Bought a home gym

>bought a home gym
>built a shack and removed enough dirt to make it 2 feet deep to help with DL noises
>lift weights in the lift shed 5x a week
>hit lmao4pl8 DL earlier today
>after locking it out, drop the weight completely
>sound was deafening, dripping with sweat
>drowning in emotion, try to kiss my wife
>she looks afraid and tries to get away
>let go of her, go back out to my lift shed
>lie down and use a plate as a pillow
>flick little pebbles at the wall and try to get it to hit my foot while crying

has lifting ever made you hurt the ones you love?

>wife doesn't kiss you
You some type of KEK?

...

normally we are very intimate
just today she looked like she was afraid of me, she has never looked like that before

she loves it when I OHP her or give her a piggback ride around the house

just listening to have a nice life and being sad man, what should I do, i dont want my wife to be afraid of me, and I'm too embarrassed to even look at her

Dont be a faggot
Go talk too her about it. Communication is key.

I don't know man I just have a mental block
my father was very abusive and often beat me and my siblings with wooden dowels, and seeing my wife look at me like that reminded me of myself as a boy

its easy to give advice on the internet but it isnt as easy to follow through once you turn off the phone

Again communicate when you come down from this event. She's your wife doubt she hates or is afraid of you.

stay strong

man up
deadlift her to assert dominance

Congrats for 4 plate!

just be honest with her
>hey honey what the fuck?!! i literally just lifted 4 pl8s arent you mirin?!?!
>back the fuck off??!?

thanks guys

listening to Hospice by The Antlers now, wake always makes me cry

uh, either you missed the joke or you're trying to make a joke

reverse image searched it and its some wrestler that killed his wife and kids

i'd rather go out whipping lmao1pl8 at parked cars during the mid-sunday rush at sit-down restaurants, die a hero, if only for the local repair shops

thats my go-to depression album

might I recommend:

Giles Corey - Giles Corey
Have a Nice Life - Deathconciousness
HANL - Time of Land
HANL - The Unnatural World

Candy Claws also makes me very sad, because it draws an image of a pure an untarnished wonder that I could never have

I feel like I am corrosive and degrade everything I interact with

>Giles Corey

my. fucking. nigga.

also Carissa's Wierd - Songs About Leaving

downloaded it now, listening

how to get courage to confront wife

That's weird man. You should talk to her and try to give her a gentle hug and peck on the forehead

OP, you should dress as something really non-threatening to offset the menacing show you put on before. Go buy a really big diaper and crawl up to her (with a shirt on, of course). Babies are really cute and non-threatening and it will active her maternal instincts, the opposite of a fight-or-flight response

went back inside and found her making dinner
she was totally normal and had thought that I went out for a run
apparently i kept flicking sweat all over her and she didnt want her clothes to get dirty

hopefully
its never too early to kill yourselves my friends, just dont set the safeties and hip drive to freedom

It is now your cuck shed

Songs: Ohia
Magnolia Electric Co

Doing nothing will get you nothing. Doing something might result in something good.

A chance at something you want is better than no chance at it.

This made me laugh a lot. Thanks brah

i suffer in silence for other retards on half/fit/ to get their yucks, and in that i have a purpose, however incidental and meaningless

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