The feel bar is currently open. Come on in and share you /Friday Night Feels/ in here

The feel bar is currently open. Come on in and share you /Friday Night Feels/ in here.

How you holdin' up Veeky Forums? Why are you staying in this Friday night?

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>my ex literally looked like this
>haven't even been on a date since breaking up with her 6 months ago

I am sorry about your feel, user.

About 5 months ago I had to kick my (ex)girlfriend out and break up with her. About 6-7 months in to our relationship last year, she began acting psychotic and having full blown expisodes... turns out she had been hiding a cocaine addiction. As it progressed, she lost probably 20-30 pounds and started looking like a skeleton because she was already like 115-120 pounds. She woke me up one night, crying on my chest, and begged for help. I just held her there, telling her it would be ok, and fought the hardest to stay strong and not cry. She moved out the next day and I haven't seen her since. As the end of our relationship drew near, she would try to hit me and fight when I would call her out on her problem. She refused help.

Anyway, her frail body curled up beside me crying, the genuine sorrow and despair of it all, keeps me from wanting to anything. I don't want to talk to any stupid fucking bitches out at the club or bar with their douchey chads circling around. The only thing keeping me going is lifting, and I'm cutting.

I'm user from the physical contact thread. I feel weird.

Accidentally cut my dick, now i can't fap or get hard because it will hurt like hell.

I'm feeling pretty good. Pain from being dumped the way I was is still there, but the desire to get her back is long gone, putrid bitch have fun in manchester with fuckface. This girl I've been kind of friends with for a couple years hated my ex and I never knew, we started getting better acquainted, was cuddling with her and talking with a bunch of our friends

>solid 7/10
>thin with perky tits, a nice ass, and god tier legs
>has a big healthy family like mine

I don't remember how we got on the topic, I think someone was talking about statistics regarding anal sex, gay men, and the heightened risk for ass cancer, but the topic came down to shitting in public toilets.

>she starts talking about how shes grossed out by public toilets, will only sit down on one toilet in her family's home.
>wtf do you do, you don't even live at home
>"I just kind of squat and hover over every toilet that isn't that one"
>howling laughter and blushing qt3.14|

its super cute in a devastatingly autistic kind of way.

Lol I saw your thread on /r9k/ user

haven't been on a date or had sex in 2 years, women dont interest me anymore.
also been lifting for 2 years and I've reached a point where I can't seem to get past. Bros at the gym wants me to get on the needle cause they are on it and they out lift me now.

Alright, I'll let it all out then
>fucked Tinder slut a few days ago after gf of four years broke up a few weeks ago
>felt good to fuck hard again (ex wasnt into that), but felt sorta empty afterwards since there was no real connection
>NEET life is taking it's toll
>have bullshit fake internet relationship with a girl in another country with all shared interests and such, but can't find someone like that in my home city
>not having money is seriously holding me back, can't get a haircut, can't get a proper bed, can't replace my gaming desktop with a more sensible laptop
>feel like I'm doing much better without ex (lifting more, eating better, sleeping more) but miss the emotional support a fucking lot

Dunno, I'm getting laid so it's not all bad, but I think I need to up my game and be with some girls that are both gorgeous and interesting, just to know that I'm not a lost cause. Probably gonna look for a job or something too, even though that shit usually wears me down pretty fast. Weird feels, lots of long nights.

>Tfw no gf

Its Saturday.

Sitting my fat ass at a bar and sipping on a ultra light for all it's worth. The music is alright, but mainly I come here to feel apart of something again that doesn't involve work. There are a few tables by the billiards table that no one uses this early in the night. So I sit here alone and people watch while browsing the internet.
Sure it might seem sad, and yeah I am still 120 lbs from my goal. But I am 3 lbs closer then I was last week, and the locals know to ignore me.
So fuck you I am out my house, trying to be something better. Trying to increase my social gains as well as my body gains.

The only man who you can judge is the man u we're yesterday

I'm a depressed fat fuck that will never make it.

Stop

Your a sad piece of shit if you talk like that. Stop being a sad piece of shit. Take they mountain of shit that you are and mold it into the marble statue you fucking want.

