Veeky Forums confessions

>tfw a moderate liberal and hopeless romantic who believes in love, fate, and an higher power who is benevolent despite being well versed in history and philosophy as well as being a Pols&IR student, all three of which arguably point to the contrary
Confess my baby bois

>tfw read philosophy, history, and literature
>tfw try to write novels
>still feel day after day that I would give up all of it if I could trade it for true love
Why do you believe in a benevolent higher power? For me all I have to do is consider (for example) cases of innocent children who were murdered, or the numerous genocides and mass slaughters in wars throughout history, and any thoughts of that are dashed away in an instant.

>edgy center leftist diagnosed with autism who unsarcastically loves the cringe antiheroes of history
>Nietszche
>Napoleon
>Lord Byron
>Ian Smith
>Andrew Jackson
>Alexander Hamilton- pretty much all the federalists
>Nero and Caligula
Also am an Atheist
Also believes Legend Of The Galactic Heroes is the greatest anime of all time.
Also unironically believe the united states is the new roman empire because it is a multi-ethnic global power with more monetary and military power than any other country in the history of the world but will still decline over hundreds of years of masturbating like all great empires do.

When the nationalists and communists inevitably start a US civil war and I get executed for wrong think, I honestly can't feel like I'd blame them.
Sure, I stand up for what I believe is right, but if somebody personally wants to murder me, I can't really blame them.

I am a dirty centrist pretending to be either an ancap or a catholic theocrat at different times for fun

I believe Economics, Politics, Philosophy, and History are all the same discipline

Far-right zealot here, I'll be sure to softly grant you a quick and merciful end with a bullet to the back of the head rather than brutally torture you to death like I would most of my enemies.

There is nothing cringe about Ian Smith.

>Convinced atheist and naturalist.
>Extremely Christian morals and go to church (Orthodox) usually.

why do your posts seem to range from centrist-right to the extreme 1488?
also, testing if the name field works like it always has

I believe identity politics is the biggest threat currently facing democracy. They put the focus on what separates, rather than unites us, infect every aspect of media, education and culture in general and undermine the most important aspect of a democracy; that we are in it together.

Even though I'm a humanist, I don't want my country led by some eloquent representative of my own tribe speaking to my sense of victimized entitlement; I want a technocrat, whose erection at the thought of reduced inequality and unemployment, as well as increased GDP and longevity, is so big and bulging that it embarrasses the entire nation.

I like economy boners

>I love Nietzsche and Camus, finding their existential ideas to be uplifting and beautiful.
>I'm a total burnout and I don't feel like I want much more out of life at this point than to ride it out until death.

Epicureanism and philosophical Taoism seem to be a better fit.

>I'm a humanist

same
neetshit is for tryhards

Uhhh... My political spectrum swings wildly with my mood?

If I'm in a good mood, I'm basically your average Libertarian Republican, if I'm pissed, I want to shove everyone whose skin tone is darker than mine into an oven.

> A high level of discourse is expected

I wanted to confess that epicureanism appeals to me and it seems I'm not the only one.

Out of all the classical philosophers, he seems to be the most reasonable. If you find him appealing, you'd probably find Laozi and Zhuangzi appealing. Those latter two actually mesh surprisingly well with Stirner as well.

learning history made me loathe the meatbag filth known as humans
i can fit 100% of humanity into the categories of stupid or malicious. you can never respect anyone again once you view everyone as users and tools.

I'm here not because of an interest in history, but because exchanging trivia is the only mode of communication that does not make me uncomfortable.

Lol my autism actually "gives" me an undeservedly high IQ and I am 6'1", all with dogshit nutrition growing up. My hair was blonde as a child but now has browned.
While I haven't done a DNA test, I have an eye condition caused by quote "An extremely low diversity of melanin related genes". Of all this, I am a lazy fuck who spends all day raping his friends in strategy games.

Basically, I kinda secretly hope that the Richard Spencer and Jared Taylor type Fopcists(pic related) implement a eugenics based aristocracy because then I could give up on all my beliefs to become a NEET baron who watches anime all day whilst larping as 18/19th century Prussia.
You want to know a hugely underrated CHAD of history? Fucking Nero. The man build a 100+ foot naked statue of himself for the center of collosium. Now remember he executed Christians in creative ways for entertainment there. Imagine getting mauled by a lion, looking up, and finding a bronze emperor dick of the man murdering you 50 feet overhead. Nero wanted to perform in plays, if you gave a bad review or said it was beneath him, you died.
I forget it was Caligula or Nero, but he raped his entire extended family, forcing them into submission so nobody claims the throne.

