Friday Night Veeky Forums Feels

Perhaps you're right. I'm gonna smoke my feels away.

The loneliness is starting to get worse

>Be me
>Age 31
>Successful as fuck
>Don't know how I ever made it
>Currently alone
>Live half way across the country
>Don't talk to anyone
>Can't even workout..
>I need to take frequent vacations..

>Live half way across the country
Half way from where? Her?

>being that far back
why even fucking go

sounds like the drea-
>cant work out
what?

Hit two new pr's on squat and ohp. Got out of work early. Bout to take a shower and relax for a bit.

As for this weekend, probably just work on stuff that needs to be done and work on my game I'm designing.

Alcohol lowers T. Repent.

this desu

Away from anyone I have ever known...

Moved for work, my business took off

Still alone/single. Not really comfortable with coworkers either

I'm lazy, I used to lift but not so much anymore.. Go to the gym every 3-4 months

I already know my depression can be fixed if I work on myself and go to the gym but I can't seem to bring myself to go outside

I'm always alone

It was ok. Didn't get much sleep so my OHP and bicep curls stalled pretty badly. Rows and Squats were good tho.
Might go swimming with a buddy.
>Feels
Feeling sad about Rich. Rest in peace glorious lion.

forget about her

Fuck going out. Build your own gym at home. Buy used weights and paint em if you're broke.

>body dysmorphia

what is this? I might have it

>if you're broke.
>>Successful as fuck

>my depression can be fixed if I work on myself and go gym

H-hah jokes on you, getting Veeky Forums is what gave me depression to begin with

Buy new weights then? This shit isn't hard to figure out. Either way, lifting makes you feel better, so it's good to have access to weights at home.

its not as if you have arm cancer
probably a cyst of some kind

RIP Rich

The fact I never crossed her mind gives me all the rage I need to workout.

Trying not to die in a hurricane, probably can't work out this weekend possibly even next week, probably eating shitty canned food because power will go out.

Constant feeling of not being good enough or making it when it comes to liftan. Especially when you receive compliments on being fit but resort to thinking they're taking the piss rather than being genuine

How bad is it that I'm 23 and I identify with lyrics from edgy bands for teens?

One user here said it best, quite some time ago...
"Once you start lifting, you will always be too small."

breeti gud chest and shoulder session today, X dropped a new album which is relatable since /depressed/ mode lately. Idk if I'm going to kill myself just yet bros

>gf told me her mom injured herself today doing crossfit, and an xray is required

who could have possibly seen that coming

Didnt sleep enough last night because of school plus work felt like shit the whole day ate a shit lunch fucked up my macros and pretty much screwed upbeatong the rest of the day.

Today has sucked.

Gonna go home, have a cocktail and pick it up again tomorrow morning.

I feel like I really should have managed my time and effort better this week. I need the evening to myself to put the pieces together and make a plan that's gonna prevent this bullshit from happening again.

Cheers bros.

Could be worse, I'm 38 and I just started listening to Birthday Massacre. All of us here are gonna hit the mid life crisis at some point, you're just an early bloomer.

They ruled out a cyst. It's close enough to the lymph node in the elbow that they think it maybe cancerous. Biopsy will show for sure.

>2nd year of Community College
>Still no idea what I want to do
>Will be a full time member of the Armed Forces by next year (Non-combative role)
>Thinking of just being in the Armed Forces for life since the pay and benefits are alright
>Managed to run 3 miles in 24 minutes today

I just want to become fully content in life. That's what "making it" is all about

>tfw about to turn 21 and never had a gf, never held a girls hand, and never had a kiss
I know that feel breh, sometimes it feels like my life is on pause and I never advanced beyond highschool/ teenage accomplishments.

I think you're referring to this meme
>inb4 reddit tier meme

Workout was good, it's the only real distraction I have from how shit school has become.

Going back to university on Monday for my last full semester before (hopefully) solidifying job plans. Then I can finally fuck off with 1 night class left.
I'm just fucking done.
I have to sit here and watch students from a major I partially work with get scammed.
Have to deal with more shitheads who hate working on their own assignments.
God damn.

I was told there were 3 positions available, probably soon to be 5 since some guys may be let go. If I don't get hired, I don't really know what I'm going to do for my last semester.

I'm probably going to go to bed around 7am, play Civ 5 all night. Then wake up and go eat my birthday dinner although my birthday ain't till Tuesday. Turning 19. I have dad bod. I'm 230lbs at 6'1. Really need to get on a consistent schedule.

I think if I could somehow get myself to go to bed around 2am every night that would put me on a great schedule.

Hoping to get a call back from the shipping warehouse I applied to. My interview was alright but I don't have any prior experience. Hopefully they'll hire me.