Walked down to the library to return some books and feel. walked through the college campus and got sad seeing a bunch of cute girls. I should really become normal and get a gf

>just got a 675lb rack pull at 180lb bodyweight
>still feel weak

I have servelle martorell syndrome. Thankfully, it only runs from the bottom of my toe to the lower part of my back. The problem is is that it has destroyed my right knee. Docs cant replace it due to bleeding complications and it will only get worse. It seriously complicates lifting since it causes me a good deal of pain constantly and i also only have about 30% of full range of motion. It also looks fucking gross and my knee swells up to the size of a grapefruit even with strong compression stockings. I constantly get looks anywhere I go and I vehemently refuse to wear shorts.

On the bright side, I have a decent job and can still keep myself in pretty good shape (im a skelly but I eat very good). I will never get the dream body I want and will likely never get a gf and I've accepted that life isnt and will never be fair. Also, thank god for escorts.

Fuck, i meant to say the bottom of my right toe to the lower part of the right side of my back.

Chick that I was really into yesterday is playing me off, so I'm playing her off. But it's friday night and I want a date, but there's no decent girls online on POF and the other chick I'm talking to said her internet went out and she's being all weird.

I would go to the gym but I just went yesterday. Can't go for a ride because I'm riding tomorrow and it's rest day. Already ate 1300 calories so I can't really eat much more. Nobody I know seems to be doing anything tonight so I've been playing some vidya trying to keep my mind off ol' girl that likes me but has daddy/trust issues and I'm pretty sure she doesn't know how to deal with me loving all up on her like that.

I think I'm gonna go eat 6-8 eggs and drink some more coffee.

>escaped the NEET life, got job
>made friends at work
>feel happy for once
>actually looking forward to going to work
>still no gf though

>be relatively attractive
>always had gfs and friends
>isolated myself because depression
>moved away came back
>don't fit in anywhere because everybody has known their friends for years
>go to the bars alone to put myself out there and maybe meet a lonely qt
>people probably just end up thinking "he must be a bad person if he has no friends"

who /drinkingalone/?

>doing rack pulls
Try snatch grip deadlifts instead.

>saw my oneitis on what looked like a dinner date with a dyel redneck
>She had never been on a date before and was surely a virgin
>Now she is probably going to be this wannabe Chad's clingy GF
I felt fucking terrible at first, but this was my final release. I finally realized the wisdom behind the proverb "bitches ain't shit". I lifted, fixed up my acne, got Veeky Forums, all in the false hope that some qt, specifically this qt, would notice me and ask me out someday. It was a fucking pipe dream, and all though I've always realized that, tonight I accepted it. I feel like my world is falling apart. I'm depressed, I have no passions, significant health problems are revealing themselves, I have to bust my ass in school to keep an academic scholarship so I can get a well paying job I'll hate, I am a kissless virgin with no close friends, but fuck. I feel free, I feel free as a fresh log being shit over an eternal abyss, and I am fucking ready, but I don't know what for.

staying in because of the last practice of the rugby season was last night eith my m8's/rest

Always. I prefer it now desu.

same, going out is just kind of a burden desu

I don't know if the nofap meme actually works, but I'm Day 5 into no jacking off, from 5 times a day, and I finally feel decent. Tired from work, but the constant nagging of memories from her are gone, although they are replaced by this trap that I would cuddle and play vidya with.

Stabbed my hand while at work, and the swelling is rough, so maybe no gym tomorrow, and I had to skip gym for 3 days due to a business trip. Kinda bumming me out.

