/feels/ thread
>be police officer, only eat one protein bar in the morning and a second one in the afternoon
>while partner is fit and eats fast food
>be starving get off work and pig out
>losing gainz and hair grows slower
>talk to girls got a date tomorrow
>girl thinks of cancelling because she is reminded of her past abusive relationships
>get text from girls
>realize girls didnt care about who i was until i became an officer
>I just want to be shredded
>>be starving get off work and pig out
>>losing gainz and hair grows slower
No /feels/ felt.
Youre doing it to yourself
you guys
>I wanted to save this for a special occasion but will let it out today
>Be me
>Work/live 2k+ miles away from home
>Dad visits me in two years since living here
>Visits my place for the first time
>Mentions how nice it is etc,, have a good laugh and enjoy seeing my dad again
>Mom calls few hours later
>Dad started crying in the car and couldn't shut up about how lonely I must be living alone, half way across the county
>No shit I'm lonely, but I have Veeky Forums
My family thinks i'm violent and when i told them i work out they got scared
Fucking pig, i hope you die by BLM.
my partner is black lives matter
>dated a girl for a month and got dumped
>It's like 8 weeks later and it's still killing my gains
Women not even once
Some girl liking you won't make you feel better. It's external. Worse is that it gives someone else power over your own feeling of worth. Find your own worth. Shredded for girls is low and unfulfilling, comr on man be more sophisticated about your life.
Iktfb
>6 months later
>still think of her every day
Do cops have uniform fitness standards? What do you and your partner do to workout? What kind of shape are you guys in?
bureau of land management
if you mean a fitness requirement then yes before getting into the academy and stuff,
I do a brosplit after i get off work
Im built fat with out the gut and my partner is is slim but built
>Browses chan
>>Stupid enough to think the police are racist
Wat. Are BLMs really this retarded? GET OFF MY FUCKING BOARD
>22 y/o kv
>was a fat fuck my whole life
>literally a planet my whole life
>now just "regular" fat fuck at 200lbs, 5'10''
>tfw I feel like I'll never catch up to normal people
>tfw I feel like I'll never stop hating myself
>tfw I feel like I'll never stop feeling fat or weak no matter what I do
JUST
>Mfw I know I only want a relationship to keep my mind off of my boring life
My goals are so far away, and when I feel like I'm stagnant in life I need something to fill the hole.
I fell for some 6/10 qt who was average in every regard, but she doesn't like me back and now it's a weird mixture of pain, loneliness, acceptance, and normalcy.
But I know my mental image of me and how I reacted to the situation is hurting me more than she ever could.
Her rejection made me feel like I was ugly and not worth anything. Maybe not to her, I'm a solid 5/10 on a good day and I have two girls tell me they loved me, I just don't understand why I have to spiral whenever rejection happens.
I'll be shirtcocking ALL WEEK this year man
Social rejection literally feels like actual physcial pain to the human brain.
I remember the first time I got flat out rejected I actually cried and got depressed for a week
>Be me.
>Never been hugged by my dad.
>Never had a heart to heart talk with him.
>He's not absent, just emotionally distant.
>Never tells me anything about his life.
>He's in bad shape, healthwise.
>He's going to die in the next ten years and I'll have never of truly known him.
I know that exact feel but instead of being fat it's acne.
>Have had acne since 14, 19 now
>Currently setting dermatologist, current treatment not working.
>Face is red as fuck and covered in pimples and acne scars
>I'm fine talking to girls charismatic and all that but always know they're looking at my disgusting skin
>Might be accutane next lads just scared of the side effects
>get offered a new job
>we want you monday next week
>TFW you just want a week off to lift, fuck ya girl and smoke up
>only black guy at gym stopped going
>im the darkest one now
>have seen white kids say nigga then look around for me
>wait till I give some kind of clemency to continue
Am I the fucking lord of nigga now? You can say whatever you want ffs
Bro, don't be. I told so much shit by people at the age of 14 when I was told to use Accutane, so I never started the treatment. 21 years old now and I wish I started the day I they recommended it. Best thing ever, not a lot of side-effects
Alright bro. Have appointment with dermatologist in June. Gonna ask to go that route. What was your experience with it like? Currently on doxy, retinol a and benzoyl peroxide
>Have been looking for work for 6 months.
>out of money, and living on credit cards.
>Dad tries to kill himself, week later some urban dweller breaks into my parent's house and steals their car.
>Have to move back home with mummy and pepep cause out of money, and mum is freaking out.
>only thing that brings me joy is lifting
>Get t-boned by some urban dweller and back gets screwed up.
>Lifts go from 2/3/4/5 to 0.5/1.2/1.3/2.5
Make it stop please.
>Be in highschool
>Dad and I used to work out for a couple months.
>Former Drill Sgt, one of the great periods of my life, best I ever felt.
>Junior high was the most stressful, I started to tell myself "I don't care" when I made bad grades, fucked something up, got stressed out, etc.
>Kept saying that shit even in senior year.
>I think it was either after or before highschol, but-
>Found out he had seizures, injury from military time.
>They had to remove a part of his brain.
>He's on drugs that make him a little less active than he used to be.
>I went from 190 to 220 at 6'1, now back to 205ish or so.
>Wanna work out again, but I'm so fucking burned out from telling myself "I don't care"
>I know what the benefits are.
>I know that something great will come out of me getting fit
>But I can't see the point in it.
>Sometimes I have days where I don't see the point in anything, so I shitpost on Veeky Forums and fuck around in Steam, where vidya feels more real than the real world.
>I know what's wrong with me, but I just can't seem to get the ball rolling.
iktfb
now that I'm getting bigger he keeps wanting to give me workout advice lol
join the army
free money
you can lift for free
>clean your room
do it 4 ur dad u dumbfuk
I tried to join the army last year, but I had a incident that was expunged in the courts but the army rejected me over it. I scored a 98% on the asvab too, and was going to get a 20k sign on bonus to be a sat comm operator.
