You hangin' in there, Veeky Forums?

you hangin' in there, Veeky Forums?

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idk how strong are you op

I'm trying

>tfw esophagitis

I regret all the spicy foods I ate

Post-workout pump is the only thing that gets me through the weeks

I'm getting along. Going through a bit of a rough patch right now but things will eventually level off.

How about you user?

Barely

You can do it bro

Eh. I had to confront my thinning hair today and ended up shaving my head. Not exactly thrilled about that.

Besides that I haven't had sex in 2 years and online dating is an absolute shit show.

In sore of all of that, my lifts are still going up and that's where I'm trying to keep my focus.

I fucked a trap escort today.

I had a small stroke a year and a half ago and im finally feeling recovered. Even my lifts finally went up.

I never told my prents b/c i didnt wanna have to go through doctors and get that stuff on my record. You know theyd panic and shit. I think ill tell them tomorrow b/c theyre starting to piss me off with their rude comments about being neet and shit like i want to be.

Had a house, car, girl 2 years ago and had to go cacoon to get through this.

Nice. Well done

I'm being a dick... hitting on colleagues while having a kid and a wife home. I don't even know what I'm thinking. working out is what keeps me from going completely psycho.

Squats reeee

Thinking about signing up for an online dating site. I'm 21, and have only had one girlfriend my whole life. Starting to feel lonely just lifting and working all day.

Passed my stall point on OHP (10 kg) so I'm roughly halfway there for the 1 in my 1/2/3/4.

Feeling hungry all the time, running on 1500cals a day, but I've dropped 27 pounds in a month and a half, which is almost 25% of my goal.

I really want a fucking hamburger.

Not really, I had to work with her tonight for 9 hours. It's been a month since we broke up, but I still can't get over it.

But it all goes away when I'm lifting. Its when im done, when things really eat at me.

I dunno, I just don't know what I want, at least in terms of a relationship, I feel really lonely right now
Really wish things would look up for me, wish someone would get back to me about a job, I called into this place once and the manager wasn't there, called back in today and the person I talked to said the manager was busy but he'd get to me after things slowed down and he never did

I went home from work sick today.

I know it doesn't sound like a big deal, but I'm a work horse and one of the things that brings me down like nothing else is the thought of being useless, contributing nothing, being a burden, and getting a free ride. Every time I get sick, I experience this crushing wave of self-loathing because I feel like a fucking useless piece of shit.

If I can't manage and be on top of something as basic as my own health, how can I be expected to do anything else?

Yeah...

Just trying to learn how to enjoy life.

Is there anyone ITT that is sincerely enjoys their life and feel like sharing how they got to that place?

So tired of my "keep on keepin' on" attitude to life. Work, lift, spend money, save money. I'm not a failure or anything. I have a decent career where I'll continue to progress, I'm in a relationship, have pretty comfy setup, a good family, etc.

I'm just not a happy, enjoying-life person.

i have been having a pretty shitty day after work, everything goes well, and than shit falls apart middle of the day

i went for a late night food run, and two guys at the store asked if i wanted to talk or something, kind of made me feel a little better desu, i talked to my friends about this, but they think i am just stressing out, and these guys in the store, pretty much saw the stress in my eyes/face and they knew i am going through some shit right now, seriously would consider driving back there right now, and just grabbing a beer with them, they working the night shift i think

I hear more and more voices in my head everyday.
And now I'm out of meth

At least I have a nice job and I'm getting good at dota

Not great. Considering breaking up with the girlfriend. Have been for about two years now, but she doesn't know.

The main reason I don't is because I worry about her too much. I still love her, but I'm not in love with her any more. I haven't enjoyed sex with her for over a year, I just fake enjoyment so she doesn't get suspicious.

Cheating on her is a no-go for me personally, but not enjoying sex for the rest of my life seems a bit rough (I'm 22/decently attractive). I think I could handle it though -- it just doesn't seem terribly honest.

No.

I just wish someone would talk to me.

Christ, I miss talking to humans. I have forgotten human touch, and I'm okay with that.

I just want to hear a human voice directed at me. I miss it.

You say that but you probably don't care

Out of all the people on /soc/ i reached out too

only the international ones care to actually have a conversation, americans just lose their social skills in their 20s

mah nigga

>tfw i finally got laid with a qt trap i and now he wants to do it often
>tfw he's starting to get feelings for me
>tfw alpha as FUUUUUARK

I can snapchat you if you want?

