How is Veeky Forums holding up?

How is Veeky Forums holding up?

>dream internship at a big nyc hedge fund said no after second round interview
>knee hurt so I couldn't squat as hard
>winter time and no girl, oneitis found some punjabi at her college
>hardest 3 weeks of the semester coming up
>I think I'm starting to bald

I feel like I'm clawing my way to the finish line of this semester

I'm still a NEET

I handed in my grad thesis yesterday, got a job lined up and am gonna go for a 4 day holiday in Rome next week. Bretty gud

lifes going great gf dumped me and smashing cuties now. lifes good

>notice muscley woman on Instagram
>start to flirt with her she flirts back
>go to meets she happens to be there too :)
>try to get flirty there she totally ignores me.

mfw i don't even like skinny women let alone women who wear makeup. Se was the first woman i actually liked in years and i actually like her personality more than anything else about her.

>i actually like her personality
Lel, you don't even know her. You're just fooling yourself that you like her, while in reality you're just thinking with your dick.

I have absolutely nothing going on right now. I work 2 days a week and get paid about 320 dollars a week which is pretty awesome for basically doing nothing.

isn't it crazy how everyone on fit is studying either engineering or computer science with high paying internships at major engineering/computer companies or at large hedge funds?

pretty crazy how alpha this entire board is. really amazing for a Veeky Forums board

finally progressed on bench

but i dropped my last rep of deadlift, the same weight I stalled at last time

gonna try to increase it next time and if I have to deload again I'm going to kill myself

Not to mention how everyone is over 6'3.

Just hit 4pl8 deads yesterday which is a great experienice breh. But a group presentation and paper in bio tomorrow. When will school end breh

I'm seriously surprised at the amount of electrical engineering students or grads.

Working in Papua new guinea as an installation and commissioning engineer on a big project. Been drinking every night for the last month and eating like shit. Nowhere I stay has a gym. I got sick of only pushups and sit ups after 2 weeks.
Really fucking demotivated.

But I've been swimming in the pool/ocean everyday for the past week and the most work I do is physically strenuous so there's that I guess...

Going back home in a few days and will hop on a cut and hit the gym hard again. So really looking forward to that. Considering taking a sarm for 6-8weeks over Christmas.

Average penis size of 7.5"

this too shall pass

Not good. I think im addicted to shitposting. I litterally cant put my phone down for more than a few minuets without doing it again. Hold me b

5'9" 7x6 inch dick reporting in

Get your knee checked user, better safe than sorry.

That sucks about the internship, but getting to the second round is tough. If you haven't, shoot them an email thanking them for your time and asking for feedback on how you interviewed. It was 50/50 when I was interviewing in undergrad on getting responses to those, but what I got back was usually insightful.

Making them gains but my spirit is still broken

>tfw missing my ex

Generally pretty happy.
Work is going well and I'm saving a lot so it's a nice feeling.
Having trouble balancing working out and rock climbing. I really enjoy rock climbing, but I want to look back a year from now and be really happy with my body.

Go get your waifu back, it shouldn't be hard competing with a pajeet

>tfw Pajeets are the new BBC

She looks like a literal gainz goblin. Any girl who has self respect won't date a poo in the loo

My girlfriend thinks that I don't do enough in the relationship. Conveniently, it's around finals week that she had this realization and I've got three projects to submit next week.

As someone mentioned earlier, this too shall pass.

Pretty shit, dropped out of civil engineering after 3 years. Living with parents, am 24, trying to move out, no jobs available here. Fuck life and fuck everyone im going to start a company.

I quit school after I realised most people that get a diploma make under 2K euros a month. Most get around 1K. I didnt go to school for this shit, to work for someone for a slave wage.

How much do those who don't have a diploma make?

Actually she seems pretty fit.

Well most of my friends work overseas in another country. Make around 3-4K working construction.
And people that stay here make around 1K anyway. So I got memed in the ass pretty much by mmuh higher education.

