Friday night feel thread

At least your getting laid user. I couldn't get laid if pussy fell on my dick. STEM fucking sucks in higher level classes because theres only a few girls, all either ugly or ridiculously attractive. and the ridiculously attractive ones are all super accomplished. Shit one girl in my class has even published as a fucking undergrad.

>reddit

what do y'all think of this PPL? thinking of starting it after a week of SS bullshit

>>my 4th can of Brooklyn Lager
>>a lb. of ground beef and a pack of spinach in a box of annie's mac n' cheese
>>no vidya for me
>>Alan "Tren Untamed" Thrall videos
>>Today was Squat day
>>bretty good, just moved cross country and my apt. is starting to feel lived in

>Look ma I did it again

dude I'm a retard and didn't even link..

>tfw you're never gonna make it

reddit.com/r/Fitness/comments/37ylk5/a_linear_progression_based_ppl_program_for/

>met cutie a few months ago
>agree on fwb situation
>spend 2 months at her house sleeping over
>she calls me daily texts me always happy to see me
>last week her roommates brother came into town
>haven't been over to her place in a year
>pretty sure they have Fucked despite her saying she wouldn't cause he's considerably younger than her and it's her roommates brother
>Nigga sleeping over there
>she said he went in her room one night when she was sleeping and tried to cuddle her
Sure they Fucked
>get the news yesterday that she thinks she might be pregnant
It be a miracle cause she has a medical condition where she can't have babies unless she takes medicine for it and even then it's unlikely.. she's tried with her exes and it never happened. She hasn't taken the Meds in over 3 months
>she was supposed to get a test after work but didn't pick one up
>I'm royalty pissed off
>realize now if She is pregnant I done fucked up
>realzie despite her being a awesome girl and smokin hot that perhaps i don't want a kid with her under these circumstances
>if we were in a relationship it be different story
She currently wants to be single dispite her saying she loves me and wants to be with me and me staying over for 2 months straight
>stressing the fuck out over it all
Realized I caught feels for her

Summer is ending fuccboi

do SS for more than a week, ya fuckin' dingbat

>vodka
>nothing, it's drunk time
>nothing, it's sad time
>maybe some sad anime
>beat my bench pr so I earned this
>no gf

>Walking up the stairs of my uni today with my friend
>A bunch of girls are hanging out on the stairway
>One of them says "you look hot"
>My friend says thanks
>She tells him that she was actually talking about me
>She smiles

I had no idea what to think of that since I was never was complemented by a girl like that.

the ppl looks fun (in gym every day except sunday) and it says that it's for beginners. also I always hear on here that SS is shit and gives you T-Rex arms

Some heavy feels anons. I met a girl during a summer internship and we rly hit it off. Developed strong feelings for her and told her. She said she had thought about us being more than friends too but wanted to take things slow especially with me only being there for the summer. So she said she wanted to keep talking after I moved back. But she became increasingly distant and I was having to do all the initiating.

She seems like she's not interested anymore so I'm trying to move on. But it's rly hard because this is the first girl that I felt had potential to develop into something serious. I know it'll get better eventually but right now I'm pretty down about it. I'm a real mess right now and having trouble holding it together.

Thanks for reading my blog post. I love you anons and hope things are going better for you.

Keep strong user, we will all make it.

meh, I suppose the best program is the one you'll actually do

dude I think I just heard cockroaches in my wall hope they dont butt rape me with their big cocks

>captain and pineapple
>skyrim dlc
>maybe smallville
>hit back today felt gud
>feelin alright have work tomorrow because wage fag
Thinkin about downloading tinder again because tfw no gf but thinking about moving in three months because I'm a hermit

>DRINKAN
water, but probably gonna get some beer later
>EATAN
diced chicken and mixed greens
>PLAYAN
Ill probably play mgs V or fifa later tonight
>WATCHAN
might watch some cfb later, definitely will tomorrow
>LIFTAN
did M T TR F done for the week
>FEELAN
feels have been pretty good as of late. Been spending a lot of time by myself, but I can get a lot of stuff done and that's how i like it. Loneliness can creep in sometimes tho

