TFW met a girl and pretty much confessed to her I was a NEET and much more pathetic than her in every way except gains

Ayn pls go

user.
What the fuck have you done?

26 year-old male here and only open up to my parents and even that is too much. But bottling up is a sure way to lead to killing yourself eventually. I'm afraid of the day my parent's aren't around anymore.

This autism

he's a fucking rapist

Haven't you ever connected real well with a girl and just told her your secret? or something deep?

I was drunk, didn't know what i was doing.

So you're just gonna blame it on the alcohol like a fucking loser huh? Same as when you couldn't keep your pathetic dick to yourself and raped somebody?

I don't know why you have it in for me, she was going to originally have sex with me anyway, until she reminded herself of her boyfriend and i decided to take what belonged to me.

cant tell if serious

I have, but i wouldn't tell her I'm a fucking rapist no matter what. It doesn't matter how much she trusts you, she'll never look at you the same way.

>not fucking the boyfriend first
Top cuck

...

It happened

But i'm no rapist, she was going to have sex with me anyway.

What's the big deal?

She was not going to have sex with you if you had to physically rape her user.
Can't tell if this is bait or not, i am triggered

I'm mega friendly and social when I'm drunk and in the moment it's a blast but I always, always end up either making an ass out of myself by throwing up/passing out or just pouring out my heart and over sharing stupid shit and the next day I end up feeling embarrassed.

Alcohol why do you have to be so cruel

I used to be the same.
Stop drinking before it becomes an issue, or at least learn how to drink less and control yourself.

Reasonable doubt bro.

If any action in their head could be mildly construed as rapy, it will be seen as such. You never get rid of "what if's" with shit like rape accusations.

This.

People call me mysterious because I go about my business without talking to anyone about it. I'd rather have them think I'm an enigma than have something to use as leverage against me

at least you're not a virgin

No you should open up with people about stuff. You just open up select things with select people, and make sure no one person has enough to sink you.

Who is M boy?

>accused of rape when I was 16 by crazy distant cousin (we have the same great-great grandparents)
>police get involved
>we actually did fuck
>I show the detectives love letters she wrote me about how she loved the d
>don't get charged

Honestly my biggest secret, and I think the whole situation fucked with my head because that was the first and last time I'd ever done anything with a girl even though there's been plenty of opportunities. I'm 23 now and despite being decently good looking, smart-ish, and possessing the ability to at least fake being charismatic, I've never been able to get physically or emotionally close to anyone. Maybe it's a trust thing, maybe i feel guilty because deep down I suspect that I did pressure her into having sex

Its not that bad is it? Will I be alright bros?

how was the pussy, was it tight? and how did your family react knowing you were fucking a cousin?

You're gonna make it brah

You deserve all the insecurities you have idiot.

Kill yourself

Lucky me I'm pretty strictly a social drinker by nature and right now I'm in cocoon mode so I haven't been drinking at all. Unfortunately the only time I really feel like I can be happy and myself is when I'm drunk, and lately I've just been a sad cunt.

I don't miss the hangovers, or the over sharing, or the passing out, or spending $, or especially the immense shame I feel the next day but fuck do I miss being happy. I honestly feel like a better person while drunk but I know how dangerous that can be

Do drugs like every normal person bro.

I think it was pretty tight, but I remember the sex just being super awkward since it was both our first times. I enjoyed the making out and finger-banging more and we did that a lot for the month she was staying with us, we were both horny teenagers living under the same roof with no supervision for a few hours everyday, I think what happened was inevitable

My parents were pissed but took my side and were understanding since I was a "good kid" and she was the hs dropout who had to live with us because she was kicked out of her parents house. I always felt guilty about that too, maybe i was subconsciously taking advantage of her and her situation. I thought we were cool and then she left and started saying that shit at the military school she went to. About a year later she came to live with us again for 2 weeks and I don't think we said more than two words to each other, I always regret not getting any closure, haven't seen or heard from her since.

