No fap

HELP!

I think no fap is turning me gay. For the past couple of days, I have started getting seriously attracted to fembois and twinks. That wouldn't be so bad if it weren't also for the fact that biological girls don't make me hard anymore.

Although I can feel my balls are swollen and heavy, and I feel horny 24/7, thinking of girls or even looking at straight porn doesn't make me hard at all. On the other hand, thinking about twinks gets me instantly hard. I experimented several times today: I can look at /s/ for half an hour without even getting a slight chub but I get instantly hard the second I click on the trap thread on /b/.

Is this just a phase that everyone who does nofap go through? I don't want to be gay for the rest of my life.

Embrace it

You were always a raging homosexual.

If you liked girls (female) all your life and now you're suddenly attracted to boys then you might be bi

I forgot to add:

I can still get hard at girls but I need a process of re-orientation where I edge to straight porn for 1-2 hours, after which I go back to being straight for some time and can get hard when looking at girls (such as looking on tinder).

I was thinking, maybe I could do some meditation to stay straight. Anyone has ever experimented with this?

what if i only like anime traps

human traps are gross

am i still gay

>needs 2 hours of female porn just to reassure being straight.

Youre gay op. Embrace it.

Double gay

>I don't want to be gay
user, I...

Stop watching any kind of porn degeneracy, including animated hentais and shit, and in time you will reset.

Nah m8, I got myself a date on tinder and I intend to have sex. I'm just really afraid that I won;'t be able to get hard because I momentaraly (hopefully) turned gay.

I'll try, but I'm constantly worried that I turned gay so I need to look at traps and normal porn to check every hour or so.

>I'll try, but I'm constantly worried that I turned gay so I need to look at traps and normal porn to check every hour or so.

I don't understand what you wanted to say here. You can't be on nofap and still looking at twinks and femboys.

I'm so horny I need to edge or I go crazy. And I can only think about smashing a cute little femboi's pink asspussy and edging to straight porn is the only way I found to chase those thoughts away.

I'll try nofap + noporn, but I am afraid if I go further, I'll only get more attracted to twinks and reach a point of no return.

The only way to cure it is to become a fem trap yourself. Then you'll lust for thick manly juicy cocks instead of fem benis.

Sounds more like porn addiction to me desu senpai.

Get a hobby/job and try to stay away from the internet for some time.

That's not nofap, that's desensitization. You binged on 'normal' sexuality (whether it be from porn or just mentally obsessing on womens meat) for too long, now it's not enough to give you that same sense of novelty. You're mentally /fat/, you overindulged and now you're degenerately seeking new pleasures because it's never enough to fill the void inside you.

Maybe you escaped your cycles of depravity. Most straight porn is full of hags and unpleasant women anyway, and is basically cuckold conditioning, it's natural to be disgusted by. Check out some gravure idols on /jp/ or something, they're generally more tasteful.

But if you're self-inserting into traps, it's game over for you.

I have the same thing with nofap, it turns me in a gay.
It's the same for me with smoking weed, when I smoke with my friends I sometimes get these gay thoughts. Really disturbing

You think if I noporn for a long period of time, I'll turn back to being straight? How do I mental /fat/ to Veeky Forums?

W-What's the source

Chimzuriina

Thanks nohomo

>I'm just really afraid that I won;'t be able to get hard because I momentaraly (hopefully) turned gay.
If you can't get hard it's because you're addicted to pornography
It takes months for your brain to get back to normal