ITT: Good feels

ITT: Good feels

>starting to feel amazingly optimistic everyday and always in a good mood even when bad stuff happens
>literally can't get back in the depressed mindset
>Got a cramp in my IT band (thought it was a muscle pull) and I slept the day away but even then I didn't feel sad or depressed
>lifts are all exploding up
>when I edge in the shower, I'm muttering "fuck" and squirming around and in pure ecstasy
>erections look bigger and feel better
>Had pretty bad cold symptoms yesterday and now today I hardly feel a thing
>find myself committing to what I do

Did my testosterone levels jump or something? This feels amazing!

My overall seretonin-levels seemed to have jumped up after I started taking nutrition and exercise seriously as well. I honestly only expected to look better when I started out, but no, I feel better too, my mood's lifted, I'm more extroverted and optimistic. Feels great, bror.

It's called confidence

Not exclusively, I'm definitely more energized than ever before, and absolutely do feel more joy in general. I was borderline depressed before, with no major spikes of joy (or sadness, for that matteR).

>started at (1.71 m) 85 kg and struggle to break the 80 kg mark for 3 months
>today I weight 79.4 kg

Lifting 6 months eating right lost a lot of fat. Haircuts before they're needed now & new clothes.

Go out drinking first time in a while end up chatting to some ladies and getting laid, breaking 5 year dry spell.

She's 9/10 scottish qt up for weekend end up staying at her hotel, her friend asleep (or pretending to be, who cares) in single bed next to hers fucking for a while (cardio gains) shes loving it.

Wake up eat chocolate out of mini bar and help myself to variety of drinks. She wakes up not even mad, then we watch mad max movie while cuddling tells me about her life and keeps saying how handsome I am. Not used to this shit. She keeps playing with my nob, not complaining.

Next day hungover her friend wakes up asks if I want a cup of tea decline get dressed give qt a kiss then TRY TO SHAKE HER HAND.

She can't believe it "this dick head has just tried to shake my hand" try to laugh it off say bye and leave without number.

Think about her non stop for a week can't remember name so can't find her on social media.

Good times.

When I get a whiff of my ass stench during certain positions

When you're natty but dedicated and people who use works gym once a week an eat shit are jealous of your results, so speculate you're on roids.

mfw I accidentally consumed 50% more protein than I should today and I'm still under my TDEE

> start taking Christianity seriously and asking god to help me with my pornography and hatefulness problems
> pray every day and whenever i feel tempted
> lifts are going up because not fapping every day

How can a Christian browse this site in good conscience?

only good feels i have is that i'm not going to pursue that girl anymore, cause shit i ain't gonna wait as a 2nd choice

“Be a sinner and sin boldly, but believe and rejoice in Christ even more boldly.”

-Luther

Don't remember Jesus saying anything about browsing a fitness board on a Nazarene table refinishing forum

...

That doesn't mean you should sin and just pray it away
This site is littered with hate, pornography, profanities and anti-christian imagery

lifting help you get into this mindset? how long did it take?

I love when I get mania episodes

>Drop a lot of acid
>organize everything
>write a new program and diet
>completely revamp sleep schedule
>get up at 4am
>run
>shower
>go to work
>return
>study german and russian
>play guitar
>lift
>go for a swim
>read
>sauna and yoga
>read more
>bed
I think i got this lads. Im gonna make it.

>Good feeling persist for a while, 2 weeks ago last time, even though no gf. But felt good and energetic.
>suddenly feel more tiresome
>not sure what the cause may be, still strong body odor, still good diet, voice still getting deeper (focusing on testosterone)
>start to think what may be different
>could be the new work that I have for 2 months now, but I made sure to sleep enough in the off days
>remember that I have this roidfag feelgood thing where I stretch my body, look in the mirror and feel great
>start to slowly realize that I had an injury 2 weeks ago that wouldnt go away, to my flexor carpi ulnaris.
>constant lingering pain
>which forced me to do less weight lifting
>which in turn probably caused me to lose some of the frequent sport benefits

>pain, and metabolism together decrease good mood

Fug, at least I went to a physiotherapist who told me how to fix my flexor carpi ulnaris, or what muscle group that is holding me back. But this is so annoying. Such a fagot muscle group in my left arm. Why wont you heal already.

That's basically what Ive done every other day for the last 3 years of my life.

I can still do all of that with depression.

>hate, pornography, profanities and anti-christian imagery
So is the world, senpai. Christians don't need to hide from these things. Just not indulge in them
One could view pornography and not hold lustful thoughts in their heart. One doesn't need to speak in profanity on this site or post anti-christian imagery.

>a friend of mine said I don't look like a "skinny dweeb" like when we met
>complimented my traps

feels good brehs

Same here m8

>drop a fuckton of acid
>go "outside the box"
>find amazing love if my life
>new greater job
>new, better job on the way
>excel in my passion for writing
>Clean house
>Clean and massive but cheap diet
>Rewrite lifting program
>Become like guru to my friends
>Active in the community
>Better relationships with family

I mean I've had some shitty experiences which allowed acid to be the synergist of learning important lessons about life, but some of the things you'd imagine would shape a person literally mean nothing to me now and it's all just the little things I would do over time.

I became acquainted with a qt from Spain the other day at college and she shook my hand when we parted ways...

I hit pr on bench (90kg) for reps and today found out i got accepted into my post grad course, government funded

Yippee