>had perfect teeth my entire childhood.
>drank gallons of soda
>Only ever had one cavity.
>loose health insurance for a while and end up not going to dentist for about 2-3 years.
>during this time start drinking only water and eventually start eating healthier.
>suddenly like a dozen cavities
>Spent that last couple of years constantly in and out of the dentist office getting everything fixed.
>Finally see the light at the end of the tunnel
>need 2 crowns to fix a couple of teeth.
>get temporary crown on one tooth.
>it falls off twice in 2 weeks and has to be re-cemented.
>finally get permanent crown last week.
>temporary on tooth 2 this morning.
>temporary falls off at dinner this evening eating a piece of bread with dinner.
FUCK MY LIFE
>TFW how can I get my protein if chewing will keep knocking out my temp?
>Guess I'm eating soft foods for the next 2-3 weeks.
>TFW bad teeth are killing my gains
>how do I make teeth gains to prevent more problems in the future?
My dad is big, but from work, rather than working out.
I'm glad I got his frame, YUGE shoulders, but I'd like him to be an actual dad to me.
>My dad is big
U U
U U
It's the same with me only that my dad is full on bear mode and healthy as fuck
>Father is something of a man's man, looked up to by everyone he meets
>Probably the person with the most integrity and honour I've ever known
>Single handedly raised his siblings while being the first person in the family to go to college
>Is a PhD and written a dozen academic books
>My entire life has been about being a worthy son to him
>Never had a heart to heart with him, never was told anything about his past
>He's 65 and it's crushing me to watch him get tired and weaker
>Tfw his only son is a autistic virgin who's dyel
>I just want him to take a break and find me worthy of shouldering his responsibilities
Pigs are not shredded tho.
Some people might loathe or hate blm, but all people universally hate pigs. Your family hates you op
I know I'm gonna sound like a huge shill, but you should check out Recaldent.
Basically a calcium paste you apply and leave on your teeth. Supposed to strengthen the enamel or some shit. Worth a shot if your teeth are fucking you up that badly.
>tfw girl used me as a band-aid relationship.
Now she's back with her ex trying to work things out.
Thanks user. I'll look into it. I bought some calcium /something/something pills the other day. Dentist says I need to start doing some fluoride treatments to help. Just gotta make it a couple of weeks to get the last permanent crown
When I was getting my teeth done (I had about 10 cavities, ended up costing nearly $3.5K to fix) they recommended brushing with prevident 5000 twice a day and not rinsing it off for a half hour right before bed. I have no idea if it helped but it was something I could do.
I think I had that when I first went to this dentist. The bottle looks very familiar. I may ask about it when I go back for the permanent crown since I probably won't see the actual dentist tomorrow to get the crown fixed.
also
>ended up costing nearly $3.5K to fix
passed that looong ago. First dentist I went to did a root canal and never told me a crown is standard procedure after so my tooth rotted out. It split in half a while ago and had to go to a specialist to get a crown installed. Then a few months ago the tooth broke off. Had to have it extracted and decided to get an implant to replace it instead of grinding into one of my last good teeth to put in a bridge. Total for the implant alone will be around $5k
He really is tho.
Plus he's tall, meanwhile I'm a manlet.
>tfw fat FWB that I am not sexually attracted to anymore but love as a friend is mad at me for admitting that I want to see other women
I would gladly give up the sex entirely just for a chance to fuck a fit girl for once in my life...
>be starving get off work and pig out
>pig out
Is that when you punch out of your shift?
>Total for the implant alone will be around $5k
Fuark user that's a hard hit, I hope you have decent coverage.
>tfw missed my workout today
MONSTERKEK
are you me? my dad's a doctor and he's pretty much funded the education of like 10 of his relatives and financially supports a few different families. respected everywhere he goes. p much the definition of alpha.
I'm not autistic but I am dyel. He just turned 60 a couple weeks ago but I do everything for him.
I'm not a literal autistic, but I prefer vidya and books to meeting people.
My entire life has been about one desperate effort to not disappoint him. I don't know how many people look at their fathers and think that is exactly the sort of man they want to be.
My parents have been married for 40 years, and half of those years had my father taking care of my mom who was diagnosed with depression.
>going great, good workout
>it's midnight and not tired
>have MCATs to study for
>testing in june
>fuck it i'll play a little RuneScape
>tfw play 6 hours
>tfw buy 3 months membership
>waking up in 5 hours and I could have had a good 9
>i lost the sleep gains
>im gonna fail MCATs
h-hold me Veeky Forums
As long as it was osrs and not rs3 your good
It was user, I'm still fucked ;_;
>live with a landlord as i rent a room in central London
>they have a one and a half year old daughter
>cute kid, nice couple
>kid has been ill and crying non stop the past 3 nights
>tfw going to bed at 10am and alarm going off at 7am and still only getting 5 hours sleep
10pm, fuck.
>last night
>walking back from hospital with group from my class
>have to wear pants while in the oncology dept for whatever reason
>my only pair of jeans don't fit well any more (th-th-thanks rip)
>girls are giggling and laughing and they're saying i'm walking funny
>making jokes about me never skipping leg and bum day
Felt ok I suppose.
Stop being a sadcunt and go to the gym or do some squats pussy
Tfw every day is squat day
It really is. I have been squatting or doing some variation thereof three times a week for a long time now.
iktfb
>tfw can't go tot he gym because i have to study for finals
>tfw starting to get into the fap&cry zone
i can't deal witht this shit lads, need help
>able to do 40 push ups (10 claping)
>once did 200 sit ups, usually an go up to 40 or 50
>can only do 5 pull ups