Been going through some stuff, then my friend hit my quad super hard and it's been painful to even walk up the stairs for the past 3 days, hoping to hit the him for the first time again, in a week and a day, I bought a new thing of protein powder the other day and for some reason it tastes so strong and like shit, so Ive been skipping my 90 grams of protein a few of these days. Just thinking about it makes me feel like shit and gets me down.... What do? Do I just go back at it? Feels bad man. 3 months of progress, I lost so much body fat, and gained a fair bit of muscle, I feel like I've failed. Doesn't help with the shit I've been going through lately. I just feel so exhausted.

I've never been to /soc/ but I just want to hear someone say my name.

I don't think I've heard my name -directed at me and not another "Dean" in 6 months.

I don't know how to Snapchat.

:)

you dont have a job?>

>I don't know how to Snapchat.

OK. if you bother to figure it out, post your handle here and i'll send you a snap saying hello.

I hate my job, buy I love lifting so much that I don't care.

I mean i'm going to die alone and unloved
but my friends all think i'm strong
so i guess that's cool

>got rejected by a girl 2-3~ months ago
>have double downed on training and diet
>slowly watched my life devolve into training, eating and sleep, barely socialise
>rarely find the motivation to study
>don't enjoy video games or TV shows anymore

I know when I reach my goal weight I still won't be happy, even though i'm only 15lbs from it.

"Happiness" is fabricated. You will find peace in doing what you love, but there will never be a point where the gods smile down and wrap your body in never ending bliss. You'll lose/gain that last 15 lbs. and be happy. For a day. Then the cycle begins anew.

The work is the reward.

How did it happen man? Did you have N MRI to check?

>match with girl on tinder and go on 2 dates
>she's pretty awkward but so am I, second date we sit on the roof alone for probably an hour or two and talk
>too autistic to make a move or go for a kiss. this is the first time I've ever been in this situation
>we end up just talking till the place closes, then go out seperate ways
>text her later that night, we talk a bit but it seems different
>she stops answering after a few days. Send some snaps and she opens them but no reply
>haven't talked since

Did I fuck up bros ? I know it's just a girl from tinder, but it's first time I've been out on a date with a girl so I'm not sure what it was I did wrong

>too autistic to make a move or go for a kiss
>I'm not sure what it was I did wrong

answered your own question m8

infinite libido nigga that`s what !!!

For some reason I became incredibly insecure about having bad breath yesterday. Is there any way to find out for sure?

Yeah I'm doing pretty good thanks for asking

I went to ye olde ice hockey arena tonight but it was closed because of the long weekend. That kind of was a bummer

If she loves you,you wont find a another girl that loves you.
And you will regret it your whole life.

Why wouldn't he find someone who could love him? What stupid advice.

Eh. Tired as fuck with being scrawny and house problems. Can't wait for school to start to get out of here.

I strangled myself twice this week to get myself used to the feeling of rope on my neck. I'm thinking about hanging myself but I don't have anywhere I could do it,

>second week of school and I already failed one quiz and did "ok" on the other one
>behind in my readings
>can't seem to focus or enjoy any of my classes
>been at my new uni for 2 years and I haven't made a single friend

I've been in school for a while now and I'm still behind in my classes. I'm also not enjoying my major and I really don't know what I want to do anymore.

also the fact that I'm 22, never had a gf, had sex, had my first kiss is making me sick. The small amounts of friends I have are slowly leaving me. I feel like I will go back to r9k mode and end up killing myself in the future.


Tell me Veeky Forums
Is it possible for someone to "make it" all by themselves?

Nope, not really. I hate myself and I'm slowly losing my shit. Hard to envision anything getting better. Thinking about killing myself on a daily basis.

>been trying to go our more with friends
>every time just realise how little I fit in there, and pretty quickly get reminded of how bad socially I am 90% of the time
>just want to go home

think I might just stop desu. it was an experiment that failed.

Depressed again after another girl i thought i had a chance with turned me down.
Struggle to lift as i simply dont have the drive.

Future looks pointless and nothing good is coming my way, all i want is for someone i like to like me back, is that too much?

Same boat, but I left uni after 1st year and went full time employment doing physical labor. I met a friend at my job and we go fishing atleast 3 times a week. Feels good actually having some one who enjoys my company

maybe not kill yourself, but if you have to I think hanging yourself is a pretty terrible way to go. Why not do something that's quick like jumping off a bridge. Not that I'm saying that you should do that.

Tie a heavy cement weight or something to your neck and throw it in a pond/river?

Seriously dont kill yourself, things might get better and if they dont, you'd still die.

I'm pretty sure I'm in love with two girls at the same time and I don't know what to do.

I think you just want to fuck them, senpai.