Sitting at home, still regretting not rushing a fraternity several years ago. I could have made so many friends, so many memories, but instead I wasted years of my life playing fucking video games. I have no real way to make friends that I actually enjoy being around because all of those types of guys are in fraternities. Just waiting to get out of college so I can start over again at this point. I know a lot of people on this board have it a hell of a lot worse than me, and I feel for you as well. Any older guys have any tips for having a good social life after college? I'm going to need them.

I'm probably not much older than you, but if you have social events at work - go to them. Even if you're just meeting for a casual lunch in the break room, do it. I'm just as mad that I didn't get into any social networks up until recently. You may find out a lot of people at work have similar interests, or came from similar situations. In my case, almost everyone had the same shitty university experience, which ended up helping a few of us be more social around each other once we found out we weren't alone.

Hobbies help as well. Go to events related to things you like, see if people from work want to go.

>be me 27 years old.
>6'0 280 pounds.
>Fat shit and feel bad about it.
>Gf and me feel like doing something about it.
>Look around 75 lbs in 8 or so months.
>Feel great looking better. Not fit by any means but happy.
>Move in with gf in March.
>Stop gym stop macro counting.
>I've gained back 20 pounds.
>I feel like shit and look like shit again.

I know what to fucking do I just stopped. I hate myself and they were right because I didn't make it. But I fucking tried.

>I just want to become fully content in life

you never ever want to be content, in fact i hope you are never fucking content with anything in your life. i want you to keep fucking striving for anything and everything that's better. Don't be content

>home from uni
>don't leave the house except to gym
>didn't even realise it was friday until i noticed my brother was out later than normal
>not back at uni for a month

I'm almost a normie in uni, but it's a world away from here since i live across the country.
Here I have no friends.

>one week nofap
>friday
>finally going to break it and enjoy complete cycle hormonal gains
>couldn't use imagination
>end on porn
>now I'm feeling guilty and dicklet

I'm definitly addicted

Fucking brains manipulating me everytiem

>"you deserve it user"
>"it's just for today"
>"there is no problem if it's amateur, right?"
>"you can have a chick in your bed whenever you want, just have to try harder"
>"you are in complete control of situation, there is nothing to fear"

>think i'm finally realizing things between the me and the girl I love aren't going to work out
>school starts soon at new Uni
>really nervous

at least I had a decent pull day today

Haven't been on in forever. Came back after hearing the news about Rich dying. Used to watch his videos all of the time back when I was lifting. Then drugs and depression happened.
>Birthday Massacre
kek funny you should mention that. "Video Kid" is my favorite song of theirs and was on an old workout playlist I made.

Cute blonde matched with me on Tinder. Might be going out for drinks tonight.

Wish me luck brehs

I don't know what to do lads, found out my girlfriend of 5 years cheeted on her last partner, i was always upfront with everything in my life and told her shit that hurt me bad, and the whole time she was keeping it a secret from me.
I have no idea what to do next, I live in her apartment, I work as a part time labouror and she works full time assistant manager so she makes all the money we servive on.

For first time in years, I have a somewhat decent feel to report on these threads.

I saved up a mountain of cash and quit my corrupt job a few weeks ago. I'm still looking for the right job so I can contribute to society but man does it feel good to be on the right track. My lifts are stalled and shitty, my 5k time is mediocre but man does it feel good to be making some personal growth gains for once in my life. It's like a weight off my chest.

Why do have to be on ritalin?

If it were me I would definitely feel betrayed, my trust for her would be damaged severely, both because of her prior cheating and because of her keeping it from me.

The way I see it is she lied because she felt it was necessary to maintain the relationship, and upon finding that out I wouldn't put it past her doing it again, potentially under more serious circumstances.

It wouldn't be enough for me to end the relationship outright, but it definitely would have done damage to it.

Maybe talk to her about it, maybe it can be resolved.

I have severe trust issues so these things hit me hard.

My bench is at 185x7, wish I was bench 215.

need a fucking job and to get out of my parents house. just graduated college with a meme degree and been getting btfo by employers lately

have not nutted with a women in several months but i know there are wizards here who haven't touched one in nearly 30 years so things aren't so bad realistically

everyone is mirin the fuck out of my gains tho

ive talked to her about it as she was the one who told me. like you said i just feel betrayed. I told her i dont know what to do and she said she understands and i can do whatever feels right for me, but i dont know what i want. she was the girl i lost my viginity to at 16 years old, i turned her straight, tought her how to save money and exersize/diet even though she has 3 years on me. its been about 2 weeks now since she told me and this is the first time ive mentioned it to anyone as it just keeps on popping up in my head, at first it was every couple of hours, now its every couple of days.

