Before I die I want to

Me too

Really live.

Defeat my own weakness. Be proud of myself for once in my fucking life.

Have sex at least once without resorting to a hooker. I'm 28

>Own a Home with a respectable home gym, book, firearm, and video game collection, and a beautiful garden that I plant
>Skydive unassisted
>Climb Mt. Kilimanjaro
>Go on safari
>Travel to an array of European, Asian, and African countries as well as all 50 states
>Scuba dive in Antigua, the Bahamas, and the Great Barrier Reef
>Go on a the Hangover style Vegas weekend trip with my childhood friend in which we just fuck escort, do cocaine, and gamble
>Run a marathon
>Fast for 1 week
>Black Belt in Judo and Hapkido
>Do something worth writing or write something worth reading.

Be careful with that wish.

Because you're experiencing The Real Thing right now.

Go on an adventure

...make a positive difference to the world that will benefit all life on this rock.

bench my own bodyweight at last

>that picture
what..?

Live eternally.

Ok, might as well kill myself immediatly then

Reach my full potential

Kill

Coke aint worth it man

Look back at all my accomplishments in life and say "I had a good life"

Feel like a real person again and not feel like an algorithm when I tell my mother I love her.

Find a qt trans princess to love forever
Ohp 2pl8 strict as a full, lifetime natty
Enter andreas cahling mode (pic related)

I want to die before I die.

what's troubeling you, brah?

...affect the people that hold me dear positively.

>what's troubeling you, brah?
Long-term depression.
Starting new treatment tomorrow. Probably the end of the line. If this one doesn't do it, I'm flushing everything out of my system and roll the dice to see what comes up. (spoiler: it's probably suicide in 2 years.)

hike the Appalachian Trail.

Never done it

that sounds harsh, but at least you're as far as actively seeking and accepting help.

Did you mean your original post as: you can say the words but don't feel them?
If so, that is a really beautiful goal you set yourself to cling to :)

>ur Great Depression is our lives. We've all been raised on television to believe that one day we'd all be millionaires, and movie gods, and rock stars. But we won't. And we're slowly learning that fact. And we're very, very pissed off.

Lets face it. We're not gonna make it brahs

make it

Yes, I say them but they are hollow. I understand intellectually what they mean, and I can comprehend that if I weren't depressed I'd be feeling love for my mother, but it's like someone severed the cord between my understanding and my emotional system and there's no physiological reaction. So I say them, to reflect my appreciation and dedication to my mother (or father, or closest friend), but it's like telling someone in real life, in deadpan delivery, "I am now laughing at your joke".

I long to be more than what I am, but if this treatment doesn't work I'm pulling the plug on this bullshit endeavor.

>full, lifetime natty
>(pic related)
Pick one
Find a qt conservative girl and travel the world with her and hold hands all day and hug all night and dance together and have kids and a house with a garden and a dog and a 9-5 job

Why does every fucking one miss the point of that goddamn book/movie...

Do steroids and just whatever the fuck I want to.
Fuck that normie shit

I got interested in your post because telling my mother I love her feels hollow for me aswell, but not due to depression, but because it's a lie; meanwhile, I keep up the facade for the benefit of her and my family.

YOU are a beatiful creature, though. I like you. Please hang in there and get better, I'm sure you know how much that would matter to her aswell!
You've come that far, and I wish I could walk the last bit with you, albeit realistically I can't.
I CAN, however, assure you that you're gonna make it and be happy again!

Lose my virginity

>I keep up the facade for the benefit of her and my family
That is a noble gesture, man, although I don't know why you don't love her. Maybe you're too young to realize her importance in your life (assuming no bad ground between you).

>YOU are a beatiful creature, though
I am not. I'm not even a real person, I'm barely a decision-making algorithm at times. But thank you anyway, it's nice to know someone thinks it reflects positively on my character, I try my best to still act in a moral fashion based on how I used to act in the past. Being disgenuine to people I care about hurts and I want to be more for them.
>I like you
plz be girl in London.
I can fake human interaction to a high degree. People generally either think I'm really nice (if albeit dry) or that I'm secretly a serial killer.

>I CAN, however, assure you that you're gonna make it and be happy again!
From your mouth to my neurotransmitters' tiny ears. Tomorrow I start something new, and whether it works or not at least I've given it my best.

Thanks, man, whoever/wherever you are. Hope you'll have a better life than mine.

Grow old with the woman I love

not be a kissless virgin
preferably before i turn 30

Too late for me here.

A man who has his priorities straight. The good thing about this is that you could always hire two escorts even when you're an old man. Very feasable goal.

>...Maybe you're too young to realize her importance in your life (assuming no bad ground between you).
I'm 30 and she still is very important in my life. There has been some bad ground but it's not even her fault I've lost my emotional connection to her; it's an awry combination of her hard life, mistakes she made although having the best intentions and her inability to admit any misstep of hers an talk about any differences. That's why I'm not mad at her and as far as I'm concerned she'll never find out it's the way it is.
(Thanks for ginving me the chance to type this out, made me feel better).

>I am not. I'm not even a real person...
This is just a lie you're accustomed of telling yourself. At the moment you just don't FEEL like a real person, but that can, and will, change again!
Sadly I'm neither grill nor in London (nor gay, if that helped at all).

>Tomorrow I start something new, and whether it works or not at least I've given it my best.
Nothing more to add, wish you the best of luck!