We all will, some day

Lol ahh yep this is pretty much where I've been for the past couple years

are you trying to gain sympathy here? fucking idiot if you were my son I would fucking torture you

Ive been smoking weed 24/7 and chain smoking cigs everyday which is a great distraction, but I'm getting tired of the mental fog I'm in constantly, I wouldn't say I'm happy, just content and complacent which really isn't the same at all

tell us more stories, you sound 10/10

Weed is gay as fk. Do occasional mdma/coke/amphetamines if needed. Just be careful, it doesn't hurt once in a while. Occupy yourself with work/shitposting or whatever. It works for me and used to be in the same boat as you

I am waiting for that day to so i can kill myself. They were too good for me :(

Fuck amphetamines, i was perscribed adderall for like a year and definitely abused that shit and it ruined me. MDMA seems cool though. I've always wanted to try psychedellics too

yeah seriously guys, work on your confidence. women absolutely hate meek guys who whine and are insecure about themselves. there are fat fucks out there who land chicks anytime they please because they BELIEVE they can. that confidence shines through their thick fat rolls and draws the ladies in like fish to a fat chum bucket.

would YOU want to spend your weekends listening to a girl mope and bitch about how her life isnt how she wanted it to be and how she has no idea what shes going to do for the rest of it? sounds like a party

Don't do this shit, man. I fucked up hooking up with my ex this way. Listen, you are supposed to impress people you wanna fuck, not share all your unique flaws and shortcomings.

tl;dr: hide your goddamn power level

Surprisingly decent answers ITT, there is yet hope for fit.

>inb4 some retard shows up spouting shit about 'connecshun' and 'feelz'

who wants an edgy high school crush tier story?
>be me, wednesday
>planning to make a move on hot af azn qt 8/10 who I'm pretty sure was giving hints to me
>about a year ago helped a mate of mine, quiet, halfie dude with an afro try to get in with a grill he liked, he failed and I was just as cut
>spend time, get invested into my target grill
>suddenly, find out she got a boyfriend
>heck who is it what the hell
>it's my afro buddy
I feel conflicted. One one hand I'm happy for afro mate, he's the nicest guy you'll meet and a great person, but on the other I'm fucking furious and feel cucked. I've been sad these past few days for the first time in ages. I guess one good thing that came from it is that I can use my frustration to push harder in the gym, but damn. Then again, I suppose i have it better than some guys here, half of you on this thread have rape charges.

I was with you until the last part. Rape is the most common female fantasy. Also, you ameritards have taken this shit too far, just look at what's going on in college campuses.

From 'no means no' we've moved to 'ask permission before kissing, removing each piece of clothin, or changing positions'. Regretting a hookup does not make it a rape.

Also:
>friend had a narcoleptic GF, she often fell asleep during sex -> she can't consent while asleep -> raep
>my ex used to binge drink-> I always fucked her after parties-> she was drunk, drunk people can't consent-> raep
>my friend got a new girl-> they are at his apartment, heavy foreplay, grinding for hours-> he eventually brings her to the bedroom, they fuck-> he ask the girl if she is sure, she says yes, but something feels off during sex-> later the girl tells him the she wasn't comfortable and even though he asked multiple times and she said yes (during sex) she still 'feels raped'-> raep

By nowdays standards, each and every one of us is a rapist.

Also try to work out things with your friend if he is important to you, bitches ain't worth it. (Chances are you will still end up hating each other, I have seen it happen many times.)

I have plenty of friends, both male and female. They're all mostly like me personality wise. When we go clubbing we dominate the dance floor, literally. We make a big circle that pushes people out and don't lets anyone pass through.

>dancing with my crew
>make our regular circle, each taking turns showing off our moves in the center
>see an obviously out of place, awkward guy bobbing his head to the beat on the outskirts of the floor
>we get the girls in our crew to drag him in to dance

Now the awkward person has two choices:

1) refuse to dance
>we *loudly* call him out for being no fun, a loser, why are you here buddy? Can't even dance with girls who are throwing themselves at oyu

2) choose to dance uncoordinated and awkwardly
>cheer him on mockingly (we start ooing and aweing and chanting stuff. It's the best when everyone else on the floor notices and starts chanting too)
>he gets so embarrassed that he stops and walks away into the bathroom

We laugh about it all the time. There's no winning for them. But hey, that's how it is. Life is like a jungle. If you're weak, the strong (AKA me) will trample all over you. It feels good being a confident alpha with an alpha squad.

Does anyone else /notknowwhotheyare/ here?

All these people talking about secrets they've kept or feelings they've repressed but I don't know these feels?

Legit who the fuck am I, I don't have any personality traits, what the fuck is a personality? I've got secrets I guess, like jerking off to trap/sissy porn and I've eaten my own cum/dildo'd myself but not from any deep down repressed sexuality. I was legit just trying to figure out if I'd like it or not but I feel nothing.

I've been described as the "typical white guy" what the fuck is that, what is my identity brahs?

Help me, I don't know what the fuck to do with myself, I'm not really good at anything but not noticeably terrible at anything either. Literally invisible, what do I open up to people with? What the fuck do people talk about that classifies as opening up?

Should I just end it to stop the confusion?

Are you legally retarded?

