Veeky Forums, what the fuck is going on?
I'm almost 22 and have been with 15 women. The more I date, the more disgusted I am by them, and I don't know if I'm just unlucky or if they really are fucked up.
The only thing I seem to be good enough for is a fun night or quick fuck. I've had women easily cheat on their BFs with me, and go back to their BFs like nothing happened (2 are even getting married now). I've had tinder dates suck my cock on the first date without me even spending money.
But whenever I try to find love, I'm suddenly not good enough?
I thought maybe they weren't the right match for me. Maybe I was unlucky. But the last girl really broke me and now I don't know what to do.
We had been dating for 2.5 months, promised to be exclusive to eachother. We always had fun hanging out and I was always genuinely nice to her without being too pushy. She kept saying stuff about how I'm her guy, her big bear, if I would meet her parents, possible vacation together. I really thought I finally had a match after all my bad luck, and I opened myself up and really started falling in love. She opened up too about her depression and I was there to support her and offered to help her out with it and gave her a shoulder to cry on.
Then, I got into an accident and ended up at the hospital with a severe back and leg injury. Couldn't walk for a week. High doses of morphine I had to take for 4 weeks.
She started becoming more and more flaky. Kept taking longer and longer to respond to my texts.
The morphine and injury really destroyed my confidence and I asked her what's going on. She said she needs more space to think about things, I called her and we talked a bit and I said I would give her space but didn't understand why.
After that she ghosted me. After a week of no contact I texted her and asked what the hell happened. She said she doesn't think it's working out anymore for a long time and gave me some stupid excuses.
WTF? How can I even trust women anymore?