I'm expecting a significant drop off after I get this thing out of my arm and have to heal up.
Surpass me brother

>tfw soccer referee
>don't even really like soccer, just referee so i have something to do on weekends because i'm a friendless permavirgin autistic shut in and it gets me sunlight, exercise, talk to people, etc

>sign up for a tournament this weekend
>suddenly temperature is jumping 10 degrees from low-mid 80s to mid-high 90s for the weekend with excessive heat advisories

>might die of heatstroke and miss the mayweather.mcgregor shitfest

Same guy,
My first piece of advice is not to take advice from Veeky Forums

My second is that it doesn't sound like she's that committed to the relationship.
"I can do whatever feels right for me" = "leave me if you want to, I wont stop you"?
In my mind a significant other would try harder to keep it going despite having done something wrong.

idk man, talk to a m8 irl about it, don't let Veeky Forums determine huge life decisions for you.

Cutting weight so no alcohol. Use to drink at minimum every weekend. But I'm gonna cardio tomarrow and Sunday and by Monday I'll finally be under 300 for the first time in years.

i just want to stay in and go to bed. my job is making me so depressed. I started lifting again to help me have something to build toward and get an endorphin boost but i don't know if it's working anymore. gf wants to always do stuff and i should be excited and happy to do new things and new people but i just want to stay home, i'm just so tired..

Fucked this twink today. It was my first sexual experience with a guy and I got mixed feels right now. I was a top but it felt so weird fucking him. I'm so used to girls that anal sex is alien to me. I fucked raw so I hope I didn't catch anything.

>How was your workout today?

Took today off.

>Got any plans for the weekend?

I'm doing a mother fucking 8 hour arm workout.

>Got any feels to get off your chest?

I was fasting for religious purposes, did 17 days, lost most of my gains and became skinnyfat, now I have to cut and be weak at the same time, makes me feel real bad. Also my hairline got wrecked while fasting too.

>5th day of a water fast nearly complete.
>very productive all week at work despite
>achieved all my lifts despite no fuel
>declined invite to party tonight cuz fasting.
>binge watching parks and rec atm
>payday next week

Congrats bud.

My dad worked fast food for 20 years and hated it.

The day he quit was the happiest day if his life. He already had a new job lined up so it was all good.

>no friends in hometown
>love the city but it doesnt mean much when you cant enjoy it with people
>only really go visit to make my mom happy

Bone broth and biotin help with the hair thing.

You dumbass. If you're not gonna wear a rubber then get PREP from a doctor it's an anti-HIV drug that basically makes you immune to it. It's a lot rarer for a top to contract it but why fuck around? That twink probably gets run through DAILY by dirtier dicks than yours.

yeah i get you, Veeky Forums is not the best place for it but ive been here so long and know some of you can help, also its as close to user as i can get while still getting a responce.

and yeah she did try harder, but when all the tears were finished thats what it boiled down to.

im thinking wait till the end of the year before i decide what i want to do, if its still in my head by then i think its time for me to move back in with my perants, if not i should be ok but i dont know how long for.

>My dad worked fast food for 20 years

Whew, I can't imagine. Glad he got out of there. My bro was in a similar situation, worked in food service until his early 30s, finally he just got done with his HVAC training and got a job where his employees weren't threatening him constantly.

>tfw an only child with two old, shut in parents who hate people
>everyone says only children grow up to be social retards
>im a 25 year old permavirgin who hasnt had friends in over 10 years, through all major schooling
>everyone annoys me and pisses me off
>people say that "it explains everything about me" when i say im an only child

suicide when guys?

Thanks user

Good news bros, I think i'm making it!

Just graduated college this year.
Was socially awkward for the most part throughout HS. Lifted in college and focused on getting a good career.

Just got a full time offer doing what I want, which is IT consulting during my senior year. Starting next month.

Also met my old oneitis from HS. She was shocked to see me. She is treating me alot better now and managed to find my contact info.

I think I hold my frame pretty well, she treats me like a king on our dates. Going on our sixth date today with her kid, not sure how I feel about that but he seemed pretty chill when I met with him.

I still feel like i'm not worth her time, but i'm trying to improve my self worth everyday.

My workout was good. I think the doctors had stuck a bad vein when I donated blood and I felt sick after I got done.

Got no plans besides streaming the fight, working out, and studying. Going to do some work to look into some volunteering or internship stuff. I'd like to run for political office though my major is different. I figure to see if I could look at whatever primaries are going on around town and go there.

