Feel thread

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Here’s the story of my first love
>Enter me, 17, start of senior year
> Take a crappy astronomy class for dem easy credits
>First day of class, enter Rocio
>Rocio was beautiful, she was Hispanic with amazing long brown hair and a stunning body, gorgeous face too
>I had a class with Rocio back in freshman year
>I had a crush on her in the day, we got put into a group together but we never really talked
>She walks in and she sees me
>I wave and smile
>she comes over and sits down by me
>we catch up and she’s just as pretty as I remember
>skip forward a few months
>The teacher for that class was horrible, we always make fun of her
>We would always shoot the shit and talk about our friends and our problems together, Rocio didn’t have many guy friends
>over time we start to we get closer and we become like best friends
>That becomes my favorite class just because I get to see her, everything else about it was horrible
>I had feelings for her but I didn’t want to mess up our friendship
>Eventually we start talking about relationships and all that
>she tells me her parents keep trying to set her up with rich Mexican guys
>She says she hates Mexican guys
>We eventually get to talking about prom
>We both agree to be our backup prom dates
> One day on the weekend she’s telling me she wants froyo, so I ask her if she wants to go grab some
>We go there and we get some weird flavor
>First time we had hung out of school
>We were there for a few hours just talking about anything and everything
>Eventually her parents call her and she has to go home
>I tell her I’ll walk her to her car
> We get over to her car and I think to myself “I really want to kiss her”
>I start sperging out because I made myself super nervous
>She can tell
>She starts laughing and leans over and gives me a hug to say goodbye
>I pull back and she still has her arms wrapped around me
>She asks” Aren’t you going to kiss me?”

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>in love with a girl for years
>due to circumstance we're on and off over the course of years
>she's bipolar
>watch a sad movie and realise I'm getting old
>her phone was disconnected a month ago
>she's in a mental hospital for suicide last I heard
>empty my heart out into an email
>No response
>for all I know she could be dead

I just want to hold her in my arms bros

Finish story please, I've got my dick out ready to finish but I'm at work and someone is going to walk by any minute, hurry plz

cont
>I think my heart dropped 50 feet in like a second
>I lean in and kiss her
>I’ll never forget it, the smell of her hair, and feeling her arms around me was intoxicating
>We let go and she laughs and gets in her car and leaves with a wave
>I stand there for a moment and then get in my car
>All I can think to myself is that I have to make this girl mine
>We go on a few more dates, eventually we become official
>Truly the best time of my life
>We would hang out whenever we could, but she was busy with dance and her family
> We would text all the time
>Prom starts to get closer
>She says “Well shit I guess we’re stuck with our backups”
>We would always tease each other
>For the first 2 months of the relationship, she never told her parents about me
>Her family came from Mexico and they’re super old school
>She would always tell me about how bad her dad was, he used to beat her mom and would scream at her and her sister all the time
>pretty sure the guy was bipolar; he would go from happy to raging randomly
>Eventually she invited me over to meet her parents
>her mom was nice enough but didn’t speak very good English
>Her dad hated me and made it rather clear
>We finished up and I left, she came outside with me to say goodbye
>I was super sad because I thought her dad would make her breakup with me
>She can tell
>” Don’t worry Alex, they’ll just have to deal with it”
>You’reTheBestRocio.jpg
>We kiss and I leave
>It becomes harder for us to hang out
>She has to lie to her parents about where she’s going just so we can see each other
>When we did get to hangout it was great, we’d go out on adventures or just lay in bed together
>A lot of the time I’d have to comfort her because something had happened with her family
>Prom finally comes around
>we’ve been dating for 5 months or so

JESUS CHRIST

THIS IS A FITNESS BOARD

STFU & GTFO & KYS

I feel like you could have condensed this, but pls continue.

cont2
>We’re both super excited to go, we’re going with a group of her friends who I love
>We go and have an amazing time
>Afterwards we go down to the lake and sit by the water and just talk and makeout until 1AM
>I can’t hold it in anymore
>I blurt out “Rocio I love you”
>She looks stunned
>Her face changes from stunned to the way you would look at a puppy trying to get up the stairs
>” Alex…”
>It felt like someone bulldozed my heart
>I was scared that I fucked everything up
>I felt like crying but I tried acting normal
>She knows me too well
>She hugs me and just says to me “in time.”
>We stay like that for a while
>Even though she didn’t say it back, I still felt at peace being there with her
> Eventually her parents call and I have to take her home
>jump forward in time
>We were fine
> I told her I’m going to say I love you but don’t feel like you have to say it back
>I used to say it to her every night and she never said it back
>It didn’t really bother me that much though

>kys

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cont 3
>School starts to wind towards the end and everyone is talking about where they want to go to college
>She says she wants to go to a universities community college and then transfer into the university
>I wanted to go to that university for computer science
>She signed a lease with a friend of hers
>I debate between staying at home and going to a community college near home or moving and going to the one with her
>Graduation swings around finally
>We go to graduation and we take pictures and everything
>Super surreal
>We both signed up for the stupid afterschool lock-in because why not
>We both get put on the same bus going there
>I remember it so well
>Driving through the big city at night, she had her head on my shoulder
>I look over at her and tell her I love her and then put my head on hers and close my eyes
>” I love you too”
>My eyes shoot open
>If you could capture the happiness I felt in that moment, you could power a city for a week
>she kisses me
>The most beautiful and passionate kiss ever, I forgot I was even alive
>The lock-in was at an arcade type place
>We have a blast for a few hours
>Eventually we both get tired and curl up together off in some corner
>Time to go home
>I decide to go out there with her, I love this girl and I think she could be the one
>we agreed to go to orientation together
>I sign a lease for an apartment out there