I just have no idea about how many calories to eat :) Would you say that eating at maintenance will generally not fuck me up? Also if heard that you should get like, 150 grams of protein minimum a day and I've only had 28 so far im kinda fyucked

DRINKAN
>10 year Laphroaig

EATAN
>6 inch tuna sub from subway

PLAYAN
> bout to hit up some starcraft 2 (toss masterrace reporting in)

WATCHAN
>my MMR climb and me ranking up to Plat

LIFTAN
>eh, getting back into it after healing an injured hip flexor. not at 100% but able to wide stance low bar again without feeling pain at parrallel

FEELAN
>excited to rank up

Also looking into studying in Germany for bachelor's. was shared info that you can study there for free, so looking into that later on

she was mirin breh. keep it up!

>Drinking seltzer water
>Playing Age of Empires 2
>Will get BBQ with qt nurse gf when she gets off in two hours
>Life is good bro's

>DRINKAN
water
>EATAN
2 eggs, salmon and a slice of bread
>PLAYAN
fucking hell i'm out of shit to play
>WATCHAN
nothing to watch right now so probably just youtube videos
>LIFTAN
shoulders and back day tomorrow
>FEELAN
really fucking hyped for HEMA starting again

Fucked up my whey, accidentally put "tropical" flavored BCAA in it, it tastes like shit, can barely get it down.
Chicken, rice, broccoli as usual.
Just finished placements in Overwatch into Masters.
Started watching GoT due to all the hype.
Week 3 of another round of 5/3/1 BBB, gains are slow but steady.
Trying to find a job cause dropped out of college, feelsbadman

man I miss bbb, solid consistent gains, but I was just fried all the time, especially after 5x10 deads, not to mention if jokers were involved

switched to simplest strength to try to streamline things and hit multiple groups several times a week

I was STEM too man, Computer Science at Carnegie Mellon. Literally 80-20 ratio, but I never saw a girl in the last 2 years of college. I didn't lose my virginity until 22. My current "fwb" likely only started fucking me because of my ridiculously overpaid job. Only decided to get Veeky Forums because I thought if I went to he gym and fixed my body the feelings of self loathing would go away.

I hope you will make it someday, I'm still trying.

birthday today and have to forego special meal because on cut and have to lose weight for meeting this wednesday.
dinner consists of a candle stuck into chicken breast.

ALL I MATCH WITH IS FUCKING FAT CHICKS ON BUMBLE AND TINDER AND I STICK WITH IT BECAUSE MY THIRST IS REACHING FUCKING DESPERATE LEVELS AND I FUCKING HATE MYSELF FOR IT

>be overweight recovering alcoholic
>haven't had a drink in 3 weeks
>see all my Veeky Forumsbros drinking vodka and beer
>feelsbadman

you're better off user

happy b day bro

you don't need it bro you're gonna make it

thanks user

>DRINKAN
Water
>EATAN
Pizza and benadryl
>PLAYAN
With myself, or i was
>WATCHAN
Nothin
>LIFTAN
Hit chest and tris today, got a good pump
>FEELAN
Low. I've had really mixed feelings about my casual sex life. None of these girls give a shit about me except what I can do in bed. My ex called, this girl who loved me so much. We havnt talked since I moved away. She was doing the basic "hey just checking in, let's be friends, oh my life is so great" kind of conversation. She hit me with the "you told me not to wait for You" and "im sure you'll make someone really happy".
Meanwhile I'm alone in a strange city with nothing but a few fuck buddies.
I have to get up at 3am to make a 10 hour drive to see my newborn niece and my family. I have to pretend my life is great an fulfilling.

>secrets
I don't recommend the way I did it. I went out and wasted a year living the normie life before realizing it sucked cocks and I was much happier at home

if you have significant athletic experience, run SS until your squats stall, deload once, then immediately switch to linear PPL (or an U/L). If you don't, just do the PPL.

