again once I'm down to 150, will I still have such a beta body when I start cutting again next year?
Easton Wood
Wait so the picture isn't a woman?
Grayson Jenkins
this is a fucking girl dont lie OP if that is you by any chance just fucking roid if i were at your state i'd start with 1g test e a week hell and overdose on aromasin shiiiet
Cameron Perez
that's not a body of a male
Jose Lopez
OP would have to be really good at shoopstudio.
Look at the link.
The first (...) is supposed to be a . and the second is supposed to be a /.
Dude definitely has a penis.
Levi Sanchez
Sorry, I'm a bit confused. What link?
Luis Morgan
L O N D O N O N D O N
Angel Gutierrez
I wear a lot of beaters and am outside a lot. DESU I never noticed that before you pointed it out. Maybe I should switch to T shirts? I have noticed that running long distance when it's hot out usually causes chafing between my arm and my torso, so maybe that's for the best anyway.
Thanks for the solid advice!
But how do I fix my routine?
I tried getting test from my doctor and he won't prescribe it, because my test is apparently 'normal' (350ng/nl).
She said that, although it's low considering the average, it's completely fine because all bodies handle testosterone differently. Of course that's bullshit and I'm mad as all hell, but she won't budge on that and I'm too embarrassed to find another doctor and confide in him about this shit.
unsee.cc is a website.
cc/getopubi
Juan Howard
I don't believe you
Andrew Peterson
Go mtf trans. It's your only choice desu.
Hunter Johnson
I don't fucking want to holy shit why do you faggots keep suggesting that? I AM NOT A FUCKING WOMAN.
Henry Collins
Not yet.
Caleb Reed
that does not look like a man that thing you posted
Gavin Cooper
The only thing I can find for Aromasin is a drug to help post-menopausal women.
Am I googling it wrong?
Daniel Collins
how about you find another doctor.....cause you have "body of a girl" disease worse than I've ever seen.
Owen Wood
12 months of SS ?
Hunter Taylor
Yeah yeah I fucking get it I rolled shit at character creation now what is the best routine to fix it?
Come on I know there's gotta be a way. There are tons of guys with big hips and my shoulders are pretty big so maybe there's a way to make my shoulders seem bigger so that my hips don't look so big.
I know it's a hugely beta excuse but I just... I can't find it in me to be naked in front of another person. Fuck. I change in the goddamn bathroom stalls for a reason. You don't know how awful it feels to have your straight lifting buddy to pop a boner for you and apologize for it or to be asked to leave the locker room by staff because you're shirtless and look like some stupid bitch.
Jacob Mitchell
Go get yourself checked for klinefelters dude
Jacob Perez
>no homo
Luke Collins
How big is your pecker, thats a small box
You might actually have klinefelters not even meme
Charles Johnson
>OP in is workout clothes
Carter White
I did. I'm not XXY. If I were, my doctor said she'd have no problem prescribing me testosterone. But as it stands, I've just blown 224.86 on bloodwork that didn't help do anything but fund her retirement.
I've also gotten tested for a menagerie of other related disorders but tested negative for all of them.
So how do I fix it? How do I fix this piece of shit body? I don't care if it's hard. Life is tough. I can take it. What I can't take is being helpless. I fucking hate not being able to do anything more than anything.
It's a grower, but it's kinda small even then. I think that's just because I'm half Asian though. At least I got my white dad's height?
Isaiah Cox
How much you lift?
Connor Lee
>half Asian well there's your answer. gg.
Josiah James
Are you sure you're actually posting yourself? post a time stamped photo I'm having a hard time believing you.
I mean even your test levels are in the "upper" end of low test.
Thomas Taylor
>stars ss >heaving lifting 4 times a week >4 times a week >ss >cardio once a week >2 rest days >ss You didn't do SS you fucking dumb shit.
Adam Moore
Thats a grill in the pic, you homos.
Nathaniel Evans
Work on late, delts and obliques. Seriously do that shit like every 2 days.
Should hopefully widen your upper body and midriff to match your hips.
Don't slack off on legs though, but dont hit them too hard untily ou catch up
Nathan Miller
>I don't care if it's hard well, your lifting buddy seemed to care :^)
Josiah Roberts
>I don't care if it's hard. Life is tough. I can take it. Giggity
How is your face? Masculine? Boyish? Feminine?
Cooper Roberts
See link in this post user
Isaiah Sanders
...was your buddy naked in the locker room with you? Did you see his big hard cock he was trying to hide?
>no homo
Michael Gray
You can see his dick shadow on his left leg m8
Brayden Thomas
Oh fuck I'm laughing so much at this thread I don't have the strength for my last set.
Sebastian Moore
b-brehs
Lincoln Wood
Shit, fucking say it's a picture of a dude at the beginning before I jack off
Dylan Powell
9/11 b8 m8
Mason Rogers
Eat more, switch routines.
Xavier Rodriguez
At first I thought I was looking at tits. But it looked like a guy. Then the censor made it look like a girl. But then OP says he's a guy?
Also you didn't do SS. You did not follow the program correctly. It's your fucking fault. Don't blame the program, you faggot.
