we gonna chill and turn you from a sad kunt into sicc kunt
Grayson Gray
>tfw remembering exgf eyes >always had pupils dilated to the size of saucers >but when the light hit her eyes just right >the most beautiful ocean blue would take over
Nolan Nelson
>19 >15% >3 years Am I too young to cycle of test + tren to become a sickcunt
Anthony Rogers
Being a faggot wasn't in the bible bud
Justin Jenkins
If you're happy with your height. Do it. Get your bloods done first.
David Ortiz
Steroids ruined fitness for me fuk. I have done 3 cycles and lack the same discipline and motivation now that I have seen the light. Fuck I really wanna blast and cruise forever but I love my thick hair and am only 21. I'll be back soon bb.
Dylan Torres
You need to let it go, bub. Move on with your life.
Hunter Davis
Dude you literally need to drop everything that reminds of you her, delete all photos, and find shit to keep you busy
I get sad as fuck when I think about my ex-fiance and what a retard move I pulled
so just don't think about it
Kevin Edwards
Ok will do
Owen Martinez
Chem what happened to you? I was last on here in the summer of 2015 and I think your apartment got raided after a bad trip or something? You good brah? I've had a lot of drug abuse that has mirrored you (Stims, RCs, Empathogens, Psychs) so I am curious brah.
Benjamin Price
You're a faggot for not cherishing what is good.
Genesis 2:18 "The LORD said, "It is not good for man to be alone. I will make a helper suitable to him."
Proverbs 31:10 "An excellent wife who can find? She is far more precious than jewels."
Proverbs 5:18 "Let your fountain be blessed, and rejoice in the wife of your youth, a lovely deer, a graceful doe. Let her breasts fill you at all times with delight; be intoxicated always in her love."
Fuck off.
I'm too retarded for that and I'm happy chasing her. I feel emotions I haven't felt in a long time.
Cooper Taylor
Pathetic desu. You don't get girls back by chasing
Ryan Fisher
Uhhhhhh
Went to county jail for almost a year for being an idiot with drugs
Got out, got a job as a software engineer
Don't fuck with drugs much besides amphetamine and kratom anymore, have a RX for Dexedrine.
Gonna compete in ~10 weeks hopefully.
Evan Ortiz
How was jail if you don't mind me asking?
Dylan Bailey
Good stuff m8. I got in a bit of trouble for selling MDMA in college but am about to finish with a degree in Mech E. I am a big fan of Kratom and GHB now. Quit stims completely.
Crazy that you're a year younger than me and have lived a crazier life than most. Lifes a wild ride. You should write a book or something.
Kayden Ward
Jail is terrible compared to prison since it's meant for short-term and so there's not a lot of accommodation and a lot of guys who try to pull shit since they might get released soon
But honestly, I had relatively few issues. I was pretty big when I went in, and am a really nice guy. I got stuck in solitary confinement for like 2 months over some stupid shit and that was pretty boring.
But I took a spanish class 5 days a week and on top of my 3 years of spanish in school, I'm fluent enough to claim bilingual now. Read a lot of books. Did calisthenics and cut down to 143lbs.
Nolan Murphy
>GHB
Dope shit but damn easy to get addicted to.
Leo Long
24/7 dosing can happen really fast, fortunately I only ever get a couple hundred mL at a time an don't brew my own so I can't fall into the trap of long term around the clock dosing. Dope as shit though, made me quit drinking, sex was fantastic. I kind of feel retarded on it though and struggle to string together words.
What kratom strains you use?
Jayden Long
>24/7 dosing can happen really fast
Yeah this has been my experience with it. You get no comedown, and no negatives from it so you just keep taking it. And it's good for everything - sex, sleep, walk in the park; and mixes great with everything. Really good with MDMA, and Amphetamine.
>What kratom strains you use?
Maeng Da is fire
Ian Garcia
You're a faggot for not realizing that there's more good to be seen in the world.
There are seven billion people on the planet, about 2.6 billion over 18, and about 450 million of them in the 18-26 age range. Do you honestly believe that there isn't anyone as worthy of your love in a population of FOUR HUNDRED AND FIFTY MILLION PEOPLE?
How can you justify rolling on the ground crying about one loss like a fucking two-year-old? Life is too short, you don't have time for both weeding through the vast array of options and shitting yourself over having lost one of them. Get over yourself and get to work. Or at least shut up.
Jackass.
