/Feels/ Thread

I never forget them, even close friends.

Family is the most important thing to me and it is a shame that outside birthdays and christmas there's barely any family interaction.
I also try to make them proud of me, I even cried when my mom and dad gave me a birthday card telling me they were so proud of me and loved me

coordinator (a girl) making fun of me because of my body shape :(

My grandpa is in the ICU with pneumonia, he's not looking too good. The problem is he's been eating and drinking like shit for years. It's hard for me to feel sad about something he could have helped

...

Let a poor old fuck enjoy his last years of life eating and drinking if he pleases.

Better to die at 75 happy and fulfilled than to pull 90 but restrict everything you love.

At least you don't live in India

>tfw every day gets worse and worse in ways i couldn't imagine possible
>don't have the balls to kill myself

>year ago
>always wondering if I was going to graduate
>playing vidya all day
>depressed

>today
>in my final year of uni
>actually getting work done
>content with my life
We're all going to make it bros

Why tho?
To both statements

Include me in the cap

I hate my life. Got a decent body but a ugly face
if somebody would offer me an overdose of heroin... I would push that shit right into my brain.

A lot of my problems aren't really big problems, but fuck if they're not big to me. I can't describe what exactly gets worse, but it just does. Little things. People I've trusted for a long time start to betray me and everything I try fails even though I go into it with complete confidence. I feel like I'm on the fucking Truman Show or something.

I've been injured for a long time so I can't lift, and doing little exercises to regain strength is humiliating.

Can't kill myself because I'm scared of blood (which is why I can't even self harm) and I still want to live. Just not like this.

I forgot to mention my small Penis. Just end it senpai

> tfw no gf meme
> but life is good
> lifts are going up
> playing vidya with my close friends
> getting ready to enlist next year
Bretty gud feels, im still young (19) so im in no rush trying to get woman.

>tfw that first thread reported of the day

if hot pockets cared about Veeky Forums there wouldn't be so many first sip of the day threads

Not sure what is going to happen tomorrow fellas but management is riding my ass pretty hard right now, without the lube if you know what i mean

here's the interesting thing, they are taking me and another guy out to lunch tomorrow, this could be to just talk to us and enjoy lunch with the boss/management or it could be something terrible

from talking to my coworker, he is worried

as for me, i am smiling and can't wait to get a large meal paid for by the company at a great restaurant

>tfw strong enough autism to fuck me socially, but mild enough to know I'm fucked
>tfw no gf
>tfw failed last deadlift set
>tfw overhead press plateau
>tfw been on holidays with senpai not able to get to gym or eat above maintenance for 2 weeks

My family is biggest gains goblins "2 weeks won't kill ur progress user" "getting out of the house is good for you user"

Get me the fuck out of this country

I wanna go home

Family not senpai

When all you get is 5-7 hours of sleep, should you still lift or wait for next day? I don't want to lift if no gains are made and then waste rest days, it's a double whammy.

jesus christ died on the cross so u could quit ur job

У тeбя oтвpaтитeльный aнглийcкий eпт

I was in love with this perfect thick girl in one of my classes of Swedish decent. She is fucking amazing. I must have jacked off to her 200 times at least.

AND she's into anal play and DDLG play. But I find out she's got a negro boyfriend and a fucking twitter where she posts them fucking.

He doesn't even have a big dick so I can get a BBC fetish going.

The swedes are truly fucking cucked

Pic related its her

my receding and thinning hairline is killing me bros. I thought i was stronger than this, but it's holding me back so much already and it's not nearly as bad as i'm making it out to be.

take propecia and stop taking any dht boosters

>haven't felt close to anyone my whole life including family
>aunt i used to talk to all the time when i was a kid died of cancer this year
>didn't feel sad or cry
>dad was continually getting sicker
>was told he had a week or less left
>died week later
>didn't feel sad or have any strong feelings like the rest of my family
>sister called me a dick for not crying like rest of family
>feel feel like an asshole at dad's funeral since everyone is emotional and im not
>pretend to look really sad and kinda look down the entire time
>didnt go to aunts funeral because didnt want to feel like a dick again
this is an abstract feel for sure

>tfw having absolutely no luck with women for the past years
>tfw finally threw in the towel with women today after being unmatched by the only 2 girls I messaged on tinder

Post the twitter

>tattoo

Into the trash.