GO GET 'EM!

look like this while, and be able to rape niggahs in cat 1 road races with an anime S-Works Venge

marry redhead girl who loves me

Free my country of corrupted politicians, neocons and international companies, I want to build a better tomorrow for everyone on this earth.
I want to reach the totality of myself.

To crush my enemies, to see them driven before me, and to hear the lamentations of their women!

Uhhh i said hit 2pl8 ohp natty...

Obviously andreas cahling mode requires TRT

Poor reading comprehension/10

Obamas just getting ready for the pizza party.

where to cop this artwork

Find someone that genuinely likes me for who I am, someone that loves me back, to raise a happy and loving family together, watching our kids grow up strong, smart and healthy, age old together and at the end of our years live peacefully and content at the life we lived...

Squat 300kg
Deadlift 300kg
and last but not least bench 200kg

>Before I die I want to...
have sex with a pretty woman

after a quick google

it is done by dutch artist hendrick goltzius

he drew the four disgraces from greek tragidies

ironically i thought of icarus when i first saw the picture but this is the icarus that one is phaeton, son of helios

oh hes german dutch

whats that user

Protect someone/save someone's life. But to do that, I first need to be less misanthropic because I've grown largely apathetic about being around other people

>go to blood bank
take roids
watch total recall or commando again
become a drug dealer move to dublin
run for mayor of your town
keep working out, do double the cardio your currently doing
build a good foundation for your relationship but also make sure you both have your spaces, give her flowers / chocolate / weed every other week
keep working out
just do it then faggot
trips declare you will make it but you need to put in 7x7x7 more effort, the dub gods command it
fight club is bunk, the movie is better and chuck knows this
appalachiantrail.org/home/explore-the-trail/hiking-basics
go to /soc/ + /b/ there is tons of good traps there thats how kitty lynn met her bf warning though traps are crazy by default and you need money or a good dick
live a life worth living

write down your goals make a list and do it for real this time
take roids and become a doctor
start taking creatine and beta alanine
keep lifting. you WILL get laid its that simple.
meditate more, you probably dont do it as much as you should

stop second guessing yourself too. slam your foot on the gas pedal and scream "I AM ALIVE"

I can't donate blood or organs because of chronic health issues. Probably in the next 7-8 years, I'll actually be needing transplants

live

pussy

dont ever talk to me or my son again

Aha good luck with the barrier reef it's already 40% dead thanks to bumbling conservatives and left wingers without tact.

Near death experience is actually on my bucket list. Recovering from being clinically dead would be even better. Not gonna actively pursue either of those things though lol.

take 5 dry grams of cubensis

>Fight in a war
>2 girls at once
>Stockpile a firearm collection of 4 or more
>Have a chad son
>Accumulate over 150k of disposable income
>Witness public expulsion of jews
>Get a chad following on social media
>Fast for a week (preferably in old age)
>Kill a home invader and get on the news with an pardon
>OHP 2 pl8
>20+ sloots shagged by age 40
Ill settle for 2 of the above.

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>go to /soc/ + /b/ there is tons of good traps there thats how kitty lynn met her bf
I am hesitant to look for wifey material on Veeky Forums, but see literally no other alternative
>warning though traps are crazy by default
Nigger, everyone is crazy, men and women; including me and including you
>and you need money or a good dick
Have a pretty decent dick and maintain employment...
..am I qualify for qtgf?

Is there a version of this picture without a triangle? That's what I want to have before I die.

And massive gains overall in life.

Live without worry for money

and own a full suit of armor

Glad to give meaning to your life senpai

Hug my husbando.

I like your thinking.

This is it...

The meaning of life.

Pure anarchism and pure conformity are both awful fucking life philosophies.

Life requires a nuanced approach and if all you do is bitch and complain about what you're not you will never reach what you are capable of being

fin myself attractive for once

You're beautiful.

Bring vengeance to my family name

sail around the world

kek

Do the thing with the stuff and into the whole universe.

Thank you user, but desu I just want to see myself in a picture and not think "maybe in a few months or with another haircut I can look as good as my friends" I want to believe I look good

It really sucks feeling like that, but I believe I will, ty user

Be myself

Nail angie varona

compete in the olympics

To wake up alone in a place where I won't see another person for miles around and simply live quietly peacefully and with complete contentment for 1 full year.

Learn french spanish some mandarin chinese and anime dialect of japanese

To finally see a six pack, do one arm chinups, fully rehab my wrist

Be the bull in a cuck and lesbian relationship

Get a deepthroat, nutted but she still sucking blowjob from a woman who can handle 9inches

Rape pre-op nonpassing reversetrap

Do cocaine dance techno and go to a rave/ orgy.

Be a technically legal girls first time and make it gentle meaningful lovingj, then spend the rest of the day sexually taking her apart and leaving her exhausted smiling and happy.

Walk the earth alone like a monk.

Have a few kids with random women across the planet

Commit suicide when all of the above fail to make me happy.
Die peacefully from a heroine OD.

dying is irrelevant

Local man dies in horrific car accident. Witnesses report that his last words were "I am alive!"

live comforably
experience both-sided love

Most of those could be completed just by going military special ops

Have homo sex with a feminine twink and get a local amateur boxing title; and find a decent bitch to settle down with.

dont hit me with those feels brah

Kill myself.

Guys, how do I wake up?

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