Asher Morris
Every number after seven billion is just women, by the way. I know you're one of those christfags, so you probably wouldn't date men.
Brody Gray
Everyone is worthy of love and humanity.
>How can you justify rolling on the ground crying about one loss like a fucking two-year-old? Because I enjoyed the thing I lost and want it back.
>Or at least shut up. No. Bitching about it here is therapeutic for me.
Joshua Reed
yeah but being lame at the expense of everyone else's fun isn't very Christian like and I bet Jesus would call u a ho
Lucas Thompson
I'm sure there are some anons who enjoy seeing my suffering.
Ian Sanchez
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John Murphy
we work with what we get
Adrian Martinez
I've been taking Taurine cause of how painful my shoulders, and lower back gets cause of the pumps, but I wasn't sure if it's something that works short term, like caffeine, or is something that needs to saturate, like creatine.
Anyone know? Was gonna take something like 10g every day if it's the latter.
Cameron Wood
How did you into script for dexies?
Adam Brooks
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Leo Hughes
Nice poly setup there. I have to stay away from Benzos. Eitzolam progressed to Clam and I ended up waking up everyday with cuts, etc and fighting constantly. Clam is a bitch.
Phenibut is one I've never tried, I want to give it a go. Kratom is fucking illegal in my state so it makes it more of a bitch to order.
Landon Anderson
I have a background in medicinal chemistry and pharmacology. My doctor speaks to me like a colleague and I can have pretty much whatever I want, I just have to give a valid reason.
I told her I wanted pure D-amphetamine because I have underlying anxiety and the 20% levo enantiomer in Adderall might exacerbate it. She agreed, and I get whatever dose within reason I ask for.
I told her I take DXM to prevent tolerance too, and unprescribed Modafinil on the weekends instead of my RX. She's fine with it, thinks it's smart.
Also knows I roid.
Matthew Gomez
Well shit.
Eli Cox
I'm only on this Valium because I got myself addicted to Etizolam on accident using it to come down and sleep from the amphetamine.
My taper is almost over. I have a little bit of Diclazepam too.
>Phenibut is one I've never tried, I want to give it a go.
It's good, I'm using it because I'm short a few pills on my Valium RX and I get nasty WD's, so I've been using Phenibut and Kratom to take a quarter of my prescribed Valium dose without too much WD.
> Kratom is fucking illegal in my state
I didn't know this was a thing, that's fucking gay
Nicholas Long
I've lost 10lbs in one week
Mostly because I dropped my test from 600 to 250. However I'm on a -1000kcal deficit
Plan on doing a 500kcal carb refeed every week before heavy day.
Anyone else drop fat rapidly? I know DNP helps but I'm just cutting cals so I'm risking some muscle loss.
However I think it should be worth it in the end. Only 60 more lbs to go LMAO
Ryder Price
>Only 60 more lbs to go LMAO
FATTY
Leo Powell
>Taking test when you are obese Bro what are you doing
Landon Kelly
Fuckin skelly
I'll be ripped at 220 while you struggle
Colton Smith
> I'll be ripped at 220 while you struggle
MANLET
Justin Kelly
Why would anyone take steroid that fat. You are a fucking retard I hope your estrogen is fucked and you lactate, all while never reaching made it mode and looking like a large glob of playdoh. Hope its worth it faggot
Ryder Carter
>being scared of vr girls edition
You can do a much larger deficit
Jacob Brooks
Hey guys. Been running 500 test 400 deca for the past 12 weeks but I fucking hate deca and I don't feel like I respond to it well. Kills my sex drive even on caber vs taking caber before the deca kicked in and becoming an instant sex god. If I switched the rest of the 8 weeks to 1g of test instead, would it aide in gains even more?
Connor James
Try dropping the test to 125mg, the Deca may be causing you to hyper-aromatize the Test.
Ayden Johnson
Are you taking AI?
Jason Cox
Yeah I was hard as nails until the deca kicked in. I'm taking 0.5mg arimidex eod and taking 0.75mg caber split 3 ways and it gives me a normal sex drive. Why so low test?
Ethan Robinson
yeah and I had tiny bit of nip puffiness and then i took caber and now they're small and tight. also a bit of acne on my back but nowhere else, should be expected i guess
Brayden Jenkins
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Ian Martinez
What is a good test cruise dose after doing 350 mg each of test p npp and mast p a week for 4 months?
Adrian Cox
Yes honey. Because you're Lee Priest and not just a obese fatty.