>My friends all hate me
>cutting is making me weak
>cardio is killing my shins
>i literally got forgotten about while filling out online safety orientation shit for the one fucking job i could get and probably nearly missed getting locked in for the whole night
>i still am only half oriented and don't know what they want from me next
>i can't focus on my own shitty autistic stories that are barely glorified fanfiction of chinese cartoons
>i'm going to fail and need to retake japanese next semester
>my two dream careers are either a really long shot or an even longer shot (Voiceover and Fighting)
>I don't even know why i'm doing anything
>i don't know why i'm trying anything
>i'll never be anything more than average and friendless because i'm a bitter memespouting asshole that most people rightfully hate
>i'm on my third square of dark chocolate typing this so i'm going to ruin my cut by binging on shitty comfort food after 6 hours of soul sucking safety bullshit and then the shit from work
>i'm finally being forced to come to terms with the fact that even if i honestly try to be better and get some income and pursue my dreams and goals and do what i love and be a friendly funny person
>I will never be anything more than what I am

Well OP, I'm staying in because things are looking up. Found out I got a decent tech job today and I start Monday.

Normally I would go to a bar or call some friends and get fucking wasted. But I'm 33 now and have been making actual gains and eating right. I have the money saved and I'm going to get a motorcycle endorsement and get a bike this year. I think I might be starting to get my shit together. Maybe.

I just might make it Veeky Forums

>tfw have to get up at 5 and move boxes for 12 hours
Any other warehouse wagecucks here?

me... i downloaded tinder again because i was too lazy/self-loathing to go out tonight. and i didn't want to spend money. now i'm texting this girl WHATever it's not going to go anywhere and i don't even want it to anyway i just want to BANG some HONEYS and i'm too fuckin

what am i saying i'm fine
i'm good looking whatever i'm just fucking autistic. come on buddy. you can do it. god damn it

ok i just
deleted the tinder bc i saw a girl who was into me a long time ago and i didn't want her to see it
fuck tinder anyway right i mean damn. god damn. where do i meet honeys. the fucking library or what. here's my probalem i'm kind of a fucking NU male and all that means is i want to respect women and not make them
fucking uncomfortable by HITTING on them in places they don't want to be fucking HIT ON. but
then
how
do
i
fucking

and i am GOING to the dumb GYM and having a great fucking TIME of it too finally for once in my dumb life. i am enjoying the gym. and i athink i'll upgrade to a ppl routine from SL5X5 once someone recommends me a good one on this WEBSITE that i spend so much fucking time on. like 1-2 hours a fucking day.
but the point is i ji forgot my point i'm hungry

hungry even though i went 346 calories over my TDEE today by beinga dumb fuck and eating two scoops of ice cream and it's not even my cheat day. and whatever that's not so big of a deal right. but i feel awful about it and it is making me want to eat more but i'm just drinking whiskey but it doesn't have nutrition facts on it so i can't put it in myfitnesspal.

i think ii am going to make it someday soon. i am kind of skinnyfat rn but if i fle x i can see my abs. that's exciting to me.

I have faked confidence and indifference so much that i think i've actually become overly confident in myself and indifferent to what people think about me.

My life has become better and my success with women has been increasing exponentially

I still feel empty inside

I want to dress better and you guys can (maybe) help.

I'm a 19 year old college student with blue eyes and buzzed but sandy blond hair.

What is good summer clothing that would look good?

Also would any girl tell if I bought wall mart cologne?


I'm taking baby steps, I'm doing a starting lifting routine and I want to look and feel better fasion wise too, I'm tired of being overlooked.

Not going to Veeky Forums because that place is a meme

it's too late for that

t. user who hasnt had an actual relationship in 5

afraid my LP is coming to an end and I'm still not as strong as I was five years ago before I detrained

knees hurt are my tendons OLD? is 32 old for tendons?

The shitty ex who dragged my feels through the gravel all the time is still a better human being than my lame stupid friends who just want me to forget about it and get back with the vapid hedonist program

I can't focus on my job and I'm just killing time and accomplishing shit-all

you can be anything you want to be, and if you want to be a loser well you're on the right track.

get your shit together and grow up.

Have no friends anymore. "Cocoon mode" basically right now. Dedicating myself to improvement and I don't think that I have any peers on that level currently.

get that bike, I just got back on mine. it's pretty liberating.

>the locals know to ignore me.
>Trying to increase my social gains
>So I sit here alone and people watch while browsing the internet.


Do you curl in the squat rack as well?