Normie reee

I don't want to know how it ends I'm going to cry

>skip ahead a month
>we’ve been dating for like 7 months now
>summer is in full swing
>I get a job at a warehouse and they give me a solid 40 hours every week
>We don’t get to see each other much, can’t make any more excuses about school
>We still text each other nonstop
>One day she tells me she’s going to Mexico with her family for two months
>I ask if she’ll be able to talk to me at all, given the cellphone shit
>she says she’ll try and text me at least once a week
>pretty sad about it
>She can tell and says she’ll come say goodbye
>We hang out for a bit but it feels like something is wrong
>She leaves for Mexico
>I’m super bummed but I’m happy to know that we’ll at least get to talk
>one week goes by
>Huh she hasn’t texted me yet, must be busy
>two weeks go bye, still hasn’t texted me
>Really fucking miss her, I’m an emotional wreck
>4 weeks in she finally texts me, sends me like 4 messages and then has to go
>She doesn’t text ne at all afterwards
>I was super depressed the whole time
>Like 8 weeks in she texts me again, pic related

me too brah, me too

You're a fucking faggot.

>she’s supposed to come back in a few days
>I’m fucking crushed; she’s texting me like we’re not even dating
>I’m just going through the motions in life, everyone can tell
>She texts me again, pic again related
>she would get back on the 7th and leave on the 9th
>I was just destroyed; I’ve never been so sad
>she gets back and texts me like she would a friend
>I ask if I’ll get to see her before she leaves again, she says probably not
>I realized it was over
>can’t stop crying
>I really thought she was the one
>on the 8th I drive 2 hours out to the apartment I signed for and broke the lease one it
>cost like 600$ but I didn’t care, I just wanted to be at home with my parents
>start driving to the school to cancel all my stuff
>In the middle of the drive there I get a call from Rocio
>” Hey I’m in front of your house, where are you?”
>” Sorry I’m not home right now, I’m kind of busy. I hope you have fun on your trip.”
>click
>start crying again
>finish up my business there and drive back home
>Sign up for the college near my house
>I’m heartbroken for a while and still can’t stop thinking about her
>She would text me every now and again just to see how I’m doing
>every time I get a text from her it just kills me
>Eventually I tell her “Rocio I still love you, I can’t do this friendship thing, it hurts too much”
>she says “okay.”
>last time I talked to her

For a whole year I was just wrecked, Veeky Forums really helped me get past it all, shouts out to you guys. This place is a shithole but it's my shithole. Sorry for the lackluster ending

Rocio wants a man, not a whiny boy who is the real life incarnation of milhouse.

> I told her I’m going to say I love you but don’t feel like you have to say it back

You're a cuck. srs

Also you're underage, get over her man, don't plan your life around it. Hopefully this shit will make you realise that most women just don't get attached to what they consider non-essential

>Enter me

You forgot to say "no homo."

She was in front of your house why didn't you go talk? I don't get it...she went to see you. Y u do dis

>two more months left of my cut
>weight is stalling
>diet making me miserable
>strength plummeted
>injured wrist today doing dumbbell clean and press

that climax was rather unspectacular, lad

Did the right thing, proud of you mang

if you don't see what's wrong in there you're either underage or really fucking naive

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Get over her man, you're worth more than that

Yeah because learning to communicate, even when personally hurt, is so naive.

I'm way too old for Veeky Forums

KILL YOURSELF

When someone treats you like that there's nothing to salvage. Don't cling to the past, build new things, that's what men do

I have a good similar story, never know where to post it though. This thread will get deleted, if I post on r9k they just scream at you for being a normie for having been in a relationship.

>School starts to wind towards the end and everyone is talking about where they want to go to college
>senior year
WUT, at that point it's not where you want to go, it's about where you're going...

>When someone treats you like that there's nothing to salvage
treats him like what? It's not like she cheated on him (that we know of). All she did was break a promise of communicating. I wouldn't text anyone from mexico because I don't know the cell rates or wahtever, I get that, but it's fishy that they didn't find another way to communicate over the internet, which is easy as fuck over there.

do they not allow visitors? You could try to get in contact with them, just to see if she is located there. At least then you'd know if she's still alive.

Holy fucking shit! This isn't your personal blog, It's a fitness board you fucking autist.

Op here, I left out quite a bit, she broke up with me nonverbally. I just ended up being the actual one to say it. Trust, I tried to make it work, but she was done

>>empty my heart out into an email
nigga, why? Such a selfish thing to do, you probably set her back. Wait until she's a better place and then talk to her. Now if she reads that email you're reminding her about how fucked up she is.

No, the dude's right, the girl wanted to talk but OP was such a faggot worrying about muh feelings and crying and crying, that she just got tired and stoped caring.

The fuck you expect? This is real life not a 15 year-old romantic sitcom. Grow a pair and move on.

>she broke up with me nonverbally. I just ended up being the actual one to say it.
pretty big thing to leave out

> but she was done
you guys are young so it's all pretty much irrelevant and probably for the best (you shouldn't even have tried to go to the same school as her tbqh), but either way, from your greentext, you're not sure she was done.

Yeah you're right, I realize how stupid it was of me to try and follow her. I learned my lesson, it was a good teaching moment. I kind of rushed out the greentext

What about /b/?