I hate to recommend them to anybody but maybe adderall/vyvanse or even ritalin could help you keep up academically. I find that I genuinely enjoy my readings when I take my medication. I'm also in the same boat but recently I've been taking a bit of a change. Best advice I can give you is to stop masturbating completely. Just don't do it at all and you'll see how you suddenly feel the need to talk to girls and be more social altogether. I don't know why but it happens.

No I have no friends except 2 I spend my time with on teamspeak, only 1 girl seems to be interested in me we just snapchat everyday, and im on a cut.

It will all be fucking worth it once this cut is over and i can just stare at myself in the mirror and not be disgusted.

No
I spend everyday studying for the same exam,three weeks from now,and I feel like I'm going to tank it,because the Professor is notorious for being a massive cunt,and less than 30% pass each year.
Also I have to pass it,or I have to wait another 6 months before I can retake it,and in that case I'm basically going to be a bum for half a year.
Somebody just kill me and get it over with

Meds kinda freak me out. Also I've cut down on jerking off and watching porn. I want to try and talk to girls more,but I get anxiety when talking to new people, so talking to girls is even harder.

>cat just got run over

Literally 30 min ago. Just when life seems to get better, something always comes up... at least it was instant, it makes me feel better knowing that she didn't feel any pain but I'm still pretty fucking sad.

Guess that's just the way life goes

iktf I studied for my med entrance exam 8 hours a day 6 days a week for 3 months. I thought I was going to lose my mind. do the work and know the work and you'll be fine.

Scooby' husband liked my picture and started following me on insta.
Can I cuck scoob?

Fucking hell mate. Sorry to hear that. Gonna hurt for a while but it will be better. Look after yourself, eat well and keep working out, hope you're ok!

I'm on ADD medication and I still barely have the motivation to cook for myself. Starting to consider whether or not I'm depressed, but I think that being dumped by a girl is supposed to make you feel like this anyway, so it's not exactly mental illness then. Lack of proper sleep might be contributing, thinking of it. I need to snap out of this and start doing things that will help me...

Holy shit, you're a lot more capable than me.

Fucking go for it, absolutely, but expect absolutely nothing, and have no standards. Naturally, don't go for anyone you're repulsed/scared by (like an obese girl), but other than that, keep an open mind.

... Are you OHPing 10 kg total?

Don't you fucking dare think about it. It's not happening anyway. Scooby is a pure.

thanks man

>Currently in a job I don't really like. I feel like Im wasting time here.
>Slowly re-learning to code, because I forgot all things I've learned on my institute. And I want to work doing Apps n' shit.
>Had to pay some debts and I have no money left to pay for my gym membership, guess I have to do calisthenics for a while.

It was all my fault to be honest, and it doesn't help that I did the shittiest bulk of them all this year.
But it will get better I hope, depends on me.

Whats your job?

Go for it dude

Cut back on drinking. Found a new job. Lifting is going okay. Things are looking up.

I really don't know what to do after university. I don't want to go straight to post-grad because I feel like I don't have the experience just yet and I don't know how I feel about the work environment. I don't want to be one of those people who travel the world for a semester doing jack shit. I've really contemplated the military, hell it will knock off 2-6 years of my life but it seems like my entire family and friends are trying to steer me far from it. I know it's going to be rough, harder than university and way harder than a job but something about it just appeals more to me.

Game Designer at a game development studio, we do small games for big fat companies.

>Did some stupid shit last summer fucking my economy over
>Been unemployed all summer
>Only been able to pay my rent
>Owe at least 700 bucks to my internet provider
>And probably 150 to my gym
>Got 30 bucks left right now until i get my new paycheck on the 25th
>Fridge is completely empty already
>Got noone to help me, been all by myself since i moved out at 16
>Gains from before i lost my gym membership are almost completely gone

Yeah man everything's fine i'm just going through some shit, s'all good bro.

>cutting
>ate wrong for a couple of days

had the shittiest workout I've ever had last week. I looked small in the mirror, felt weak and meek, tired all the way until the end.

started eating carbs before I went to the gym though. It's been my saving grace. Felt amazing last workout and pretty normal today.

i wanted to try a 200kg squat tomorrow but i did a lot of cocaine last night and today's session was not on point so i don't think i'll put 200kg on my spine just yet

Just found out that my ex cheated on me while we were dating and never told me. Everyone knew and thought I did too, so they never said anything. I don't really care seeing as we broke up like a month ago, but it's crazy how both long term serious relationships I've been in the girl has cheated. Idk if it's something with me, like if I'm not that attractive or something, or if all girls really are just sloots like some people here would have me believe. I'm definitely staying away from relationships for a while, but I don't see how I could ever build the trust to enter another one desu

>20 years old
>Not virgin but only one sex partner
>made out with 3 girls in my entire life
>get Veeky Forumster
>get more confident
>make out with 3 college sloots
>feel bretty good
>few days later get cold sore
>One of those girls literally gave me mouth herpes
>didn't even fuck her
I have mixed feelings about this.

you're a faggot, Dean

I'm very sorry. I remember when we had to put our cat down because she was old and wouldn't eat anything anymore. It fucking sucks.