How do you know his dick size?

i thought about it and got the prescription from a doc but chickened out at the thought of being on a pill for as long as I want to keep my hair. There's also the risk of side effects, but from what I can tell those are pretty much overblown. It's just a sucky situation all around m8

I meant Tumblr but here it is

pervertedprincesss.tumblr.com

She fucking refers to him as daddy the entire time btw
She posts about it on tumblr with him shoving a buttplug up her pink ass and fucking her. Also spankings and shit since they are REALLY into daddy dom shit

My dicks the fucking same size as that nignog

I know this feel.
>Aunt was murdered a while back by some piece of shit stalker.
>Everyone so sad and crying at funeral
>I could not cry.
>All I could think was I wish the asshole who did it did not anhero so we could take him out to the sticks and give him some good drawn out woods justice.
This has always made me think I was a sociopath, but I know I am not. I can feel....

>pervertedprincesss.tumblr.com

You dodged a fucking bullet man, she's just a slut, no point in pursuing anything with her.

but she could have been my slut

I could have been her daddy and told her when and how to cum

Not OP

Bu what is this even supposed to mean?

How do I ddlg?

My gf thinks she's into it and the role is one that's pretty natural for me but I know fuck all about this stuff.

No idea why I'm asking fit but this feel has been on my mind all week.

You're dumb. If she's only teasing you and searching you out when she's drunk and nothing else comes from it. You ain't getting anywhere else. Also, careful with rape accusations desu.

I'm ugly and short,I don't know why i keep on living

depends if it's real ddlg or fetish "choke me daddy uwu" shit

reddits r/littlespace is basically what real ddlg is, generic tumblr blogs should have the fetish play

I mean yea it's hot but really bro being into a girl who posts pictures of her getting fucked on the Internet, that's not even being a slut that is straight mental illness and attention whoring

Also
>white girls that have dated a black guy even once

Instant red flag trust me I've been down that road

you aren't going to get very far in life thinking it's rigged against you

Talk to someone, mate.

I'm going to real soon. Thanks for trying to help, though.

You need to talk someone?

/what happened to you? I also had to dig my self out of a grave/gutter a year and a half ago, honestly life can change at any moment

Call everyone in the thread a bunch of faggots and hide it?

Will do!

FAGGOTS!

It's finally hoodie weather here in the Great Lakes.

As a Spooky Skeleton, I popped a hoodie I've not worn since May and it was quiet snug in the shoulders and across the chest.

Felt pretty good.

>DDLG
>Had a few of those and yet never saw that acronym before. Thx bro.
>U may proceed to kill urself

>tfw no idea what I want to do with my life
>tfw I graduate in a year
>tfw I was sick all weekend
>tfw I still feel bloated

>tfw caught 'em 'mirin

fuck yeah m8

good for you

mirin

>when shirts that used to hang like curtains start to feel kinda tight
know you're making it as a skele

that sucks mate
how old are you?

>past years

at least you had some luck before

i'm assuming that's what you meant

Definitely. And now I've got all fall/winter to bulk mode without looking skinny fat in t-shirts, so I can eat those fucking cherry turn-overs I love all damned winter (usually reserve them for cheat days).

Also had the whole gym to myself tonight. Not another soul there save for the janitor and receptionist. It was nice to do my thing and not feel self-conscious.

>sick all weekend
College in northeast?

I have no idea what I'm doing with my life, it just seems empty. I don't have a purpose or any chance of finding a woman so it feels pointless

I feel like I'm drifting through life waiting to sink

Does someone have a cap of the comfy dance?

Its a thing I do to be comfy during stressful days. Nothing is more stressful than birthdays. You are growing older, you haven't done shit, you're still a kissing virgin, and you are depressingly alone on a special day.

So I do a comfy dance to keep my spirits up. Usually on days like birthdays, halloween, new years, christmas, and valentines day to keep my mind off my shortcomings.

I'll just tell you what happened that day.

midwest

I got up, almost cried but immediately put a kettle on and put a bagel in the toaster and hopped in the shower. Got nice and clean grabbed my tea and bagel with cream cheese, grabbed a blanket and headed to my computer. I start by opening up a /comfy/ general on /r9k/, some threads on /pol/, Veeky Forums, and some other boards.

