MFW No fap Day 3

Day 23 or so. Want to finish June.

I did first 11 days of june, relapsed, made it to the 18th, relapsed, and on it again

all in all pretty happy to have only fapped like 3 times the whole months. improvement but still need to quit for good

honestly i feel masturbating is better than watching porns, alleast when your actually with a woman the porn makes the experience worse, atleast when you masturbate you learn to use your imagination and get more turned on during sex

Should have added botched circumcision. People think I am gay because I show no interest in girls beyond being friends and I have never had a GF. It's hard but I have accepted my fate as a virgin for life because I have no dick.

I wish atheists would lay of religion. Being a monk would be respectable if the world was like it was years ago, at least then dickless people had a place to go without being thought of as weird. It's the only thing I can think of that people would not judge you for not wanting a wife and kids.

>INB4 become a tranny

No

>Other boards said I should be like Tesla or Newton

No, not nearly smart enough.

This shit is cake for me. I'm depressed and have abused my dick for many many years, so I practically have no libido. I still get slight urges from time to time.
Day 2. (I usually masturbate out of boredom)

I had 2 wet dreams in one night. Then I jerked off before I got out of bed. My sheets are covered in dry cum. I haven't had sex in about 2 and a half years. Is there a diet that lowers your sperm production levels? Serious answers please.

Day 21. Woke up horny as fuck. I don't think I'll ever get a flatline

I guess this is day 3 for me at the moment too

I have had a hard time getting the kernel of motivation to do this back for the last few weeks. I'm literally addicted to porn so getting the 90 day reset is really, really difficult. I've been trying for almost a year. The times where I've made it to a few days have been great, probably thanks to that little testosterone spike.

I haven't given up on starving this demon inside me, but it isn't happening easily. Good luck anons, I hope all of your journeys are less arduous than mine.

i had same problem now i don't party so its good, 25 day here

Don't get drunk, or be successful when you do around women.

how can i stop edging i literaly wake up strocking my dick

add a pair of boxer briefs to what you sleep in, I find that helped a lot

Get out of bed. I used to have a problem with this too.

Realize that if you're awake enough to touch your dick, you're awake enough to get out of bed and start your day.

Day 43 here. Breddy easy so far.

I lasted 3 days and on the 4th I binged on some really depraved doujins and blew a load into the air. Fuck if I can make it to the supposed 6 months that resets your brain to normal or what the fuck ever

Tell me more about this 6 months

day 2 here

Tomorrow will be day 7. I haven't been horny at all, then I looked at some affect3d futa and got an instant boner. Calmed down pretty fast and will stick to it. Today was the first morning in a long time that I had morning wood. I want morning wood every morning before I stop. I want to get rid of porn.

My main problem is that I do nofap for maybe 5 days thinking I'll get laid and have fantastic orgasms covering the grill in my cum, then I fail to get laid that weekend and fap instead of waiting another week. But now I've been at my mother's place for some time and I'm good.

Weird, 21 days is the longest I've gotten, and by that time there was no problem of self-control any more and most of the time I didn't think about sex at all. Came blood when I came for the first time after that, think it was a blood vessel in my urethra that burst.

I also think monk life would be good. I'd have to get baptized first and then wait for a year or two, but that's no problem. My plan is to read more about Catholicism and start attending a course for converters. If I feel God is there I'll convert, work off my debts, and if there is no woman in my life at 30, become a monk. Best of luck brother. Is there any particular order you're interested in? I always thought of the Jesuits because there are some in my town, but Carmelite life also seems good. Seems very monkish.

>I usually masturbate out of boredom

Stop doing that. Don't make yourself horny, wait for horniness to come to you. One of the best insights I've gotten from nofap cycles.

Drink something else. If your friends make fun of you, they're not good friends.

I do this as well, pretty sure it's because of addiction. I both want and don't want to stop.

Keep going guys, you're gonna make it.

I usually sleep in boxer briefs, but if I add a wifebeater, I for some reason don't get as horny. Maybe it's less skin contact or something.

7 months. i can feel myself getting smarter.

>Best of luck brother. Is there any particular order you're interested in? I always thought of the Jesuits because there are some in my town, but Carmelite life also seems good. Seems very monkish.

Just something I fantasize about when social pressure gets to me. I kinda keep it in the back pocket and idealize it so I don't really want to know more about it. I know it's weird helps me get through the day sometimes.

Cbf to grab the vid but it's called your brain on porn on yt

how about cosmetic surgery? if you're in the UK could get it free on the nhs, if not then it definitely seems like something worth getting a consultation on.

>Just something I fantasize about when social pressure gets to me.

I'm about to graduate and go on to an internship, probably the reason spending the rest of my life in a Carmelite monastery seems comfy af right now.

cant win every time man. sometimes i go out with girls who have bf's or are just my friends. it's called doing things to have fun, not just to get laid.

I have had a couple of consultations about it, reconstructed dicks look horrible and painful. I lived most of my life without one.

I want to go to South Africa to get a consultation on a Penis transplant though.

>day 43 of nofap
>fuctioning well on 5h of sleep a day
>more focused and capable
>much more energy
>bald spot grew back
>got a promotion
>got a qt 3.14 gf
>day 44
>can't take it anymore
>gottablast.png
>relapse
>wake up in the morning
>pillow is covered with my hair
>bald spot is back
>go to work
>get fired
>stacy breaks up with me
damn

June NoFap crew. Libido is sky high. Stay strong brah.

>I didn't think about sex at all
Day 21 and I think about it all day, every day.

>tfw fapped yesterday

are you a manlet user?

Day 65. I really horny. I want to fap, But I'm not going to. 25 days left til I have reaches my goal.

Just fapped in the shower to cuck fantasies, kill me pls

I hope you're trolling. I don't want to share a board with people like (You)

goin for super saiyan mode