Juan Adams
it's pretty simple.
provided you've got normal test levels: >you're eating too little calories/protein >lifting too lightweight >not resting and sleeping properly
it's a trinity of lifting, resting, eating. if you're not making gains, you're doing some of them wrong. are you getting enough protein when you're cutting? are you lfiting as heavy or close to?
Thomas Russell
>do SS wrong >get surprised when you look like shit
Caleb Fisher
OP, embrace your destiny and become the legendary trap you were born to be.
Hudson Rodriguez
Your mate probably isn't straight if you gave him a boner.
Maybe you can date him, society is a lot more accepting these days.
Austin Murphy
This. This body ... it isnt the program its mix of shit genetics,shit diet and shit training. I have seen dudes made good gains with SS.
Ryan Howard
Yeah we're going to need more pics, time stamped.
At least one from the side
John Gonzalez
But OP looks like a girl. OP is giving all of us boners.
Alexander White
But his friend would see the penis
Michael Diaz
>mfw Veeky Forums has become so mainstream that girls are coming on here pretending to be reverse traps
If I'm visiting my friend's gym as a guest, I have to have my friend escort me into the mens locker room or I risk being forcefully removed by staff so you tell me. My voice isn't very masculine either. I head a lot of phone calls at work and I get mammed a lot, which stings I guess. But I can at least deal with that. Lots of dudes sound androgynous.
Yes and to be honest I'm pretty envious. If I had a bigger penis then at least I could feel comfortable about that. But as it stands I'm not even sure I could please a woman with anything but my hands and mouth.
I eat protein equal to 1/15th of my total caloric intake, and I eat 2500kcal a day. Is something off with that?
How do I lift more weight? I've gotten really good with my form, and that's helped a lot with my lifts. But I don't really see any way to progress super fast without getting testosterone, and I can't get access to testosterone legally at the moment.
Is it not enough to sleep 7 hours a day on weekdays and 9 hours a day on weekends?
Fuck off.
I followed that stickied thread to a fucking T. Don't fucking underestimate me please! I have for the last 15 months been giving it my all to look like a normal human male. I've even started wearing darker colors like Veeky Forums suggested to help hide my body's contours.
I guess I should probably do one from the side. I feel really confident in the depth gain on my torso. And I guess I can write the date somewhere too while I'm at it. Give me a minute.
Parker Jackson
No, it's not the body. It also isn't the program. It's the fact that he didn't do the fucking program.
Oliver Cruz
Are gay guys attracted to a body like that? Or are they turned off because it is so feminine?
Carter Adams
But the rest of him still looks female. Your dick doesn't just change its mind when it sees a penis.
Camden Rogers
1) the program doesn't tell you to rest 2 days. 2) the program doesn't tell you to do cardio 3) the program doesn't tell you to lift 4 days a week 4) the program doesn't last 15 months. You didn't do the fucking program.
Gabriel Flores
>175kg dead >47.5kg bench
found your problem
Kayden Brooks
>tfw OP will never squat on your face
Dominic Powell
I'm assuming she means 75kg dead
Anthony Diaz
>I eat protein equal to 1/15th of my total caloric intake
OH SHIT OH SHIT PLEASE TELL ME THIS ISNT RIGHT
Xavier Myers
how many girls have you slept with?
how many guys have you slept with?
Josiah Gomez
>she
Caleb Cox
>If I'm visiting my friend's gym as a guest, I have to have my friend escort me into the mens locker room or I risk being forcefully removed by staff so you tell me.
Now you're pushing the believability here. Won't believe that without pics. Hide your eyes or whatever i just need to see bone structure. And TIMESTAMP
Daniel Lopez
That's a she. Read >normal human male FTM faggot. Fucking hate traps. They're the reason why nobody can't trust anyone anymore.
Parker Foster
Squatiing 95 makes me think his deadlift won't be that low
Zachary Gray
Because YOURE A FCKIN GIRL. GO TO THE FCKING GIRLS LOCKER, NOT A MAN YOU FUCKING DYKE
Caleb Hughes
Look at the unsee.cc link retard
There's a dick behind the box
Jack Carter
OP, why don't you just go to the women's changerooms and if confronted blame it on staff's directions?
Jaxson Roberts
fucking kek
Juan Edwards
that would be pretty badass desu
Ryan Bennett
That's a girl's penis.
Camden Nguyen
>I followed that stickied thread to a fucking T. The sticky isn't SS autismo. SS is a book and DVD.
You've made your trap bed through your idiocy now lie in it and get fucked by actual men.
Isaiah Thompson
m8 I've been lifting less than two weeks and I'm matching your OHP and bench.
Tyler Diaz
You need obliques and lats
Henry Young
OP did you seriously shave your pubes and legs for this picture? Stop baiting the thirsty gaytards on Veeky Forums. That's a girl or trap.
Jeremiah Allen
>not shaving your legs so skinny jeans are more comfortable
lol
Luke Cox
...
Lucas Jenkins
Doctor made some adjustments but she said that she ran them by the Physical Therapists at the hospital and they said they were good additions. What's the issue?
My bench is up from barely being able to put up the bar, so I consider it a huge improvement.