Then I get into my comfy mood. I usually say "comfy, comfy, comfy I'm so comfy" as I browse since I have no one to talk to and it helps me destress. Occasionally I do my comfy dance which unfortunately was that day. I get naked (because clothes stress me out) and dance to my favorite (rewritten) song while I browse threads.

That day it was "Fancy" by Iggy Azalea which I rewrote as "Comfy" by me.

I stand up and start dancing when the beat comes on. "First things first I'm a race realist, Drop this bait and let the whole thread feel it. And I'm still in the comfy business, I'm still laying down while your slaving away on Christmas."

I got whole songs like this btw. Anyways I REALLY get into this song and I'm dancing all around my room naked. And I'm a pretty good dancer btw despite my size (I'm a bit tubby).

The the chorus starts and I sing at the top of my lungs "I'M SO COMFY, YOU ALREADY KNOW, I'M BROWSING MY FAVORITE BOARDS, FROM /R9K/, /GIF/ AND DOWN TO /POL/"

I started doing some of JLaws dance moves from Silver linings playbook and then I noticed by dad peaking out my door. He was in tears like Mcconaughey when he sees grown up Murph in Interstellar.

He quickly closed the door and walked quickly down the hall.

He hasn't said more than 4 words to me a day since that incident.

Turing 30 sucks man.

fuck

>dating asian qt for a few months
>she moves away to london for school
>willing to do the long distance thing
>she is a staunch feminist, I am pretty /pol/
>I want a large family, and I want to provide for a stay at home mom
>she wants a big career in consulting firms, maybe settle down in her 30's
>realize we're incompatible on this issue
>im 5 years older than her and a bit more serious about this
>decide to do the adult thing and break it off at 3 months
>I really liked her a lot
>but it just wasn't going to work out
>spend two hours watching her cry on face time asking to make it work
>tell her no we want different futures, hers in the city, mine in the country
>it would be unfair to expect this of her or change her to this- she would be unhappy
>say goodbye

fuck I don't know if I did the right thing, but I do not want to be in a relationship with a career woman

>inb4 /pol/ autism

> "First things first I'm a race realist, Drop this bait and let the whole thread feel it. And I'm still in the comfy business, I'm still laying down while your slaving away on Christmas."
aw fuck here it goes again

Your a good man, do your thing and you'll find someone who's life aligns with yours. God speed.

How do you deal with loneliness?

Background:
Been single for 2 years now. Girl did me really dirty and disrespected me to the fullest. We are not even on speaking terms. I do miss fucking her sometimes but thats about it. Occasionally I'll fuck an escort or stripper when I'm trying to get my dick wet, so This isn't a "how to get gf" or "how to lose virginity" thread. Its just, well, I work 6 days a week. I wake up at 5 am go running for 2 miles and eat breakfast then go to work around 730. From 8-530 I'm working then from 6-8 I work out again at the boxing gym (planning to go pro in 2-3 years). After the gym I'll make dinner and smoke some weed. It's a very comfy life and schedule. Its just when it comes time to go to sleep, the loneliness I feel is crazy. I know at this moment with my schedule and routine I'd make a horrible boyfriend, and I don't even have a fuck buddy or girl I've been talking to since as i mentioned I'm a bit of a whore mongerer. I just miss that feeling with my ex of laying in bed naked just talking. When i start thinking of that feeling, I start thinking of her and the beautiful times we had, then I start thinking of all the things that went wrong. Then it comes full circle and I end up thinking of the girl who wanted me while I was with my ex and I rejected her despite the fact that I really really really liked her at the time but was going to do right by my ex (even though at the end of the day she did me pretty dirty). And it sucks. And it gets worse every night.

I don't want to keep going through this for its not good for my mind especially with what I want to do with my life as an aspiring professional athlete. What should I do?

If ts too long it's okay you don't have to read it :(

How I feel: Kill Kill Kill.

i'm sorry bro.... some of us are just unlucky, hopefully in the near future you will find someone that unconditionally loves you. So just keep pushing on

Get a new girl. Quick way to get over an old one.

I can't though not with my schedule. The last thing I want is a gf. I'd love a fuck buddy but nine of these hoes want me now that I'm single. Boxing is #1 in my life. I just hate cuddling with my pillow like a little bitch at night. Its only that moment that I feel this way...

