Sunday

>How have your lifts progressed?
Yep, inching close close to 3/5/6 now at 88 kg bw.

>Diet going strong?
Yep. I think I'll stop drinking alcohol for a few months outside the occasional beer with people if I'm out and add a bit of extra HIIT on some mornings.

>Feels feeling?

Saw a mannequin challenge of my ex fucking someone. Feels are nostalgia, longing and a slight sad puppy feel. On the good side, I felt no jealousy or bitterness, so there's that. Turns our a few years and a dozen women won't erase emotions from my head. The problem I had was that the video was extremely well made and I have very clear and strong memories of what she her bare skin feels like against mine, what her eyes look like up close, what her lips taste like, how she buries her fingers to my back and shakes against me when she comes and all that. Made me feel some feels, that one. Mostly good ones, but there's a healthy dose of longing and others mixed in it as well. I think the Germans call it Eifersucht.

>Saw a mannequin challenge of my ex fucking someone
literally what

new diddly PR today brehs

am finally stronker than I was before I started my last cut, took a month to get back there

lifts are kind of stalling right now, but that's okay because i'm a fat faggot who needs to lose like 30lbs - am on a cut
1.5pl8 ohp x8
db bench 40kg
dips with 1/2 pl8
4pl8 diddly for 3
3pl8 squat for 5

diet is about to get a lot better, my tests at uni are done so less stress = more devotion to food

feels okay breh

Like a very well made, emotionally engaging softcore porn that's been edited into a PG13. Incredible video it was.

gonna need a sauce

link? you made it sound like they're fucking literally

Sounds real cuck of you senpai

She's an ex for years already.

Much rather not get recognized on Veeky Forums m8

Don't give a fuck about her then
You'll make it

Usually I don't, I have a life. the vid gave me slight nostalgia tho.

On a more fit related note, how the fug do I get my grip stronger? Over 230 kg it's a serious hindrance to me when diddylifting.

Tomorrow starts a new week of lifting heavy, studying hard, working overtime and trying to fix thibgs with bae.

This is my life. There are may be many other like it, but this ones mine.

You're in control m8

>havent lifted in months due to school
>getting gang banged by finals
>just acquired red sips
>comfy in my apartment studying, raining outside
>gotta decide what I want for lunch
>current gf is super annoying, can't wait to dump her when the semester is over
>not that excited over trump presidency anymore

have a comfy tune my man
youtube.com/watch?v=ztCwfNJpdeY

Hurt my hand a bit so haven't been able to Clean & Jerk for 3 weeks now. Snatch is coming along a bit though.

Office christmas party two days ago. Danced and made out with a qt, who actually came on to me, not used to that. Sadly I'll have to bail before we can start anything though. She's only two years older than me but got two kids, divorced and the fact that dating at work is probably not the smartest thing to do...

Liftan and diet going pretty well
Feeling shitty, I've been talking to this girl a lot lately, few nights ago she texts me and says she thinks we're too invested in each other and should talk less, she said she still likes me but just needs time to breathe, I asked what she meant and she said she'd text me later the next day
Next day she texts me and says she's sorry and was being an ass, we start talking normally again, then later she gets drunk and starts drunk texting me a bunch, calling me cutie, baby, etc
Yesterday I text in the morning and ask how her night was, she doesn't respond all day till night and says she feels like shit and is going to bed, I texted her again later asking if she feels better and she never responded and still hasn't today
I dunno, I just really wanna talk, but now it's like I can't text her again. She finally gave me moments of genuine happiness which I haven't felt in so long, and it seems like it's not going to last any longer

>haven't been able to Clean & Jerk for 3 weeks now.
jerk it with your mind if you catch my drift

>she thinks we're too invested in each other and should talk less
Red flag and girl talk for ther's another guy also give her time to get back on her feet after drinking now lift harder

>lifts
lifts are going alright, still increasing linearly so im happy with that
>diet
on bulk, so nothing to worry about
>feels
feeling a bit lonely lately.
feels like friends are floating away slowly.
still never had a gf and still hyper virgin.
please hold me brehs

Maybe, but I don't think it's cause of another guy, she confessed to me that she often pushes people who she gets close to and develops feelings for, but she's trying to change it. Which I think that's what her "too invested" thing was, but her texting me again and apologizing was her trying to change it

C'mon m8 if the girl likes you and you like the girl there is no "investing too much" you either go with the flow or don't her reaction is a simple but dumb way of not actually telling you that she is reconsidering you

sunday is kind of fucked up not to sure what to do

got super high last night as a stress relief stayed up most of the night, just woke up 30min ago, house is dirty- needs cleaning, fridge is pretty much empty at this point, time to go to the store but feeling weird on this sunday, got super wasted last night, inb4 why smoke?

having a mental breakdown, life is literally going in no direction at all right now even though i have a good career, just no path

>How have your lifts progressed?
Not really, I guess my form is getting better
>Diet going strong?
With some hiccups but generally okay
>Feels feeling?
Too much feeling, I want friends I can go out and have fun with but the only people I hang out with are lazy stoners; I need more friends

>I need more friends
dont we all user?

That we do, user
Still need to make it