Guys, I'm desperate. I lost my unicorn and now I might end up in jail. She was conservative, she was cute, she was my virgin in everything, but I fucked up. I fucked up big. I was insecure and I always felt like she wasn't my big trophy. That I could do a big titted, thicc blonde with blue eyes. But now I realize that doesn't matter. What matters is having a companion. She was my best connection ever. Our lives were pretty much the same. I treated her like shit all the time. I broke up with all the time (5 times). I dread gamed almost every month. I was a cunt. I lost the love of my life, because I'm a cunt. These days I sent her 18 emails pleading her to call me. I have sent facebook messages threaning her that I'll ruin her life by telling her mom that she read her skype messages and that my ex thinks her mom is a slut, that she's only using her dad has a bank account to go to college and that her sister is a crazy lunatic sloot that is going to end up alone because she rides the cock carroussel. Guys, please. I'm crazy. I'm going crazy. I don't know what to do.
I'm don't know what to do. I might have the biggest oneitis in this world right now. Tell me she wasn't an unicorn. Please help me. Tell me that you can conservative girls, with a low count or virgins that are able to not be full blown sluts. Please help me. I need my virgin back. I need her. I'm at the point of stalking her. I don't control myself anymore. I'm having a meltdown. Please help. Please. Or I don't know what I will do.