I just spent 3-4 years pretty much sitting on my ass there not learning anything useful besides CAD. Which is my only marketable skill. Besides being a sick cunt ofc

What country are you in? Poland?

maybe you should an hero
maybe you should man the fuck up
not sure

Yes, think about your salary for the next 3 years, not your salary in 15 years. That construction job sure will provide for you when you're 35 and your body falls apart

>quit my shitty job i hated 2 months ago, thinking it would lead to better things
>cant seem to find a job in my field that doesnt seem awful to me or pays somewhat decently
>descend into depression and madness
>going into debt from paying my $1000 dollar NYC rent
>look into the mirror today and ive reverted back to skinnyfat, look like shit


I've decided im just gonna move to a smaller city/town, get back into lifting and playing music with my friends. Hoping i can find a job that doesnt suck complete balls

Lol only people with shit tier bodies get wrecked at the age of 35, I work with guys who are 65 and they're strong as fuck and more fit than you and I and been roofing for 40 years

nigger im not going to go work construction are you fucking retarded. I was just saying that people make triple the amount i would with my fucking degree you neckbearded cuck.

No, but close.

did you catch some salt you poorfag?

> qt gf of 3.5 years broke up this past weekend
>feel depressed and very very numb about the whole thing
>realizing I have no idea how to socialize with people
>erectile dysfunction not getting any better
>cardiologist said I have "microvascular disease" a few months back that I've more or less been ignoring (most likely the cause of my ED)
>because of this I can't even try to smash tinder sluts
>also have not told anyone about my cardiologist visit
>only friend I have in this city is my roomie and it feels like he's been kinda pulling away as a friend lately
>lost interest in school, just want this semester to be over
>elbow fucked up, so I can't do my lifts
>went to the gym and did some cardio and stretching today
>didn't feel any better after
>all this shit and I'm only 24

I'm probably gonna be dead by 30 so what's the fuckin point

what am I doing this shit for

someone kill me pls

oh I also forgot to add
>seriously bad premature ejaculator when sober
to that list

Why dont you stop making excuses and blaming muh education? Most of the people who say college is useless or that theyre still unemployed shouldnt have gone to college in the first place. Ask yourself this, "If I owned a company, why would I hire someone that has the knowledge and skills that I have?"

If you cannot answer that, then no shit no one is going to hire you. You admit that you sat on your ass for 3-4 years and only learned CAD. Other civil engineers are doing just fine with their "memed higher education" so why aren't you?

What you said is basically saying, "hey /fit, I got memed into doing compound exercises and havent gotten big. Ive spend 3-4 years pretty much sitting on my ass not learning anything useful."

I didn't read your entire post but I agree guy! Some people aren't meant for college and its sad seeing some people waste money coming here saying they want to be something they aren't cut out for.

>all those dumbasses who say they want to be engineers before they take the classes

Learn a trade or do something easier at a community college. No shame in it, we need people to do those jobs

Yeah and they made a shitty teenager's wage all 40 years

You are a retard. Thats all they taught me at that school you fucking braindead cancer faggot.

What i was saying is you dont need a fucking diploma to work as a civil engineer. Civil engineers are like the trash of engineering world.
Dont get triggered cuck.
Im not doing fine because my country is fucked and the wages are fucked and there are NO FUCKING JOBS. Its like im talking to a fucking 8 year old over here.

You are just trying to defend your shitty education.

Theres nothing hard about being or studying to be a civil engineer, the diploma is just useless. I dropped out because there was no point finishing it not because i was unable.

Of course im salty for wasting my fucking life on a completely useless career.

All of you niggers pretending like your civil engineering careers are anything else besides glorified construction workers are idiots. But whatever as long as you're happy. Im just not.

4 chan is an image board for nerds. Veeky Forums is just nerds that lift. There's tons of overlap with /g/, /a/, /v/, /jp/, etc...and those people are either NEETs or semi successful.

My wife and I separated, I am pretty lonely, feel like no one is going to care if I die but at least I am making good gains.

Go work in thr gulf for a couple years. You're surrounded by Arabs but they pay civil engineers fuck loads. And gives you experience for back home

shit man, hang in there. Is there any way to treat this heart thing?