This
>opening up to people outside of a an anonymous fitness forum behind 9000 proxies

It's your fault

Nice pasta freak

Travel

i did the same thing as OP a while back and got ghosted after a couple of days.

i suspect it was because i mentioned my disdain for tattoos and piercings,of which she happened to be covered in plenty, but still, if you bring up the topic then it's on you

I don't understand people like OP who think admitting you're pathetic will get a response OTHER than the girl thinking you're pathetic?

You just told her you're a loser, do you expect her to mommy you about it and tell you you're not? Why would she even do that?

I'm not saying don't open up to people like the edgy fucks in this thread, but fuck, if you're not close to someone yet, maybe hold off on acting like a complete and desperate loser?

Women (apart from your mom) will ALWAYS see any form as weakness as unattractive and think less of you. Admitting how pathetic you are is basically a shortcut to making a girl completely uninterested in you. This is true regardless if it's a stranger, a friend, or even your girlfriend/wife.

Yes we all feel like getting some stuff off our minds now and then and yes it feels easier to admit being pathetic to women. But you need to just man up and shut it all in. Hide it. Post about it anonymously on /adv/ or something if it feels better.

Take my word for it or learn it the hard way. When it comes to love, women are cold and selfish creatures and will discard you to the shit pile without any empathy.

save up money and go hike the pct

>mfw she tells me her secrets
>mfw she is autist like me
>mfw she wants to be m y gf

we are all going to make it

>tfw no qt autist gf to stay home with

how did you meet?

lmfao
underrated

I've read that manga too, faggot.

>Not finding autismo friends to be autismo around

Best safety valve t b h

imagine if you had a daughter and she dated a NEET, a fucking NEET, would you want that? No, then she's right in ignoring you forever.

You don't unload that all at once. You gotta gradually expose your flaws to them while also demonstrating your good qualities, so they don't realize what a massive loser you are

Jesus Christ this is the kinda shit normal people learn when they're like 17

maybe she doesn't mind... I made a mistake family

Absolute MADMAN
throws dat pussy like I throw my tuna cans away

why would you even think about telling a girl something like that unless you wanted to be in a relationship with her

why would you even think about getting a gf with you're a neet

you have bigger problems to deal with

lol I don't know why I did it

I just kept going on and on about how I'm a neet, everytime she tried to change the subject I'd bring up something else about it. Over and iover

Bump

>giving woman emotional ammunition to use against you

Lmao op u done goofed

I thought she'd feel bad and admire my honesty...

This is your chance op, dont blew it. You are correct, you were honest with her, and show her that you ate pathetic.but now is The tricky part. Now that she knows that you are pathethic, yoy need to step your game. Be more confident, gwt a job, etc. Then she will get attached to you, because she will feel that she made yoy that way, and that she owns you, So when you try to hit on another girl, she will go nuts and she will be all over you. True story.

No women never do. It's okay though I know how you feel. I was there once. Only confide in male friends and relatives. Don't waste it on women. They will only perceive you as weak. I hope you feel better user. It's a long road but at least you've started.

not the original but that manga was underrated as hell, I read it 3 times now.

>NEET

she would have figured that out pretty quick when she realized you had no money and didn't do anything all day except lift. It's really easy to spot a NEET because they're always wearing old bummy looking shoes and worn out clothes and always asking to borrow a few bucks

Fuck her more and talk less

I'd say the easiest way to spot one is if they never talk about working.......... it's basically what separates adults from children

or if they have unlimited free time

It doesn't matter how much you repent or if you're truly sorry. Perception is god, and you could actually be a saint and no one would want anything to do with you because of what you've done. It's just the way of the world.

>Don't waste it on women. They will only perceive you as weak. I hope you feel better user. It's a long road but at least you've started.

Honestly I don't regret it no matter what she thinks.

It felt like a huge relief to just be honest for once

valuing yourself by how much you make others rich is pretty pathetic

>tfw mostly shut-in, but have chad outgoing friends who invite me out
>only want to go to clubs
>don't want to but go anyway
>decide I'm just going to drink
>halfway through my second whiskey sour I'm approached by what looks like a gang of bowling balls
>all like 5'2" and round enough to have inspired the conjunction of spheres in the witcher
>their balding gnome leader approaches me flanked by two hamplanets whose names I can only guess were Ursula and Gertrude
>"C-Come on and dance big guy," he wheezed like the death gasp of a lung-crushed antelope.
>"N-No thanks bro," I replied.
>The hamplanets cackled along with the gnome
>They retreated onto the dancefloor, blocking anyone from entering with their massive wall of flesh
>They pointed at me and laughed their strange horse noises while shouting about alfalfa
>I never leave my house again