>drink pre workout
>go lift
>get home
>go to bed
>pre workout wears off
>suicidally depressed
anyone else get this feel?
the fact that im too autistic to talk to the girl who keeps trying to make small talk with me in school (who im completely in love with) enhances this feel.
if only she knew the pain she was causing me.
knowing that i will never be alpha enough to ask her out is destroying me.
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>anyone else get this feel?
i did until trump won the election
i wouldn't say i get suicidally depressed but i do get in my feels. usually thinking about my ex or something.
Ask her out. Get rejected. Move on.
Just say hi you faggot
say "hey lets catch up for a coffee" keep it simple man. if she ducks it then whatever. getting chicks is a number gain, most will treat you like a sperg but sometimes you score. every dude goes through this.
the day trump won was one of the happiest days of my life (im 19)
the danish news channel made it seem like hillary was gonna win 100%
>wake up in the morning
>trump won
>smile on my face for the rest of the day
best thing was that i had a social studies class that morning so i couldnt wait to hear my libtard teacher cry about how trump is "le racist and le evil XD"
yesterday was just worse than any other time.
i just really like this girl, and im too autistic to get her.. she talks to me.. only to be nice maybe? idk, im autistic.
i just started cutting yesterday. maybe when im done i will be more confident? started lifting (bulking) 8 months ago.
i honestly just want to talk to her. i sit behind her in class. she tries to talk to me, but i never start the conversation.
it's a new class so noone really knows eachother.
is she only talking to me because i sit close to her?
You sound retarded and if i was you i'd probably be suicidal too lol... bulking and cutting will not solve your problems... that being said pre workouts are not great and it sounds like you are crashing. Have a coffee and a banana / glucose beforehand instead.
Think logically, the worst she can say is no
so being a shredded god after a cut and being 20+% bf for like 5 years wont make me more confident?
>neet for 10 years
>only ever workout in my room
>live alone
>too autistic to talk to the girl who keeps trying to make small talk with me
DELET THIS
I'm a 21 yo KV and no chick has ever tried tot talk to me.
everyday live like you are going to die in your sleep that night.
Now go.
Reminder depression is a luxury:
youtube.com
dude im a manlet, im old, my hair is falling out but I still get pussy, you have to dgaf about chicks. approach make general conversation, see if there is a coffee mission opening and go for it. Ive been shut down by birds brutally, I dont give a fuck anymore and still put myself out there.
Birds are everywhere and some are waiting for your dick right now.
>tfw 6'4 and a big dick, but still insecure
wish i could follow the "live everyday like it's your last" meme, but i'm too fucking spergy.
perhabs when im done cutting i will follow this meme.
you need a bro, id be your bro but im an oz fag. id invite you to parties and hook you up with horny backpackers.
i used to have an alpha bro
was good.
did drugs with him sometimes.
tried to make him come to the gym with me and start school again.
then he started doing drugs everyday with his other gang friends.
i remember like 4 years ago in school, girls would flock me but i would still be too autistic to know that they liked me.
i would go on chat roulette and get tons of girls naked because i told them i was a model.
miss that shit.
shit went down hill when i turned 17 and i gained weight.
lifting for 8 months now so hopefully i still look like a model when i cut down below 15% bf again.
>pre workout wears off
>suicidally depressed
That's alarming.
Dopamine is the neurotransmitter most effected by pre-workouts.
Caffeine increases dopamine receptor availability and pre-workouts often contain precursors that can optimize dopamine production like L-DOPA and L-Theanine.
I would suggest supplementing L-DOPA with Mucuna Pruriens and straight up L-Theanine. Then drop the pre-workout and just cycle drinking small amounts of your choice of caffeinated beverage all day.
Ask your doctor about hypothyroidism and selenium deficiency.
Ask your doctor about dopamine deficiency, but don't get blood work done until you're off all supplements.
Be sure all of the precursors for GABA are covered in your diet.
> 9"x6" but watch too.much porn so insecure about my size
> always secretly think girls only like me for my big dick(for you)
meh. it's only sometimes that it gets to that level of depression.
i'm pretty sure that i have been depressed for a few years now (since i lost contact with all my friends and became isolated)
i'm doing nofap currently, helps me stay fresh in the morning.
but my god do i want a gf..
Still be certain the precursors for GABA are plentiful in your diet, that can make a night and day difference when it comes to your sense of security in social situations.
GABA?
Yes I do get this feel. Uppers are the best high... I feel the most like myself while highly caffeinated. But then when it is over suddenly I am wrecked with anxiety.
I understand respecting/supporting political candidates but this ball gargling is unhealthy to political progression
side note, perhaps base your political opinions on things other than how much it pisses off SJWs
If she's talking to you then you actually have an in. Quit squandering this for no reason
But yeah lifting and preworkout cause quite the crash of enjoyment :(
>fall for the everyday is my last meme
>call my parents and tell them I love them and I'm sorry they won't see me grow old and get married
>get admitted to a psych ward because they think I'm suicidal
what makes you think that i only support him because of how he makes SJWs feel?
i 100% agree with his views on illegal immigration.
i want to move to the US later on in my life and i dont think its fair that people are just hopping over the border while i have to work my ass off to get a chance.
im pretty sure he's uncuckable.
great video, thanks :)
>Happy that some shill got elected into office
Yeah this is not pathetic at all.
Please remove yourself from the gene pool.
If its high in caffeine the crash can leave me feeling depressed. You should check how many mg ur pre workout has
yeah im hoping cutting will give me more confidence too. im 90% sure i have an aesthetic face/body under my fat
Your beta mindset wont go away, especially if youre a autist who lifts for women
everyday live like you are going to die in your sleep that night.
Now go.
stop taking that shit, sounds like youre fucking your receptors up and preworkouts are a meme