Stopped watching porn

>user has changed small aspects of his life to dramatically improve his life
WELL OP I'M A LOSER WHO HATES IT WHEN OTHERS DO SOMETHING TO BETTER THEMSELVES THEREFORE U OBVIOUSLY HAVE A MENTAL DISORDER

>tfw the only thing that makes me happy is hypomania
>tfw I live for hypomania
>tfw I can only get it when I take advantage of people and get things the way I want it
>tfw that almost never happens

Feels bad, lads. I'll probably feel this way when I lose my virginity (if I do)

>manic phase
This is not a manic phase desu. A manic phase would have much more reckless behavior.

You got some freaking problems for sure, user. Making me think about my own mind and what problems I might have..

You're going to relapse.

chill man
he's got a totally valid point, op DRAMATICALLY changed his life instantly and he's only been doing it for two weeks

this is why everyone recommends building small changes over a long period of time instead of trying to bum-rush a lifestyle change, because it typically leads to burnout once your "old lifestyle craving" withdrawal hits

by all means do what you're doing OP, that all sounds great, but come see us in a couple months of doing it

OP, here's one more to add to your list.

Stop posting here. Its okay to browse every once and a while but this isn't the old Veeky Forums.

Everyone here is negative as fuck and it shows that they're jealous ugly neets that don't even fucking lift.

I know I'm breaking my own rule here but I just wanted to voice my opinion to you. Cheers man. Fuck all these guys being negative fucks.

Okay, you've convinced me. You made a good point brah

So, OP, did you do NoFap as well or just noporn?

He's only been doing this for two weeks lol

Fourteen fucking days, dude.

damn two weeks.
have fun when shit starts getting hard again and the temptation to being a lazy shit hits you like an heroin addict needs a refill

How old are you?

Yeah, since the start of february so just a little over two weeks.

I haven't trained in over 6 months though, so I'm sure theres a possibility of me going back to not working out, since that's what happened last time. Hopefully I can keep it up, but maybe the exercise isnt even the reason for me feeling well, it probably is a part of it though.

Thanks man.

Just noporn, fap every 3-4 days or something.

I suppose it could be hypomania if he had bipolar-II

probs not

>no caffeine
>1200 calorie diet
>keto
>intermittent fasting
>no fapping
>no supplements

I've lost 35 lbs since the new years, and it's not slowing down. I feel amazing all the time. My brain is sharper than ever.

>tfw when have always done these things and still depressed

>Stroll

>simultaneously takes up good changes after ditching shitty life habits

"guys why do i feel happier"

really makes you think!!!!

>Tfw this is my life
>Hypomania kicks in and it's like I'm constantly on Adderall
>Productive as fuck, mania begins skyrocketing
>Fuck up, endanger myself, and possibly others
>Drop back down to severe depression
Haha fuck my life lmao. Like fucking kill me lol.

I'm proud of you op.
Just don't get down on yourself or anything if you slip up and you'll be doing great for a long time.
I doubt you're bipolar but if you do suddenly become depressed, get help.

If the duration of your cycles are somewhat consistent then maybe plan around it.
>During depressive periods make to-do lists
>during manic periods, get them done
This way you can make your depressive periods more relaxing while capitalizing on your mania.

>guys looks don't matter just b urself xD
>fucking jealous UGLY neets that don't even fucking lift

youtube.com/watch?v=y9xnawHqXrk

>ITT OP is an awesome person kicking ass at life and the Veeky Forums NEETS can't handle it

help me become you

Man I'm 23 been fapping everyday since 13 pretty much I cant't fucking stop every time I have 5 mins alone I end up fapping like I'm busy all day but it only takes that 5 mins to ruin it.

>start living life
>omg guys i feel really good whats going on here

> 23 years old
> got my first paycheck for the last month and a half
> 8 grand

tfw when you fall for the stem meme

Same seat, man it makes me hyper around women to not fap. Just a few days and bam! I suddenly want to bang every hot girl I see 200% more this shit is wack.