I have a sort of feel to get of my chest. I went to this nice potluck at my Uni's organic garden. I talked with some people, danced, ate some food, and so on. I had fun. But do you ever worry you come off as sort of creepy? I'm worried about things I said coming off to someone or multiple people as a "Wow what a fucking weirdo." Like I want to be friendly with people and such but I'm worried that I'm going to fuck it up and now when I see them later, they are going to give me wierd looks. I know it's an impostor syndrome type thing but how do I deal with it?

>Also tfw no gf

you don't want to end up saying "My wifes son" do you?

>cutting for summer so only lifting weights 4x/week
>spend about 3 hours on those days between travel time and gym
>weekends are 48 hours of nothing and a 2000 calorie deficit
>I am terribly, miserable alone and just want a bf/gf to share meaningful experiences with
at least I'll be able to bulk again in like 3 months and workout 7x/week

don't be a cuck pls user

Just out of curiosity, whats the "normal" age for loosing your v-card?

good

now that bitch will get fat and abused and regret ever dumping you.

you've won, user. Go celebrate.

>Living in home town for university
>Took a 3-4 years off after high school to travel and work overseas
>Now just slightly too old to really fit in with the other students
>Still got 2 years left in my studies
>All of my high school friends have already graduated and have moved to find work, the last left after graduating in June.
>Mother moved city a while ago so did my sister, Dad and little brothers are moving soon for work.
>Next 2 years I am going to be completely alone in this city.

>feels
I got a few compliments this week because of successful weight loss (30 lbs). Things like, "You're melting away" and "You look a lot better" which is pretty motivating.

Lifts went well, got 150 5x5 on Bench, and 115 5x5 on OHP... and I touched an ab wheel for the first time in years. I'm just about crippled from it... but then I ordered one online so I can do more at home.

Nothing in the way of grills, just fixing myself.

between 16 and 22 i would say with the best time being around 18-19.

I lost mine at 16 and looking back it felt too young, i didnt know what was happening, lucky i was pissed so i lasted around 45mins-1hr.

feeling down because I currently ended a fling that was going to be a nice relationship. It is the obvious move, and it wasn't gonna work because it is her first year in college and my second one and we go to different schools. I just can't help but feel bummed out. Sorry to seem like a puss Veeky Forums bros. I tend to get infatuated with my romantic relationships and get really down when we break up. I've been getting better, lost weight and worked out, and i will not let this get in the way of that, but i can't get rid of that awful feeling in your chest and back of your neck and mind that hurts a little. Fuck my shit up senpai, let me have it and help me overcome my bullshit tendency to get attached easily.

>the bad
>just started getting Veeky Forums, not sure if I'm making progress
>incredibly fast metabolism, even for a skelly, and can't keep up with the amount of food i need to eat
>trying to get over a breakup
>can't make it to my friends' house two hours north for the fight tomorrow because I had to fix my truck

>the good
>sex life is actually pretty good despite that
>truck is now fixed and runs like a champ
>do notice myself getting stronger, despite not seeing any gains yet

Had a great workout and Run while listening to this: youtube.com/watch?v=Pi2UPFqeNGk
Obligatory >tfw no gf

>How was your workout today?
Pretty good, hit a deadlift PR, so I feel great. Also, saw this girl in line who I think may have been mirin, but I may also just be autistic.
>Got any plans for the weekend?
Gonna stream the fight and watch it with my brother.
>Got any feels to get off your chest?
I'm kind of down over Piana. I feel sad. He seemed like such a friendly guy.

>>Got any feels to get off your chest?
>I'm kind of down over Piana. I feel sad. He seemed like such a friendly guy.

Same here

I had a great arm workout today in honor of Piano man passing away.

I also finally hit 115 for 5 reps on OHP because I thought of Rich saying "C'MON LET'S GET BIG!" in my head.

16-20something
Depends, I was lucky enough to get a girlfriend of two years in high school. It helps cause now I'm more mature because of the experience.
Dw fella you'll find someone someday

The news about Rich today was terrible. First time I've drank in months.

>Got any feels to get off your chest?

I want friends

If you're trying to quit, don't revert brah. Rich would want you to make it.

I'm not like devastated or anything but this was the first time I felt sadness over the death of someone I don't know. There's so many bodybuilders out there who come and go but man, Rich was such a character.

At least we still have Scoobert (literally knocks on wood).

We are in the same situation word for word. Luckily for me School begins next week.

...

/thread

This shit is starting to bother me, I truly enjoyed watching his life through youtube

08/25/17 Never forget

Your first problem was breaking the cycle, hormonal gains or not nofap is a matter of mind power. If you can over come sexual urges which can be the strongest of them all, then you can over come anything in life.

You've got this man, we're all behind you.

S-She broke up with me boys. Said the timing wasn't right. 2 years of my life. I thought she was the one for me...