Kevin Allen
Thats totally subjective
I'd say 200mg at most
Leo Powell
So I'm down from 165 to 154 on 600mg test c been feeling like shit I'm pretty sure my estrogen is all fucked up. Dropping test to 150-300 adding anti e and also maybe anadrol for 3-4 weeks 50mg. Then I'll keep cruising for a few months.
Samuel Powell
Thanks
Hudson Gray
Because even though Deca itself doesn't aromatize heavily, it does some fucky stuff with the actual aromatase enzyme that can cause you to hyper-aromatize other stuff.
Lot of guys can run 500-750mg Test no AI no problem, toss in 200mg Deca suddenly gyno.
It's like this with Dbol for some people too.
If you keep the test low, you won't have this issue. And actually, Nandrolone and Methandienone can both sustain sexual functioning without testosterone.
"The AAS compounds administered at doses comparable with human abuse levels were not equipotent in maintaining male sexual behavior patterns (nandrolone decanoate > methandrostenolone > 17 α-methyltestosterone)."
"The six AAS compounds analyzed in this study were 17α-methyltestosterone, methandrostenolone, nandrolone decanoate, stanozolol, oxymetholone, and testosterone cypionate. In each experiment, subjects received daily injections of a high, medium, or low dose of the AAS compound, or the oil vehicle, for 12 weeks. Sexual behavior was quantified weekly. Twelve weeks of administration of the high dose of three AAS compounds, 17α-methyltestosterone, stanozolol, and oxymetholone, eliminated male sexual behavior. These treatments also suppressed serum testosterone levels. The remaining compounds had minimal effects on sexual behavior at any dose."
>Not staying lean year-round and having an aesthetic face
Face > everything
unless you have a shit face, then fuck it may as well
Christian Hughes
I cruise on
250mg Test E 200mg Mast E
no AI
and my bloods are great
1,465ng/dL Testosterone ~20ng/dL E2 low SHBG
Nolan Martin
Why is mast good for cruising?
Jordan Smith
Because mild af, literally no sides unless you're prone to baldness. Also keeps water and bloat off from Test, makes you feel fucking great. It's sort of like Proviron. Also lowers SHBG so that Test is more effective.
Thomas Rivera
Sounds comfy. Is it mast that's meant to have AI-like properties?
Angel Rivera
Errr, no.
It masks the symptoms of high E2 by keeping water and bloat down, and nips on point. It also competes for Test at receptors, including breast tissue, so it can help with gyno a bit.
But as far as actually preventing aromatization, no, it just covers it up pretty well.
Fucking great compound though.
When people come to me IRL asking for a first cycle, I put them on 250mg Test E + 200mg Mast E + oral kickstart of their choice.
Angel Foster
None of those things have AI properties
If you're low enough bodyfat though you literally don't need an AI
Any non fat powerfiter doesn't use an AI, they lit they're estro sit high and they don't get gyno because they have no fat for gyno to form in
Gavin Bailey
>If you're low enough bodyfat though you literally don't need an AI
this
unless you're an idiot using crazy high doses of wet compounds
this is a retarded approach
take as much test as you can without needing an AI (150-300mg for most people)
and then use DHB, Anavar, Epistane, Tren, Sdrol, M-Tren as your primary mass-builders
How do I get a powerlifting nordic gf? Stronk girls are the ultimate high test and will give chad alpha sons. Femlet liberal arts students are weak and breed weakness.
Jack Diaz
>How do I get a powerlifting nordic gf
Definitely not by posting on a Laotian Basket-Weaving Forum full of weebs and autists.
Lincoln Ramirez
fucking gross
Aiden Gonzalez
low test
Chase Scott
it's okay to say you like men you know, it's 2017 after all.
you don't have to pretend you're still straight and say you like "powerlifting girls"
Colton Morales
There's something hot about such a powerful woman down on her knees sucking your cock.
Elijah Morgan
Im still mad Im intimidated by virtual women Maybe itll help me get over it
Her arms arent even bigger than mine. She should not be posing.
Xavier Gomez
You decide to get help because you're flustered by a virtual reality women?
Not the dakis, not the pedophilia, not the rape or anything. You need sort out some priorities.
Bentley Barnes
lolis are for love
Joshua Edwards
No I mean ill play my videogames until I get comfortable with vr girls up in my shit
Maybe then Ill be able to message matches on tinder
Wyatt Powell
I guess that could work. But I seriously recommend seeing a mental health professional.