I might give it a go, thanks senpai

increase your scoop intake

oh shit im feeling it
>fractured my hand after my drunk mongoloid roommate slammed a door on it. Im in a full cast and it's on my good hand
>in a cast for up to four weeks
>can't lift weights or go to my muay thai classes, so no exercise
>can't type efficiently or use a mouse, so no coding internship which i had lined up for my break
>decide to set up a Tinder so i can try and get pussy as i wait around as i usually do alright with chicks i meet at bars. Been two weeks and only 2 matches
>realize im either ugly or am a fucking bum with no real job prospects or notable achievements to show
My gains and self esteem are in tatters lads. Im gonna turn this franchise around though, December will be my fookin month

where you from user

>girlfriend of 3 and 1/2 years and I are going to split
>Everything besides that and my insomnia is perfect, I look good, I'm making progress on my lifts, I'm getting good grades in college
>I manage to be utterly miserable somehow

It's crazy how one person can have such an impact on you. Mind you, this breakup has been 9 months in the making. I've been miserable the past 9 months, I want her in my life so I won't break up with her, but we're constantly in limbo. I need a change. Should i just do it? Anything is better than how I'm feeling right now

>tfw above fit average

If it doesn't work try to forget her mate. I've been with my wife for 10 years and I finally realized that its not worth to force a relationship which is not working. You will be better off in the long run.

nice

Yeah... It's looking like that. Thanks brother.

grill you 'ere?

Bruh so did I until I realised it wasn't her I was missing, but the way she made me feel, now I just wanna find that again. Hope this helps

Her forehead is why the moon has a dark side

This there's someone else out there for you who makes you feel even better

u guys, this semester has been rough on me and I've had to deal with some real shit but u guys know me, I got my gameface on and Im gonna finish this semester at uni like I always do, with power!!!! come at me fags

Slovakia?

i'd much rather CUM at you, you faggot

>after 8 years of a minimum wage programmer job decide to go back to uni and finish my degree
>being back in school goes wonders for my crippling depression
>decide to get fit for even better feels
>always considered myself slightly overweight in the mirror and since i have 79kg
>after doing some Veeky Forums calculations, realize i'm actually about 10kg underweight
>start eating a lot, but can't gain any weight for some reason
>because i can't gain any weight my excersiging yields no results, since muscles can't build repair themselves from air
>depression is starting to return even though i'm doing well in school
>extensional dread is setting in as i start to realize than even though i will maybe get a good well paid job, i will still die alone, weak, filled with regret and knowing that my existence meant nothing to no one
>and i wasn't even able to do something as simple as get Veeky Forums to see the fully unlocked potential of my body at least once before i die
so yeah, not doing so well currently.

You aren't eating enough. Get a calorie counting app like My Fitness Pal and log your shit each day. Once you develop a pattern of foods you eat, you'll get a pretty good idea of how much to eat each day without needing to count calories.

nice, I remember hitting 4 plate, cherish the memory. Appreciate school while you're there, the real world is way more boring and lame.

I just started chatting to a grill, lost my virginity to her, I think there's something there, but she has issues that are making it hard to communicate. Idk what to do brehs.

Got a date saturday and I begin my training for a powerlifting meet in april today. So I guess good friendo.

>Breh, we are all going to make it.
Just keep a healthy diet and keep exercising in any form. I don't have a heart condition, but I have a full potato brain. Also, my dingaling is fully squiddily mode. Thanks to some anti-depressants. We all are here for each other. Full homo.

I'm honestly not sure, I had a few appointments in the summer but I left home to go back to school haven't gone back to the cardiologist since

already on 5 scoops

thanks user. it's hard to keep a full diet when I'm on a bulk though...hope you're able to cure your boner issues. have you tried cialis and viagra and all that stuff?

Probably cause you're an over attached kunt, listen to yourself you think you like her before you even met her f2f.

I don't want this thread to die because I have no one else to talk to my problems about

>from the depths I awaken thee

We all have our problems mate, i doubt you will find comfort here
For me this place only makes it worse but somehow i still return

>tfw polysci major
Would rather pursue a career in my passion but I envy people who gravitate towards math

eh, I can't talk to anyone IRL about this shit so this is somewhat therapeutic for me

you're probably right though, Veeky Forums is more or less a shithole

holy shit I can't believe I've been coming here for 8 years

I cant talk to anyone IRL either because my problems are "normie unfriendly" and people cannot relate/solve em but this place just makes my problems worse
If talking about it is your thing see a therapist but you should stop coming here too

>tfw finally started to dedicate my free time to lifting and guitar
>tfw finals coming up and doing well in all my classes
>tfw finally decided I want to move to MA and be a teacher
>tfw stopped caring about vagoo
>tfw diet in check
>tfw been keeping in contact daily with all my best friends from high school and we're still close
Life is pretty good bros

Ordered some adipowers for $80, p excited about that.

