That guy who still thinks about his highschool oneitis when he's working out

28-29 for me. Working a real job was making me want to kill myself. Started focusing more on setting myself free from being a wagecuck. Which I did over the last few years. Now I am living a life of freedom and bliss. No woman controlling me. No job controlling me. No debt and bankers controlling me.

>tfw lift to make ex gf jealous because she can't touch and have my gains
>tfw don't even want a new girl in my life
>tfw I workout because I want to be strong and healthy
>tfw I do it for her

I miss her.

Everytime I bang a new chick that night I dream of my first girlfriend -- very vivid dreams actually, and very loving. We're always married or something, am I insane?

I went to a boy's school
>Thanks mum.

how does it feel that whilst you're working hard for years to get gains to get the body you want.

She can just swipe right on tinder on day1 to get that body

She has probably had that body, and its fluids, dozens and dozens and dozens of times.

>oneitis got fat

No just hormonal

Don't really give a fuck, I can put my dick in sluts every weekend. Won't ever replace how much I love her.

hilarious. people genuinely get what they want and deserve if they work hard enough for it and habe the right attitude.

Honestly the best outcome

college?

They always do

I would never date / fuck / marry a tinderella, so I don't really care if she gets some other user's body. I rather pull on my dick to South Sudanese 2d line drawings for the rest of my life than get involved with some chick with bad values.

Wow user, did you really have to fuck up my night? why? what do you gain out of this? You're evil user, you're probably the worst user ever to post on this website

>tfw haven't seen her in a year

How many tablespoons of cum do you think she's swallowed in that year?

She's muslim so I doubt she's had any Chads unless she's had a Chabdullah

>she got engaged at 19
>got too depressed to check up on her after finding out
>Heard over the grapevine they might've broken up, but too anxious to FB stalk her

fucking desert fever, man

This. Too whorish and drunk for my tastes. So many girls I had on ig peaked in hs. It's sad

They never experience the journey so i pity them
Believe me getting what you want, at times, is worse than working towards that same thing

Life is a cruel game

How did you do it?

What do you do then?

Why must you do this user. I finally thought I was going to go to sleep not feeling depressed for the first time in a long time. Fuck you.

>tfw you don't have a thing you'd like to have
>letting yourself be ruled by this
C'mon user. There are plenty of women out there, you only feel this terrible because you're constantly reminding yourself that you don't have her and then bullying yourself for not having her. If you want to free yourself from your suffering shouldn't you try to disentangle yourself from this pitfall of a thought pattern?

>tfw graduated to college The One That Got Away
>tfw she's married now
>tfw she wanted to be yours but you turned her away
>tfw thinking about what might have been

Just fucking do it faggot
Not like it matters if you are just gonna kill yourself because you spent three year chiseling your gains only to shit yourself as you are hanging because >tfw no gf

The only thing that makes me feel better is that I've gotten with hotter 18-19yo since.

Meanwhile she just keep getting older

>tfw you workout to the memories of being bullied in middle school

>tfw my ex who broke up with me "to focus on school" got a new boyfriend within a month

>Moved to a studio apartment in a small town to save money.
>Cut out anything that was essential to my life to save money. Ascetic and minimal lifestyle.
>Built a website to generate passive income.
>Got lucky with crypto ICOs, which gave me more runway to get the website going.
>Don't think I'll ever need a real job again.

goddamn it

We all know that feel. We can overcome it together.

>broke up with me "to focus on school"
>got a new boyfriend within a month
well, obviously that was her focus on school

>oneitis has aged horribly

>high-school gf now lives in dubai
>no mention anywhere of what she actually does
Is she one of those girls?

the ones that get shit on for $10,000? probably

>say fuck it and text crush "I want you"
>she replies I want you too
>haven't imagined that this is possible so have no clue what to do next and we haven't spoken since

>get over it
See user, this is the part where most of us fail

"I'll pick you up at 9"

ahahahahahaha

Had a mutual split with my fiancee of a 11 years a little while back. Not so much stuck on her since that relationship was loveless towards the end and it should have been over years ago. My real issue now is I don't know how to talk to women. Yeah sure I can bag Tinder sluts without to much effort but when I meet chicks I want to have something meaningful i'm super timid and just never make a move. Getting real lonely at this point.

>high school gf cheated on me multiple times
>now lives in some shitty state like missouri or something, aged horribly and jerks off horses for a living
>i'm finished with school, Veeky Forums, going into my field with a solid bank account
>still love her and wish I had her
it's a bittersweet feel lads

Only for the first two years, user.

Don't be the forrest gump to her jenny bro

>be friendless khv druggie alcoholic all through middle and high school
>fix my shit up when I go to university
>by some miracle get a gf who was a virgin when we started dating
>a few years into the relationship just keep dreaming about some fucking some degenerate with all the same mental issues that I have

I guess I can see why girls like bad boys now.

I know that feel.

Are you calling me a retard?
>T-thanks
But seriously I will never date her again, however she left a massive hole in my heart and I'm not sure it will ever be filled

Only 3 years till the high school reunion

>have total crush on girl from my workplace
>cute with freckles on nose and glasses, skinny but has some curves, is intelligent
>tfw i know for a fact shes interested but not sure if i should awkwardly ask her out or try and be slow about it
>tfw im probably deluded af and she doesnt need anyone because she probably just wants to focus on studies and find rich chad so she can pursue her own things
life is just series of questions that no one has answers to

poor milky pepe

What's a oneitis

where does this lead?