Miller 64 cause I don't want to be fat but also don't want to stop being an alcoholic

>Subacromial bursitis
>Partially torn ACL in one knee
>Elbow tendonitis
>Living in a shitty third word eastern european country

are you me?

i'm guy that posted ass photo above.

here's how tonight went:

>spent hour checking POF and only found black girls or milfs, and i refuse to talk to milfs
>post on facebook "what's going on tonight???" etc
>leave home around 10, text my cousin i haven't seen in years, find out he's been single for 3 years so I don't feel so bad
>go to walmart and walk around for an hour
>long lost motorcycle riding friend replies to fb post with phone number
>leave and go to gym while talking to long lost bro for like 2 hours
>text ex gf to see if she wants to netflix n chill, evidently not
>ride through local bar scene, nothing exciting besides they're about to close and my former alcoholic self doesn't need to be drinking anyway
>finish conversation with bro and go home
>sit here typing this out on Veeky Forums
>still thinking about ol girl from two days ago but will continue to ignore her until she makes a move
>just want to fall asleep with her in my arms cause i'm hopeless romantic feels guy

now i'm sitting here typing this, drinking a glass of water and eating chicken breast chunks again, pic related. not the cheapest but it's convenient and tastes ok.

You gotta realize that girls are more insecure than guys. Most girls are fine with it though because they never have to ask anyone out. The reason she wentered with that redneck was because he was probably the only guy confident enough to ask her on a date. Sometimes the cutest girls are the loneliest because guys believe they are not good enough for her.

Me too

Chillin alone. Work starts for me on Monday (student with summer job) but lifts are going up and hoping to have some nice pool parties with friends in the near future

This just happend hours ago
> me 24yo met this qt 19yo dance teacher
> butterface but bitchin body and moves
> we instantly matched
> fuck regularly
> hours ago we were fucking in my car vanilla roleplaying about how she will marry me
> - In case I dont marry you, just days before your wedding I will find you to make your dick fell off with a good fuck to remember me ;)
>Then on sorta said something like she wanted to fuck all her exs before their engagements
> drive back to my place all angry out of the blue
Fucking hell Veeky Forums I just want a plain jane to settle and so far all the single ones are fucking whores.

I bought roids and got scammed again, no one will help me out to find a source. Probably going to go to mexico and smuggle them across the border since I'm running out of options.

Come on over to the feels thread, fellow user

Damn. It seems like this generation of girls in that age group are all fucked up

Wait it fucked up heres link

>day 5/6 of nofap
>talking to a gril kind of but have no idea if I actually want anything to develop with her or not
>just got out of a relationship like 3 months ago and I feel like I'm over it but I still think about it a lot

I'm in a weird space right now

Dude that's me but I got out of multiple non-ships and they always end with them abruptly cutting off all forms of communication and I never hear from or see them again. There's a new girl I'm talking to and I have a feeling it'll be another added to the list.

Tore my callous while doing rack pulls. I literally cried on the way home knowing that if it doesn't heal up I won't be able to lift. Have finals this week and lifting is my only escape because I have no friends, no gf and nothing else going for me.
Pls help brahs how do I fix this shit fast

Make a thread

superglue

Why the FUCK am I repulsed by any woman that shows interest in me?!? I'm desperately lonely but every girl who shows interest makes me wanna vomit. I can't comprehend that a girl might settle for my useless ass. You really can't life the autism away can you???

>got my official declination from my completely bombed audition last week
>heard about a party going on tomorrow that i cant go to
>torn between having a long visit to my mom's house (havent seen her in 5 months) and making it brief so i can stay on track with my new lifting routine
>been thinking about my crush a lot lately, and have no clue why
>spending my time looking up shit that reminds me of her
>i dont even want to really be with her, but i cant get over her despite almost 2 years of trying
>i just want to be done with her
If I hadn't gotten drunk earlier this week, I would probably be drunk now

they say you gotta love yourself before someone else can love you, i do believe it's true user.

you've come to the right place though.

Feeling sudden crushing defeat and depression setting in after almost a year of bliss.