I've been through two shrinks and two therapists, shit didn't help unfortunately hahah

I'm wondering if anyone has ever died from loneliness or if it just ruins lives.

>that pic
>fit

I get that you have low standards but stop pushing that shit.

>engineering or computer science
>alpha
It is literally for beta pajeets and people that are too stupid for real studies, like theology, medicine, law or pure mathematics.

for people who care about their degree conferring valuable applications and there ability to be compensated accordingly in the future.

You at a hedge fund now user?

I am looking at quant dev positions as Ive been a data scientist and there is some overlap

Working is for betas, alphas receive patronage.

>tfw been on a cut for months, gains suffering
>poor as shit, 28 years old, couldn't afford college so I'm scraping my way by any way I can
>teaching myself programming in my spare time, desperately searching for a job that will take my meager skills

Job market is bleak tbth. All you guys going to college are doing it right, don't waste that chance brehs.

>real studies
>theology
gr8 b8 m8 8/8

Brainlet detected, go back to playing with your toys. Engineering should be relegated to a mere hobby like it was traditionally.

I'm a sobbing mess at this moment

>theology
You had me going there for a second user. Studying theology in school is a waste of time.

Theology should only ever be a 'hobby' study which is pursued for peace of mind. You can read things like Thomas Aquinas without having to take classes, and it'll be unfiltered + unbiased unlike what the cucks at school will teach.

Compared to the average girl? Yeah

Stop being so cucked m8

Universities in general should be a meeting place for elite aristocratic minds to meet, educate themselves and pursue truth, when I say theology, I don't mean a class where just any yokel with a Bible can get in, but only ELITE metaphysical minds.

Theology is an obsession, unlike engineering, biology, tech etc. all of which are hobbies for these kinds of elite aristocrats.

Hahahaha, schools aren't for smart people. It's just a congregation of hopeless people who don't have minds of their own. You can study anything to any extent on your own these days. School is just a money sink and social venture.

That's what I'm saying. You need to burn down all the schools, each country should only have one or two universities (perhaps three in countries the size of America) and one shouldn't allow troglodytes like the so-called STEM "people" attend universities or call themselves anything beyond a drone.

>can't be with oneitus even though we both have feelings for each other
>about to go into grad school where we'll be around each other a ton
>have to turn to stocism to manage my negative thoughts and self-doubt so I don't spiral into depression and alcoholism after spending most of the past three months in that
>cut is still going well, got some cousins jelly at Thanksgiving
>could be better but I don't want to give up eggnog once a night

My work out routines are improving though now that I"m adjusting to less intake. Might join a gym once the crowds clear out early next year. I'm going to make it, it's just not always an easy road.

Unsure of my current situation with this girl
>Start talking to her for the past week or so
>Get along really well, lots in common and we're both great at carrying a convo, plenty of sexual tension
>Seeing her Saturday
>Last night we talk a lot about us and get to know each other a lot better, talking about family, personal issues, the usual stuff
>Talk about relationships, she says she always pushes people away especially if they develop feelings for her, has not liked any of her hookups cause she feels they never actually cared about her
>Says she thinks she has intimacy issues
>Ask what she has thought of our talkings the past week
>Says she's really enjoyed them, but doesn't want to get too attached, says she doesn't know if she can give me what she thinks I'm looking for
>Go back to talking normally today again
I dunno what to think really, I didn't really have any expectations for us, and wasn't necessarily looking for anything, but I did start to really like her and find her to be cool, but it's almost the more I begin to like her the more likely she is to want me out of her life or something

What's wrong with STEM?

Go change your tampon

Life is a bitch, but you are a fucking beast
Grab her by the pussy, hombre

Pushed away a girl Who I was seeing (shes 27 Im 23) cuz Im not confidentieel enough lol wtf Am I doing

>$4000 tuition this semester because my college doesn't believe that I've lived here for a year
>can't do shit until its paid off
>no job
>22 year old virgin
>saw my oneitis at college with a guy
>they're probably going out
>my backup girl is ignoring me for some reason
>semester will end and I won't be able to convey my feelings to anyone
>highschoolers sitting in front of me on the bus are talking about their sexual adventures
Do I deserve this treatment