I'm improving by the day. Was hiking the Pacific crest trail and made it 1600 miles then I just woke up one day and had trouble walking. Kept hiking bc of ego till I was limping

Now I've been home for a month and can only lift upper body

26yo virgin with barely any friends. I don't know how I'm not completely suicidal

How was it?

Did you ever have any friends?
I'm 22 and it seems like all my friends are moving on with their lives and I'm just stuck here alone.

also I've realized that I've blown a lot of opportunities to get laid, but my pussy mentality got in the way. So I'm still a fucking virgin.

hoping everything will settle down soon for you user

>actually implying gays are ever monogamous anyway
doesn't make sense at all if there's no procreation involved

>"everyone loves you man, you're such a great guy!!!!"
>almost no friends, haven't had sex since 2012, work a job where I just see happy normies be happy and successful and attractive all day
>can't even smoke weed to alleviate the feels cause gym motivation and bud are like oil and water for me

JUST

>Did you ever have any friends?
Yeah but we have distanced quite a bit the last years. On top of that most of them are in relationships and don't want to go out. The pussy mentality thing applies to me too. I just can't bring myself to go out alone even though it makes approaching girls easier since you are pretty much forced to socialize.

Bro you're gone be fine
>5 years ago I get clean off heroin and find Veeky Forums
>lift religiously for about 2 years straight go from 115lb skeletor to 165 DYEL but goddamn it felt good
>whole time life gets better everyday
>I'm gonna make it
>get job offer of a lifetime to move to OR and make BHO for a living
>didn't expect the workload to be so life consuming. Quit lifting but still eat well/calisthenics
>made more money than I probably should've and ego goes outta control
>suddenly the federal gov ends it all without warning one day
>manage to avoid jail but had to move back to hometown and live at my gfs parents for a yr
>depression isn't nearly powerful aword to describe what I went through
>find my ole pal Harry again of course
>spend 2 years spending between 70-150 usd a day blowing dope
>all would be gains are now gone. Tried killing myself a few times
Jesus this is my first post on fit in a long time. I'm sorry for oversharing. Also on a phone so I'm sure this is a bitch to read but I need to get it out so fuck it. I'm 2 days clean now and going to hell but all I can think about is how much better that lmao2pl8 squat felt than any high I've achieved since I quit lifting. It's all I want anymore.

Injured my lower back. Gonna take two weeks off. Dunno what I can do in the meantime.

Yeah I've tried meeting people from /soc/ but none of them showed up.

fucking hell I just want friends.

someone post the pasta from the Veeky Forums meetup

I just realized I haven't talked to a girl my age in nearly a year.

Then do it bro, ur story really made me feel. Make it a happy ending

Broke up with a girl I was with for 2 and a half years, was my first relationship and I still kind of miss her, she was basically only person I could talk freely and felt understood, friends just didnt gave a shit sometimes. Im have talked to her a couple times recently, maybe one day I would like to try it with her again, but if she would have something with other guys now, i'd just feel fucking sad, I just feel that she isn't very loyal, she kind of cheated on me about halfway in our relationship, then she cried and shit, went back to me and said she has changed and that she would never do it again...I feel like i can trust her, not fully though, this is messing me up so hard, really don't know how to act now, should I chase her or should I find someone else?

Best thing you can do is just cut her out of your life and then put some angry music on and workout.

Ty for reading. Was hard to write honestly. Probably not in the best state to be spilling my pathetic life story but it does help to distract from the agony of withdrawals. Here's to hoping muscle memory is really a thing.

>want to lift
>but injured
>lifting made me kick the shit out of my bad habits
>regressed back to them because can't lift

yesterday i fucked up, i was drunk and started yelling "im fucking useless, im nothing !" and now my family looks at me worried af

injury has made me fucking depressed

A week or 2 after I started browsing Veeky Forums I got supa drunk and was stumbling all around the house telling all my flatmates that I was gonna kill myself

Yeah she lost interest. Learn from it and be better with the next girl

It's going alright.
Getting bigger but i'm also getting kind of bored of the gym. It's so repetitive.
It's worth it to achieve your goal body for sure though.

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