What did you study?
And what is your job now?

>3 years ago
>gain 25 pounds of muscle in 3 months after being a twig all my life
>feel good, look good, everything is going well
>suddenly wake up and extremely depressed one day
>fight it for a week, it wins
>lose all 25 in 2 months
>1 month ago
>feeling like I can do it again
>fix my diet, start exercising again, everything is great

>last 48 hours
>I've had an anxiety attack so bad I haven't eaten
>no energy, no drive, struggling to get out of bed

Is this bipolar? I've had the ups and downs since puberty but I figured it was simple anxiety and depression. This shit hit out of nowhere. I can feel what little gains I've made slipping just sitting here.

Bach. Civil Eng.
Grad Engineer in a grad program for rail engineering.

That happens for me as well. Mostly it's because I used to be spending 5+ hours a day surfing the web on my phone or playing video games, it just made my eyes so tired and I would always be tired throughout the day. I had the same feeling as you when I just gave up video games and went outside more

aye lmao

Just trying to bring the guy back down to earth is all. I really hope he does keep it up, but come on, he's only been at it for a couple days and he's already celebrating.

audible kek

>mfw people are seeing the world

enjoy life brother. keep doing what you do.

That's kind of why I made the post in the first place. It's gone 17 days now, which is no time at all and for the first time in basically all of my adult life I feel happy on a regular day for no reason other than just being.

It feels so sick that it could be because of these small changes, which is why I asked. Surely there must be something else at play, or maybe it's all a placebo, but it's kind of sad if my well being HAS had such a dramatic increase from these things and I havent done them until now.

Also like I said in the OP, if it took this fucking long for me to change in these areas of life, what the else am I missing?

I do not think I am bipolar or have some other illness, but I wont rule it out if I do get very depressed again without "reverting back" to my previous behaviour. I used to think I was just depressed because I didnt have "ups" unless I was at a party or some similar reason for being glad, and even then I didnt feel the same feeling I do now.

I didnt mean for any of my posts to come out as celebratory or braggy or just sounding like a bitch.

OP listen to me.
1.don't listen to the neets who try to bring you down because they do that to everyone.

2. you will have moments of weekness, moments of wanting to relapse, maybe even relapse on a few things.

2b. don't. remember where you are now, what you're grateful for. and think about how much better you feel when you push yourself to do the right things.

Life is always going to be a struggle. make the struggle to do the right things, not recovering from the bad things.

i believe in u op

Thanks user, really appreciated.

bros please tell me this is normal

>started no fap
>week in i feel like a complete unmotivated piece of shit and i wanted to ann hero
>2 weeks in and i feel better than before i started
>sleeping better
>more focus, energy, confidence
>pop boners super easy now
>i know the next time i bust a nut its gonna be like 2-3 loads worth

What part of your story might not seem normal exactly? You sound completely

why i felt like shit. I'm serious i never felt that down in a very long time. Felt like chokin a bitch

Hi! Few things to start off with =] 1. Yes I added you because you're a cucked male trying self-improvement, 'tis an awesome thing to see! 2. I'm user. 3. Don't be intimidated, but I'm not a stereotypical 4Channel poster. If anything, I'll be the one giving you encouragement B==D~.

You just started working correct? If so that is how the salary looks like intially. Also which country?

rofl half these mongs don't know anything. 2 weeks isn't much though, keep it up for a couple of months and we'll see

>tfw can't hold good conversations and can only be myself when there are two other people so I dont feel force to drive conversation

How do I hold natural conversations one on one? I feel autistic.

Only consistent in the sense that I know they're coming, just a matter of when. I usually just fluctuate between hypomania and depressed. My mania only ever happens when it's triggered by something, and the severe depression is the aftereffect of my mania.

enjoy burning out in a few months lad

>gain 25 pounds of muscle in 3 months after being a twig all my life

ask them to elaborate.

"oh yeah so how did X happen" or whatever

then just sit back again.