>Redd's Wicked
>Chili
>PUBG
>RE: Zero
>Feels good

You dont need this poison senpai, it's for sad bois like me

>wine
>mango curry
>probably nothing, just jewtube vids
>Front squats today, nothing tomorrow :( Injury sucks. Going again sunday and progressing linearly, hopefully.
>Feeling good because I get to hang out with a girl tomorrow, and we get to walka dog. Bad because uncertainty exists, with her, my future, my health.

The unfortunate truth is that we might have been told lies as children. That we were special, unique, and we were all gonna make it big or be happy one day. The harsh truth, is that we might not be the protagonists of our own story - we might be the side character, the one scene guy. I hope not, but that's what I feel more and more everyday. What's more, is that as we grow older, we start to lose things. People. relationships, abilities. Whem you keep losing, what keeps you going?

Oh I mentioned the benadryl because I need to knock out in 30 minutes so I'm rested for my drive.

>>DRINKAN
water
>>EATAN
only had lunch, no dinner
>>PLAYAN
haven't played for 4 years
>>WATCHAN
How I Met Your Mother, also watching Anna Karenina
>>LIFTAN
haven't lifted for like 3 weeks, probably averaged 2 sessions a month this year
>>FEELAN
sad for the last 5 years and very sad for the last two

Say thanks, at a bare minimum, you autist.

Maybe ask for phone number to follow up conversation. Make the request quick, then go off with your friend. Don't talk about it with your friend much, tho. He probably felt bad afterwards

>no dinner
>no vidya
>watching garbage normie shows
>hasn't lifted
No wonder you feel like shit

ayo hol up was this girl Canadian?

>DRINKAN
Premier protein shake and some water
>EATAN
Steak and french fries
>PLAYAN
I'm playing myself into thinking this school year will be any better than the last.
>WATCHAN
ASMR videos made by attractive 20yo girls to make me feel less lonely
>LIFTAN
Just hit 315lbs x 5 on diddlies
>FEELAN
Lonely... tfw no gf

Engineering master's student here. 70:30 M:D at my school.

Just gotta get involved with clubs outside your major. Every girlfriend or fwb I've had I met in band. Been playing trombone since middle school, and done 1 credit hour per semester of concert band. Tons of pretty, proper girls, and hot alt chicks.

>fuccboi

You need to go back

If it's not pelagea ASMR you're a fucking pleb

>DRINKAN
Skol vodka
>EATAN
Peanuts
>PLAYAN
Rimworld
>WATCHAN
Rick and Morty
>LIFTAN
Training for police academy, lots of running and body weight workouts
>FEELAN
Near mental break from inactivity and loneliness
>REEDIN
Crime and punishment

I feel like everything's without purpose bros.
I just can't motivation or incentive in anything.

I can't decide on what job I want cause I don't see any fun or enjoyment out of anything.

Money doesn't feel like an incentive for me. I want to enjoy my life, it feels so finite and pointless that I couldn't care less about pay.

I want to do something with my life but I cant find purpose.

Fuck outta there quick

Get over the oneitis

What do you enjoy doing. It can be an idea, it can be a hobby, it can be work, it can be a concept. What do you like user

>drinkan

Glenlivet 12 y.o

>Eatan

Nothing, just got done with a calzone.

>Playan

Rising Storm 2

>Watchan

nothin

>Liftan

nothin

>Feelan

Feeling good lads. Tonight while all my friends are out partying getting drunk throwing themselves into the trash I am preparing to embark on a renewed effort to get gains. Tomorrow marks the first day in a year that I have begun to lift seriously. From here on out it will be clean eating and cutting for 2 weeks then back to a bulk.

>Not watching ASMRDarling in 2017
>Not watching Ashley Marie ASMR in 2017
Come on user, it's like you don't even like attractive girls

>DRINKAN
Water.
>EATAN
Had pasta and chicken with mixed greens.
>PLAYAN
Played some Mount and Blade: Warband. Getting hyped for Bannerlord.
>WATCHAN
Twitch Streams for a lil bit.
>LIFTAN
Finished my M/W/F Full body today.
>FEELAN
Not too great, need some help lifting my feels.