With god

She tried to get in touch again. Actually not even fat, she just has that hideous fridge body now. I know I'm a broken man but turning her down felt so good.

God never popped my cherry though

Then get a new girl

>had gf at high school
>literally the perfect gf, like her loads
>too shy to meet up with her
>break up with her
>no longer shy but she has had loads of bfs since
>still think about her and what could have been

Oh well lads, I wish her the best in life!

This.

Everyone ITT needs God in order to be loved and know how to love. The primary relationship is one with God.

>the just world fallacy

Aren't you cute. It's fun being 19

am i the only non-cucked oneitis free sperglord on this board? i dont even care about girls anymore. my sexual orientation is porn

Damn...

You can make a decent start on getting huge in 3 years

I used to be the same. Then I went to college and all these beautiful girls man.

>tfw lifting will never fix autism

Haha, what is this from?

I take it this is the unofficial thread about girls on Veeky Forums?

Anyway, there was a real life braphog at my gym today. I literally could not stop staring, it was a meme come to life. She was a paper bagger unfortunately.

i am still waiting for the day this happens on my gym, just boring cardio bunnies and slobs :(

I hear ya buddy. I go to the gym after work so at 7am. There is a few older guys and myself that's it. I had errands to run in the morning so went at 12:30 and that's when I saw the braphog. She was doing squats and I almost had to physically turn my head away so I was just starring at her. She was cute af about 5'2" had her hair up in a poney tail and bright blue eyes.

can't manage to spot many braphogs IRL that aren't just straight up hogs. brightens my day when i do, thanks Veeky Forums for making me into a connoisseur of this level

i feel you bro, i feel you

I hear ya buddy. I go to the gym after work so at 7am. There is a few older guys and myself that's it. I had errands to run in the morning so went at 12:30 and that's when I saw the braphog. She was doing squats and I almost had to physically turn my head away so I was just starring at her. She was cute af about 5'2" had her hair up in a poney tail and bright blue eyes.
Feel the same way I live in kind of a poor city (Hamilton Ontario) so I mostly just see hogs too

Working on it but she has a bf

>thanks to aesthetic and social gains you are now in a league where you could pretty easily bang that highschool oneitis and conquer all those teenage feels one nut at a time
Mixed feel. Too bad my current gf is hotter

3 years is a long time, they probably won't last that.

You've got to make the most of it, get huge, get good at picking up women and become a sexual monster.

>still hang out with my oneitis after high school, usually see her whenever she's back in town visiting her family
>end up confessing to her one night, turns out to go well because she admits she had feelings for me too, would've gone out with me, pretty much settle feelings there and she becomes a bro
>sometime later comes out as a lesbian, happy for her since the two of them get along well
>asks me to come live with her, her girlfriend, and another roommate after I graduate, decide to accept and finally move out of my parents' place
>ending up living with her for two years
>in that time she helps motivate me to get back into lifting, lose a shit ton of weight, start eating better, and stop realizing what I want to do in life
>moves out, fine because my life's stabilized a lot by this point
>she's getting married in two weeks

Every time I think about my old oneitis, I just remember all the good she's done for me. One of the few people I really try to stay in touch with because I really know I wouldn't be here without her. I still text her whenever I hit a new PR, and she gives me enough encouragement/shit talk to keep me motivated. Best part is I've moved on and am the happiest I've been in years.

>confess
>bro
>lesbian
>married

you lost me there lad

don't have oneitis anymore, all women are a waste of time for me now. I have a date for tonight, but I'm gonna call it off, because I physically cannot force myself to listen to inane bullshit all night, pay for the drinks, try to get her to like me, and waste my limited free time for this when I can just fuck a whore.

>healthy mental development
wtf are you doing here?

>low energy loser

youtube.com/watch?v=gF9MUnkIlQc

We're all gonna make it..

I'm not low energy. I work, I study, I lift 6 days a week + cardio. I hang out with people I actually.

I just don't wanna waste time on women anymore. I've never had a oneitis, a date, or a gf that didn't disappoint me in the end.

Interesting Ball

That puppy is so fucking adorable

>Oneitits went from being sexy as fuck with a tight and lithe wankbait body to being a hungry skeleton who looks like she has cancerAids
Fucking hilarious

Thanks dude.

I will try

damnit OP

I still want her.

But not 2017 her but when we were in highschool. If only I could take a time machine back

I still haven't met a girl as attractive and interesting as her. That also likes me.
All that's left now is roasties

>that guy that never really fit in anywhere in high school
>that guy that never experienced young love, being part of a group of close knit friends, going to parties and creating memories
>that guy that is somewhat emotionally stunted now from isolation and finds it hard to make new relationships with people
>that guy that lifts and sees himself as part of a fitness community to give himself some sort of spot in life
>that guy that thought his body was holding him back all along but despite completing several fitness goals, he feels even more alone
>that guy that now just goes through the monotonous motions of life and really has nothing to say because his whole existence is just one bland experience of being there
>that guy that can't imagine going on like this decade after decade and going into the 9 to 5 work grind because everything seems so meaningless and lonely
>that guy that wonders if he will have any of the things his father treasured most in life

Good thing none of us are that guy.

Delete this right fucking now.

Haha yeah what a loser that guy must be haha

Yeah..that guy sounds like such a loser haha

haha i bet he still looks at old photos of her on facebook as pre workout haha what a loser ahaha