Read the thread title. Seriously.
There is something WRONG with you.
Maybe being molested took the humanity out of you, and god knows out of some women.
But deep down, women want to be loved and respected.
Not objectified, chased, and nutted in.
They are not objects. They are not receptacles.
They are people.
Women are not like men. This is BIOLOGY.
They will NEVER feel like men do.
They have hormonal differences.
That is what causes them to be very emotional.
Now, I suppose, because in todays fast-paced life, most women are experts at hiding their true feelings, blending in with guys and getting their respect (by any means necessary)
but that doesn't mean they like it.
If you were oppressed and objectified, if it was a fact of your life, that people would look at you differently because you're a beautiful girl, that you would be a target of abuse, molestation, degradation, deprecation etc. for no reason other than you have value (here value=beauty/vagina)
you would be very FUCKED UP INSIDE.
I'm not saying that women can't be cool or chill.
But they have feelings that they don't share.
Maybe they never will. It's pretty personal stuff.
Guys blow it off. Women don't.
If you want to believe that your every action makes a woman happy, go ahead.
If you want to find out what makes a woman happy, it takes more effort than "I RILLY RILLY WANNA CUM IN UR PUSSY"
Is my premise false?
OP said he LOVES this woman, then he also says:
> I feel an urge to cum in every woman I ever lay with.
WTF.
He didn't say:
"I love this girl, wanna nut in her and make it really special and thoughtful for her so she has absolutely no regrets"
In fact. Fuck you. Fuck you in the ass. All you can do is think like a man.
Women get scared, because of men.
When women go out at night, they ain't 'fraid of chicks.
THEY'RE AFRAID OF FUCKING GROWN ASS MEN.
Women are much more vulnerable than men.
For that reason, they're also much more experts at hiding it.