>meet cute girl coworker
>find a few common interests
>start getting into hers and impress her a bit
>get her phone number
>make plans to hang out Thursday(May 4)
>fucking pumped
>day comes and I'm ready since 8 AM
>call her at noon to see whats up
>no answer, leave voicemail
>3 hours later call again and still no answer
>text her but no answer
>Saw her at work today
>Greeted me as usual, while I said hello and walked away
>looked at me a few times throughout shift
>Joked with my manager a bit and she laughed at my jokes even though she wasn't in the conversation


What the fuck do I do about this? I normally talk to this girl and we're usually excited to see each other. Should I confront her and ask what happened or just let it go and carry on as usual? It's really bothering me that I have no idea what happend and why she ignored me that day.


Also:
>ab roller
Can this replace doing crunches and shit? I never liked doing any kind of ab routine but I just got an ab roller and it's kind of fun and really challenging. I have a weak core though

this, mine split last week. 2 rounds of superglue did the trick.

6 years since I broke up with my ex.
I act like I'm okay every day. I pretend I don't have insecurities or am lonely. I act like weightlifting is something I do because it's enjoyable.

Truth is I feel so lost and dead inside. I only lift weights in the hope that I can lift away my feels, but even that's not working these days. Every time I look at myself in the mirror I hate myself a little more each time.

Feelsbad.

>Been sick af with bronchitis since sunday, haven't lifted all week.

I've been trying to "love myself" for over a year now. I can lift 1/2/3/4, I have abs, I have a steady full time gig, I have a decent car, and a nice place. When does the desire to kill yourself go away?

a friend of mine invited me out to go clubbing.
But I hate clubbing.
So I stayed at home and played Overwatch and Hots instead. Feels good.

>i'm finally being forced to come to terms with the fact that even if i honestly try to be better and get some income and pursue my dreams and goals and do what i love and be a friendly funny person
>I will never be anything more than what I am
Welcome to adult life

>very qt girl, kinda is in to me too
>constantly snaps me her cleavage pics with shit like "ready to go out!"
>ill ask what shes doing and she'll instantly respond
>after academic probation i had to sit in the library on a friday night, with pussy waiting at the bars to not fail

i dont know brehs. after getting placed on probation ive been taking better care of myself (ie not drinking too much/hard) and my grades have literally doubled (1.56 last semester to a projected 3.3 this time) but ive been away from the game for so long i dont even know what to do.

had a girl completely play me, and me being the spoiled unsettling bitch i am i cant "settle" for someone who wants me, the thrill of the chase is real. would trade my left nut (unironically) to bang my lab partner.
>19yo me to her 20yo, sophomore
>5'9 at most
>very thin
>great body
>premed
>and those blue eyes to die for

send help brehs, i feel like im getting lost in the world of school. finals are in a week but after those everyone goes back home and im from another country so no hitting them up over the summer either...

I thought I was making hair gains. I've always been self-conscious about my hair and have been wearing the same hat for the last 10 years. Every time I step outside or into the presence of others, the hat goes on. No one seems me without it. The hat feels like a prison, I just want to be free, the experience the world without all these things on my face and body hiding me. I always wanted to grow my hair out. It's thick, blonde, and curly. It looks god like.
But then today I got a hand mirror so I could see the back, and I realized once and for all that my hair is indeed truly odd.

The back, front, and sides are as stated before, very thick, blond rings. Not shit blond either but dirty-blond that looks somewhat dart and then catches the light and looks golden.
But then on the crown of my head is this hair whorl. I don't think it's hair loss because I had it even in like 8th grade, although it might be worse now. But it's a bald spot of hair, and all the hair that emanates out from it is frizzy, whispy, thin, homer-simpson hair.

Even while looking at it I'm not entirely sure where exactly the transition from that hair to the other hair takes place. It just seems to defy reason.
It looks like I have two different textures of hair on one head.

Is there anything I can do to fix this shit? All I want is for my entire head of hair to resemble what 3/4th of my head looks like.

