>6 months ago >5'9 120lbs >Basically non existent in weight, but I didn't realize how weak I really was >Start hitting the gym >Girlfriend of 8 months, lives with me, loves the idea >Up to 145lbs >Kicked her out last week for cheating on me (at this point we've been together well over a year) >Found how today how far the cheating really went >Go to the gym, chest day, lose my shit during workouts >Rage out on bench, 6 rep 1 pl8 for the first time >Last time I tried 1pl8 (I usually do dumbbells) was just over a month ago, could barely shit out 1 rep >Today for the first time I finally felt like I was becoming a man, and no some twinky little fucking fairy
This is the next level of motivation. Just thinking about her, the love I gave her, makes my blood fucking boil. I'm going to see if I can up my squat tomorrow using the same anger as motivation.
At least 3 months with multiple men, women, and couples. She was also a chronic alcoholic, to the point she's currently in the hospital after relapsing from getting kicked out. She needs 24/7 babysitting because she was drinking hospital hand sanatizer for the alcohol.
William Bennett
I wish I was able to use working out as an outlet for anger desu
Sorry you got fucked over user, sounds rough
Joseph Anderson
lol Jesus you didn't see any red flags?
Owen Parker
>1 pl8
Liam King
I didn't associate drinking with cheating. I saw red flags, which is why I started bringing it up, but I didn't see the signs until recently.
Ethan Myers
Give me a year, it'll be 2.
Angel Edwards
Idk man she moved in with you way too early regardless
And if she was living with you and getting all this action on the side then that must've been obvious
Plus she was a raging alcoholic.
But I guess you're young and you'll learn from the experience
Congrats on 1pl8 it only gets better
Samuel Clark
> 1pl8 > Thor Bjornsson benches lmao 21.5pl8
Colton Kelly
> 230kg > 21.5pl8 11.5pl8 m8
Ryan Miller
Hey I also benched 1 pl8 6 reps for the first time this week, it feels pretty good man!
Austin Hill
My rage was a combination of fury, autism, and social anxiety from blasting Bodies - Drowning pool at full volume tho.
Jordan Gonzalez
thats 5.25pl8 retards
Cameron Cruz
idk. i lived together with my first gf too and we still went outside seperately because i couldn't stand her friends (red flag, i admit). she would often come home in the middle of the night, lay next to me and cuddle with the sperm of some guy inside of her. makes me sick thinking about it. maybe they used condoms, i sure hope so. maybe i just got lucky though, no HIV yet.
speaking of which, get checked, OP. better be safe than sorry
Asher Wood
>1 pl8 >2 pl8 wtf is this meme?
Henry Sanders
I plan on it, I'm waiting a month so I can ensure whatever I have will be visible before getting checked.
Aaron Morris
Wheymen, brother. And it Will Br lmao2plaet before a year bc I believe in you my skelly friend
Jaxson Green
that's the spirit
Justin Miller
Whatever I might have, rather. We lived together for a long time, but I still used a condom because she wasn't on the pill.
Also, I know that last feel. Just imaging that bitch begging to snuggle up to me with another dude's cum inside her. And she loved men's cum inside her, pill or not, she begged me to cum inside a few times and I wouldn't because lolbaby. Other men will though. She would come home late drunk from hanging out with friends and cuddle with me. She even stopped being interested in sex in the last few weeks, which was the biggest red flag, probably because she was getting daily doses of cock from some other fuckers. Fuck, I'm getting pissed again. Just need to control my rage until tomorrow.
That's 1.0625 plates actually, dipshit. OP already made it.
Camden Ortiz
Dodging a bullet this big this early on. Congrats. Most don't get given chances to learn like this even if they pay for it. You should be thankful. Fuck alotta women. There are patterns they all conform to that you would believe unless you know it already.
Logan Scott
Been there, happens to every guy. Breaks you and makes you a bitter fuck or takes you to a new level of being a man, a little bit harder and a little more motivAted. Glad you chose the right path man GL