So basically the race war is your time of the month?
Poor Himmler, he just wanted to not bleed from his manjina. Also Himmler looked like a racial cartoon of a japanese man whilst actually being a german.
Hitler and Himmler were 5'9" while Goebbels was 5'5", manlet pride world wide???? Ein volk Ein reich Ein meter????

>Ein volk Ein reich Ein meter

Kill yourself

>>Ian Smith
he was objectively right though

More like time of day.

There's nothing to believe about love, it's a characteristic of human existence. A simple given.
For me:
>functionalist sociology
>conservative on social matters (to be expected, given my orientation toward functionalism)
>appropriation of wealth on account of wealth is illegitimate, rent is usury
>only political power is legitimate, economic power is simple coercion that has no place in society
>support highly decentralised democracy with proper legal procedure and division of authority
>where are my cooperatives?
>where are my youth movements?
>where is my civic virtue?
>highly negative view of political violence
>why the fuck did you fight for democracy if you didn't want the responsibility of living in one?
>surprisingly, given the last few points, I actually really hate classical liberalism
>hate war, but there are times when it is just, and I would always stand to defend my country from harm
>postmodernism is an insanely terrible development, where did modernism go?
>still not feel qualified enough to talk about philosophy, when the fuck will I learn enough?
>wish for a quiet life with family and friends where I am able to conduct my work in peace
>thank God laws and rights are observed where I live
>look at people in a positive way, but promiscuity or an instrumental attitude toward others can make me hate someone's guts incredibly fast
>optimistic, have faith in love and the human character

Yeah, so was Napoleon?
Just because I like someone doesn't mean it isn't cringy that I like them.

Give me a camp with an intimidating name and some zyklon and your mail order soap will be right here.
Also, go out and kill the people you want dead yourself, otherwise you are just a faggot who makes promises and never follows through, like the OP's of /b/ and larpers of /pol/.

Nero never executed anyone in the Colosseum, which is mostly due to the fact that it didn't exist at the time. Vespasian built it, and it was only known as the Colosseum because his giant statue was moved there after his palace was destroyed.

Dawwwww!
At day he's just your everyday cuckservative, but at night HE'S MOONMAN!
I have great sympathy for fascists, communists and other losers. It's not that I believe all humans "deserve" happiness, just that happiness is the very goal of moral systems.
All the NEETS and starbucks daddy's money liberal arts kids have been greatly shafted by corporate media and wall street as well as a failing american education system in the midst of technocratic nhilism as social media corporations sell everything to the NSA, CIA, ASS and HOLES thus making the fabric of culture thin as the screen between one fat finger and a crying emoji.
That's why I'm a libertarian-left fag, either the corporation rapes you, or the government goes gulag on you ass.

Oh...
Thanks for telling me...

So whenever anyone reminds people that you're just a self hating quadroon.

I'm not black you fag

>There's nothing to believe about love, it's a characteristic of human existence. A simple given.

BASED FRIARPOSTER

>tfw social democrat
>hate nazism
>hate fascism
>hate communism
>somehow hating communism/nazism makes you a nazi/communist
>Libertarianism can also get fucked
>Socialism can get fucked as well
>Genuinely believe the 1991 Gulf War was one of the highest points of American diplomacy and military strategy
>Have growing distaste and disaffection for the democrats, peers who i am nominally supposed to align with, and the general left leaning orbit on the internet as people have gradually gotten more radicalized and uncompromising

Shit these days sucks. The United States started a downward spiral in the 2000s that I'm not sure can be reversed. At least not to the point that things can be the way they once were.

[spoiler] And I'm not talking about the 50s you reactionaries. The 90s was the last truly great and prosperous decade in this country. [/spoiler]

One drop rule, retard. Stop shitting this board up over your inability to come to terms with your grandparent being BLACKED.

My grandparents were white you insecure faggot

ok well maybe a malevolent higher power

>tfw naziboo but constantly shitpost about wehraboos

>proclaimed socdem
>considered 90s to be the best

Basically me. One of the few political views that I've had for at least the last 10 years without any change.

All politics is identity politics, you're just focusing on national identity

I believe liberty is a pipe dream, and would rather live as a slave in an ethnostate then have shittty modern achitecture and niggers everywhere

I'm a secular non-religious person who respects euro-polytheism, dislikes all monotheism and has a love/hate relationship with both Democratic and Monarchist governments. I largely think that modern philosophy is a waste of time and that empirical science is both all that is really necessary anymore and will ultimately answer most of the important questions about how the universe came to exist.