>we're supposed to think this is attractive
>absolutely shit-tier belly button

It's probably from your hat always pushing your hair down

it's hard for me to understand that feel. you're gonna have to dive into that brain of yours and figure out where that feel is coming from and what caused that feel.

like, if i put my brain into your body i'd be swimming in pussy.

healthy hobbies and lots of them is the key to happiness.

Hitting way to close to home

I don't think I have the ability to improve myself and become a man worth respecting. I feel ashamed of myself and my actions. I don't how much more I can take of this.

The texture of the hair there is noticably thinner and whispy though.
When I'm at home I push my hair back b/c I want to grow it long and it always falls forward and radiates out from that central hair whorl so maybe you are onto something about the hat, but not sure what I can do about it.

Are there any kinds of supplments I can use to thicken that hair? Is Castor oil a meme?

A just and honorable man is incapable of being disgraced. You start by respecting yourself. You can change.

Please actually fuck off and never come to this website again

Also this.

>all these ex gf posts

Is this a normie board now or what reee

It's all genetics, so if you are starting to go bald you can try and ride it out for a few years then just shave your head.

Do you think so, user? I've done nothing but sabotage myself and only end up repeating an endless cycle

It's been like that since like 8th grade though, so I think it's just a characteristic of my hair and not balding. So I wonder if there's anything I can do to remedy it.
I started conditioning and the rest of my hair looks great, it's just that one spot that fucks everything up. I'll probably start a thread with pics tomorrow.

Everything causes the feel. The only time it's gone is when I'm lifting and my brain can't even think beyond counting my reps. Once I stop it just come back...

I spent the greater part of my 20s in "the cycle" and fucked up in every way possible. I'm not gonna lie to you and tell you that I "made it", I still hate myself and am convinced I'm the worst person I know. But there comes a point where this type of thinking gets just boring. At some point you will have to make a decision, you'll either need to actually kill yourself once and for all or you have to come out of the cave and start living. Most people had this choice made for them, it was never a deliberation for them, but some of us have to make it for ourselves.

Find a haircut or hairstyle to deal with it if your not actually balding then. You might even be over-reacting about it but without a pic yeah can't really say.

easy fix - are you watching porn regularly? if so, try stopping (if not, god help you)

becoming a little more normie is a great way to get, you know, a normie gf and some normie friends.

you need to lay back on a couch and talk to dr. feelsgood here about how you're living your life. just talking things out will make you feel better.

good shit user.

Do you think I'm capable of making it?

>start uni in a new city
>have a few one night stands, don't really connect with any of them
>two weeks ago meet a nice qt who's really into me, I'm into her
>understand each others odd sense of humor
>been spending almost more time together than apart
>sex is fun, she doesn't mind my inexperience
The only problem is I'm moving away for the summer in ten fucking days and I'm not sure how willing she is to spend 3 months apart. I could visit her on the weekends but she's not sure where she'll be in the summer yet, best case 250km away, worst case 700km away.
>finally find a girl who seems to like me, only to be separated by my summer job

I want long hair so what kind of hair style will fix it that is also long?
I might be at a weird intermediate stage of length where it will get better as it gets longer.

Anyone else starting to give up on finding happiness? Nothing interests me. My anxiety is becoming uncontrollable, I have extreme trouble socializing. All I can do is lift, read, movies and game. If this is all life is, I want out.

Not exactly sure where the whorl in your hair is and I'm not a hair dresser so I can't really help you with that.

Start a normal convo with her and jokinly bring up the missed calls but dont make it look like ot bothered you

I've been in relationships with some broken girls too, friend. You gave as much as you could, so just focus on you now. We can't save everyone. You've been through some real shit - just listen to what your body is telling you and take care of your mental health.

Yeah man, I feel ya. Tinder's never worked out for me - not because I can't get laid, but because the shit just feels empty during and after. Sometimes fucking a girl you don't know you might as well be rubbing the back of your hand on a windscreen.

I'm about 2 weeks into nofap and I feel a strong urge to go on /gif/ but I'm not going to. I have to stay strong. Here's a video I just watched, I hope you like it bros:
youtube.com/watch?v=Shn9JYav-Jk