Anyway I gotta try to sleep. I gotta be up at 5 am. Thanks for reading.

I know those feels my friend. I hate being in my bed now. The first couple months after my ex left I couldn't even sleep in it cause of the loneliness. Over time you'll get used to it but its still uncomfortable and heart wrenching

...

>catching that particular smell of her hair on the wind unexpectedly

man why you gotta say that

COMFY ALBUM WHEN??

>Veeky Forums presents: the comfy album

This desu senpai

only got one feel
feelin dangerous
Sadness is unproductive. Warp that shit into smugness or anger. R9k is a cesspit of anal leakage and normies
drink, dip, smell bad, lift heavy, run fast, swim faster, do heroic doses of psychedelics and blow shit up every few weeks, and shoot guns.
Life aint about being a cute sensitive motherfucker trying to get a gf, life aint about feeling sorry for yourself, life aint about wageslaving and doing what other people tell you because youre too weak to do whatever the fuck you want.
I wanna live a life of danger. Fuck being normal, fuck complaining, and most of all fuck sadness.

If this user ever comes back and gives the lyrics I will record a fit version of the song. I have access to a professional studio. I want to make this happen

He will return. He must

graduated uni and now realize I don't know what to do with my life
I'm not happy, I've never been on a date, I don't have any passion/calling, and I'm mildly suicidal
any advice bros?

>woke up at 04:45
>couldnt go back to sleep
>just got up and watched the debate
>now have to wait 1,5 hours until the gym opens

what do you enjoy doing?

idk anymore, it all feels fleeting. like when people say what do you enjoy doing that you're good at. I don't have a proper response.

well most people just go to uni because thats what they think everybody should do, then they waste a shitload of money and work a job they hate forever, telling themselves they can save and do fun stuff on weekends, but theyre too tired out to do anything because they hate their job so much.
Im lucky enough to know what I want to do. I found out when I was like 6.
You just gotta find your sparks.
what do you do for fun?

Are you me

Anyone actually want to talk to someone that actually cares? I'm here for you

FYI; I work as a social workers for the US government mainly

>You just gotta find your sparks.

I wanted to be a lawyer and I was naive as fuck thinking it's black and white, but I wanted to make a difference and after working with some and just missing a court shooting I can say it's not for me.
as for what I do for fun? honestly most fun is volunteering being a waterfront director at a summer camp. I love the kids, the staff, the whole environment- it's one of the most positive places I've ever been.
back here in the city for fun I watch movies and play music and read.

how'd you land that job? interested in that field but with youth- and is the pay okay?

>participation of city magician

Wut....

>yfw

Did a lot of internships while I was finishing my BS. Pay is okey but can get really stressful or it can affect you emotionally if you get to close to your clients. You have to really love helping people if you choose this field

>had brightest prospects in the entire grade in high school, best grades etc
>Everybody moves out for college
>anxiety and depression kick in pretty much out of nowhere
>drop out
>now NEET for 3 years
>looking at Facebook of all my old friends and classmates
>they're all making it, being successful and enjoying their lives
>meanwhile I'm super depressed and doing nothing
>want to change things and get on track for a happy life again
>too scared I'll fail again to try, would be too much to handle to fail again for my pussy mind
>would be so much easier to kms than feeling like this every day
I've heard all the advice, everything
Tell me to do it, tell me to kms

Who /losing hope/ here?
>been social autist all my life
>22 KHV
>only 3 semesters of college left
>actually pretty well set as far as education and job prospects go
>always found shitty excuses for not putting effort into trying to find gf, like "need to concentrate on academics"
>tfw hit really hard with loneliness feels last month, realize that I will literally be alone forever if I don't get this shit together soon
>spent the last month putting major effort into trying to improve social life
>making major normal friend gains (ironically) but still no luck with women
>talked to many girls that I'd consider dating, but always get overwhelmed with "I'm not good enough for them" thoughts and never work up the courage to ask them out
>still have major problems approaching random girls on campus
>starting to lose the motivation that I got last month to do all of this in the first place
Has anyone on Veeky Forums overcome a situation like this?
I feel completely hopeless desu

I hardly even want a LTR anymore, I just want dating experience before I leave college and am completely fucked.