With the progress you have made in lifting, what changes would you say have also occurred...

always jacked off 5+ times a day but now I have to in order to not punch people who walk slowly in front of me or defy me

oh god, this so much
also, started measuring every single male i see, no homo tho

That reminds me forgot to add
>measure myself against all other males
>if I feel anyone beats me in size/fashion/whatever I get very butthurt

>more confidence
>get pushed around less
>actually do something when someone gives me shit
>stand up for friends
>stare at myself in the mirror a lot
>more aggressive in general
>more open about faggy shit because no one will insult me about it
>give less of a shit in general
>look down on fattys and lazy cunts

>intelectual
yeah sry bud, its only a feeling turns out

I'm stronger
I'm more healthy
I have a boyfriend. (No homo)
I'm happier with myself and don't feel utter shame when i take off my shirt
I weigh a lot less
I feel less guilt while eating now in general but more guilt if i eat poorly

My dysmorphia is still bad but it gets better as i look thinner and stronger.

>more anal leakage

this

i can't make myself cry anymore
i think im so healthy that I can't be that sad
like I'm still depressed but crying went away a few months after i started lifting
also I feel more alpha/aggressive like said
Confidence++
Find myself attractive despite being a half mexican piece of shit

It's mostly affected my bank account. Before I started lifting I never had to buy Life Vests, but now that I work out I'm constantly in fear of drowning in pussy.

>More confident

>Brighter smile and eyes, look more alive

>Actual jaw and chin defibition

>Girls actually talk to me

>Way more positive

>Actually dress well now that I don't need a hoody to cover my blubber

>Start to hate fat people because they remind me of my worst moments

Underrated.

Yeah, right.

>get dreams about being big (manlet)
>roid rage in dreams
>more violent dreams

and since I am doing lifting with a natty test program

>scent became stronger
>more hair started to grow
>the warp has overtaken me a long time ago, now just feel comfortable doing stuff, as if the glove of non care and brutallness that I had half on, now is fully on me

>still near beta cuck around QT females, but now with added rape urges.

>wake up ready to jump out of bed
>better performance at work, a lot more focused
>torrent of negative thoughts invade brain once every 1-2 months instead of multiple times a day
>feel more flexible and mobile
>enjoy physical activity much more than I did before, even just walking around
>enjoy going outdoors more now, sometimes take walks just to go where I haven't tried walking before
>more assertive, started standing up for myself
>disregard for bucket crabs, don't heed them any attention and just ignore/ghost them

>worked out a lot this week, gained 5 lbs of muscle in 10 days
>sitting at home alone on a saturday night, no success finding something to do
>consider how much of a failure i am like usual, decide to go to sleep and cry
>can't cry. in fact i dont even feel that bad
>went to gym in the morning after work

>invasive thought patterns with violent fantasy
>repetitive thought loops that very hard to break
>recurring dreams of being kidnapped by criminals and aliens
>more skeptical of authority figures and the establishment

>more open minded towards "fringe" topics like magick and cobspiracy theories

>interaction with family is alot easier
>interest in old hobbies reignited (video games, sports, reading)
>generally less aggravated when things dont go my way

>my father is speaking to me again