Mid rep deadlift (180kg)

>Mid rep deadlift (180kg)
>Realize I am just one of billions conscious entities in vast, pointless universe

Faggot lol

Did you take a bus to snap city as a consequence?

>mid rep deadlift
>remember I left the stove on

>Mid rep bench
>Think about her
>Wonder what she's doing now
>Remember she doesn't know or care about me
>Fail last rep
>Cry my way out of the gym

Lol this happens to me mid workout sometimes and then lifting just feels pointless so I can't even finish it

Read some Nietzsche famalam.

>in between sets of squats
>start thinking about my failed romantic relationships
>start thinking about my family problems
>start thinking about my lack of focus

Ten minutes later I'm just standing there, leaning on the barbell, wasting my time.

Nah Nietzsche was a depressed cunt you'll never make it. Read some Tolle, Nhat Hanh, etc

stop

request that image "when you're midway a rep and you remember you're ugly as fuck"

>mid rep ohp
>realize nobody likes me and i have no friends
>finish rep
>realize it doesnt matter because i can ohp more then normies
>skip out of the gym

>thinking
>while doing a set
Not trying hard enough

>think about random stuff while boxing
>get punched in the face

How do I stop thinking?

...

>doing squats or deads
>imagine I'm doing the hardest pump in the world to my crush
>finish the lift and feel slightly tingly in the crotch

Just gotta turn those fantasies into something good.

>successfully bench 1.5p8 for the first time
>friend hops on the bench and reps it 10+ times
>go home and fall asleep sad with 1 finger in my asshole

Thus spoke Zarathustra is amazing my dude. Tolle is meme tier new agey shit. I'll look into Hanh.

>having a crush

oh man i remember that feeling

>mid rep bench, grinding hard
>oh shit i won't make this rep
>stop halfway up
that despair

but also
>mid rep bench, grinding hard
>i got this
>fucking grind it up
best feeling ever

>tfw BPD ex destroyed all my hopes for loving anyone again

>grind last rep of deadlift
>lifting this weight in this moment brings me peace
>finish set
>start welling up into full blow tears thinking about life
>look up and see a dude crying too
>he comes over to hug him as do I
>the mirror is cold and the frame doesnt provide the same warmth as a gf Veeky Forums

Homegym master race

Unpredictably, decades ago, You arrived
among that unending cascade of creatures spewed
from Nature's maw. A random event, says science.
Random my bottom! A true miracle, say I,
For who is not certain that he was meant to be?

A poem by W.H. Auden

it's alright man. we're all gonna m-*BANG*