Juan Martinez
Yeah, a rapist, pedo, on steroids. (Whos also literally in love with a pillow)
That would go greeeeeat
Caleb Jackson
That's literally the type of person mental health professionals are for.
Ethan Cooper
if it's a woman she'll probably report him to the police for being a threat to children
Liam Johnson
Did you ever talk to a psych major? Buncha whores trying to understand themselves who just want to stick their nose in failed marriage drama
And Id definitely get reported like Says
Carson Jenkins
Nigger. I interact with people in that line of work pretty regularly. They're not going to report him because he's done nothing wrong and there's no demonstrated capacity for illegal actions. You'd literally have to say "I'm going to fucking rape a little girl tonight, she passes my house at 6pm and I'm going to grab her and keep her in my basement." There has to be a specific and explicit propensity.
Just saying you have fantasies or sexual desires for children won't get you reported.
Just try for God sake.
Zachary Garcia
>You'd literally have to say "I'm going to fucking rape a little girl tonight, she passes my house at 6pm and I'm going to grab her and keep her in my basement." There has to be a specific and explicit propensity.
Everyone fucking hates pedophiles and nobody would stand up to defend him if she turned him in. Pedophobia is one of the last forms of hate still tolerated by western society.
Lucas Johnson
Oh btw I live behind an elementary school Is that enough for a psych
I hope you can shitpost from prison
Justin Watson
They fucking can't you dumbass, Lord fucking help me. It's a violation of patient confidentiality. If there is no specific and explicit propensity for action, jerry can sue her and he walks away with a few million.
Unless he explicitly and specifically tells them of an illegal action he is going to take, they cannot say anything. He could show them his entire collection of loli porn, a loli real doll and that's still not enough.
Given what I know of jerry, he'll probably go to a psychologist and they'll diagnose him with a neurological disorder/disease and get him sent to a psychiatrist who is a real doctor.
Dylan Kelly
You've done nothing wrong. You're putting nobody at risk because you have no propensity of criminality.
Brandon Price
>Pedophobia is one of the last forms of hate still tolerated by western society. and rightfully so
let's hope (((they))) don't actually succeed in their push to normalize it
Nathan Gutierrez
It doesn't matter if it's illegal, it will still ruin his life. Psychology is a racket for the jews.
>He could show them his entire collection of loli porn, a loli real doll and that's still not enough
loli porn is illegal in australia
Luis Bennett
Im a white male so im already a rapist Plus im on roids so im filled with uncontrollable rage!
Owen Collins
Whats something that can quickly grow your tendons?
Angel Evans
>loli porn is illegal in australia
And he's not Australian is he? Plus loli porn is still not enough to report unless it's an overlay of existing child porn. It's not child abuse otherwise. Just like a doctor won't send you to the police station if you come in high as a kite on meth. They're there to help you, not harm you.
JUST FUCKING SEEK HELP YOU CUNT
Angel Anderson
You too
Angel Wilson
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Juan Hughes
You frustrate the living shit out of me. Your quality of life could be massively improved if you just let someone help you.
Anthony Smith
Do you mind if I hang with you boys? I post in /fat/ but they're clueless water fasting homos.
Plus I didn't mention that if I get 150 days sobers and achieve a decently low bf, I'm gonna try roids. Are JM and cheekie still around ?
Ryder Brown
Actually loli is illegal here
Jack White
Just take some low dose DNP.
You'll drop the fat and drinking beer will make you so uncomfortably hot you'll want to die. You're welcome to chill here.
John Murphy
When do these tren side effects start? I'm 10-11 days into my test/ tren/ winstrol cycle, so far I'm sleeping like a baby, no sweats, no rage, lifts are up a bit but nothing crazy... no zits or anything. I'm running around 350-420mg a week of tren and 210-280mg of test a week. I say the range because idk if I'm mixing the oils correctly, but still. When should I expect sides?
Jace Kelly
>150 days sobers
You a junkie or an alcoholic?
>Are JM and cheekie still around
Think JM got doxxed and left. I haven't been around much either though so don't quote me on that.
Angel Long
Tren-a always takes 11 days for me. That's when the trensomnia kicks in.
Aiden Ortiz
Texting exgf. Told her about my night out with redhead girl. Then she starts telling me that redhead girl is so much prettier than her and she wished she could do modelling like redhead girl.
What am I supposed to say here? Reaffirm her or ignore her?