Fuck off. I was born with a cock. I am not a mentally ill faggot.
I don't feel like becoming a registered sex offender. And I don't imagine that I'd do very well in prison.
The sticky makes recommendations on how to manage your eating and it recommends doing the 5 big lifts 5 times each for 5 sets. I added to this one day of cardio on doctor's recommendation because I need a strong heart due to extreme low blood pressure and other misc congenital stuff. Doctor also recommended a couple changes to diet, e.g. instead of 1 gallon milk, 1/2 gallon milk (whole). I won't lie and say it bothers me that you think I'm lying about the effort that I've put in, but there's probably no way to convince you either given my 'progress'.
I've been trying to focus them during my cut by doing rows, lat pulldown, shrugs, and cable exercises, but progress is slow and I'm not sure why. The PTs at the gym keep telling me that I'm doing everything right and that I should have more gains than I've got. But I don't know. PTs tend to be full of shit, I think, given how many fatasfatasses they 'train'.
I don't grow hair anywhere except my scalp. That's why I keep long hair. I can't bear to cut the only hair that my body grows.
Pictures from the side with timestamp are uploading. Sorry for shit internet. I live out in the boonies and a decent internet connection costs 115/mo here.
Nicholas Wright
from /r/confusedboners?
Jose Foster
It's not even against the law to use bathrooms intended for the other gender.
Christopher Parker
Yeah it's a temp hosting site. I'll retry the upload at a non-temp uploading site cause dat 200kbps upload rate.
Kayden Wilson
>tfw op will your cute boyfriend
why even live?
Samuel Young
There are 12 year old girls in the female locker room. You honestly think people would let it slide if some diseased man started undressing in there? I sure don't.
Gabriel Walker
For over a year thats not an improvement. I started skeleton barley benching bar too but I'm up to 50kg in 3 or so months. Might have a form problem or you're not adding weight because you feel like you can't do it? Could be a mental issue not a physical one
With your lat pulldowns etc, are you squeezing so that you fele it most in your back? Because when I started my arms would tire first, because I wasn't contracting the right muscles correctly.
And start doing pull ups, they are god tier for widening your tors.
Ethan Morgan
>The sticky Again, the sticky isn't SS.
From the sticky >Good beginner routines:
> Mark Rippetoe's Starting Strength (minimalist and a classic. This one has worked countless times already. Check the extensive wiki and the bodybuilding.com forum FAQ to answer all of your questions.) > Stronglifts (a variation on the above theme) > Reg Parks beginners 5x5 (a bit higher in volume, but a very well-rounded compound lifts program)
You are literally Darwinism in action.
Jack Gonzalez
why did you cut? you're way too weak and skelly
being slender only accentuates your 'curves'
Angel Lewis
*never be fucking hell
Asher Foster
What are they going to do about it?
Brandon Hughes
well there are worse things than being gay, or a trap. no need to get upset. you could make a lot of money in live action yaoi.
Charles Thomas
12 year old girls could probably beat up OP
Aiden Martin
Nevermind. Upload finished on unsee.cc.
unsee.cc
cc/tuponega
Starting Strength isn't SS?
I cut because I was getting fat. I don't think I'd be able to live with myself if I were myself AND fat.
You know I do notice that my arms tire first. Lately that's not as much of a problem, but I think it's still limiting my lifts.
I find that whenever I try to activate my back for lat pulldowns my back gets pushed inward in a way that is dangerous for squats and such. So I intuited that that was also bad for the lat pulldown. Is it not? Or am I just activating my back incorrectly?
Elijah Lewis
why didn't you fuck your gym buddy?
Nolan Clark
Your balls are tiny, you might really have klinefelters.
Brandon Price
You should be leaning slight back for it, pull to your chest and squeeze like you're trying to make your scapulas touch. Back should be straight the whole time
This could be the same problem for your bench if your arms feel very tired before your chest feels it. In which case retract your shoulders and have a slight back arch while laying down, be sure to squeeze your chest nearing the top of the push
Sebastian Cruz
Fuck off. I'm straight. He's straight. And we're gymbros. Gymbros don't fuck each other.
I dropped 225 on a test for it and it came out negative. I 100% do not have klinefelters.
Brayden Scott
Starting Strength is a book and DVD.
You did not read the book and/or watch the DVD. You followed (or rather failed to follow) an FAQ on a Ugandan dill pickling forum.
If you had followed SS you'd be aware that it recommends accessory work and that GOMAD is for dangerously underweight individuals for a short term.
Your lifts (particularly OHP) would also be significantly higher.
Connor Stewart
why are you wearing a girly cardigan and posting in front of foliage? between tarzan and jane, you are so jane.
Gabriel Jackson
Yeah exactly. Dudes wearing a girls cardigan and he has long black hair lmao
Zachary Diaz
why haven't you addressed ?
1/15 of 2500kcal is 166.66 Kcal, and since proteins are 4Kcal/gram that means you've been eating only 40g of protein per day which is WAY lower than the reccomanded dose
not only there was no way you were gonna gain muscle, but you actively consumed every inch of muscle your body had because of that