I wish to do bomb disposal and I have decided after venting that is what I will do.

Thanks for the help user

If you want attractive girls watch ASMR KittyKlaw
If you want to relax and escape your feels Bob Ross is the only man who can help you.

Help anons. I really want to call up my ex and ask her out for a drink. I think she'd probably say yes, but it wouldn't be good. But god damnit I am so fucking lonely. I can't tell if I miss her or just the feeling of being loved.

>whole milk (no i don't do gomad but whole milk in reasonable qualities is good shit)
>burger
>stellaris
>sw:tcw
>yesterday was squat volume day
>i'm excited. i just met this girl who's super into death metal and we're going to a show tonight together and everything is looking up for me right now.

>DRINKAN
water
>EATAN
biscuits, apple, banana
>PLAYAN
nothing i dont have the drive to play games atm
>WATCHAN
re watched a couple episodes of daredevil to waste some time
>LIFTAN
nothing today to busy/ now comfortable with my body so i have become slightly complacent
>FEELAN
spikes of anxiety every time i remember that i have to much work to do and not enough time and the only person i have to blame is myself and i spent another day doing fuck all to help my situation and i dont see myself getting out of this but something in me is ok with letting myself fail, again. only this time i reckon i wont make a full recovery, so yeah things are pretty normal, feels nice to vent cause i keep to myself

Forget about her user, there's always more fish in the sea... right?

>Tfw the actual reason you watch ASMRDarling is because she reminds you of that one girl...

ASMR darling is a bit of an uggo user

>DRINKAN
Sam Adams Octoberfest
>EATAN
nothing
>PLAYAN
Probably some Yugioh legacy of the duelist, been on a nostalgia kick
>WATCHAN
Maybe crazy stupid love
>LIFTAN
Core and cardio today, felt great
>FEELAN
Like shit, can't talk to women and people are noticing.

>DRINKAN
straight water.

>EATAN
delicious homemade tacos.

>PLAYAN
about to start a new game in baldur's gate 2. still haven't decided the class for my protagonist, however.

>WATCHAN
overwatch stream because i'm weeks away from getting a laptop that can handle overwatch. yep.

>LIFTAN
just got done running for an hour. tomorrow is heavy weight lifting.

>FEELAN
absolutely miserable.

That's what I tell myself as I sit alone on a friday night.

>drinkan
water
>eatan
just had a keto snack. cheese, nuts, vegetables
>watchan
youtube philosophy audiobooks
>liftan
gym day tomorrow but today i did some light low impact cardio. my right lateral meniscus is having some issues. i want to fucking RUN dammit. fighting the urge.
>feelan
gf is going through episodes of anxiety and depression because of the upcoming semester. it almost got to the breaking point yesterday. dunno how much more I can handle but I'm gonna give it about a week and see where we're at before I decide. i've been getting up at 6am and studying for 3 hours each morning before doing anything else and she has been having turbulent days, but at least my mind is occupied.

>24
>emaciated fucking twig
>sit down at this hydraulic bench press machine for the first time
>struggle through 55 pounds
>sit down at hydraulic back row machine
>struggle through 60 pounds
>sit on leg press machine for the first time ever
>can only do 250 pounds

Guys please kill me

TAKE IT BACK
She helps my feels T_T

>DRINKAN
Proton shake
>EATAN
General tsos
>PLAYAN
The "don't kill yourself" game
>WATCHAN
Just browsing Veeky Forums bruv
>LIFTAN
Did day 2 bench in nsuns 5/3/1. Felt great, when though I was hungry and tired as fuck.
>FEELAN
Not so good. I fell for the med school meme and now I'm a resident physician. Inpatient service sucks cock. I'm about to crash so I can get up and cover an entire floor of sick kids tomorrow with my senior resident. It's stressful and bad for gains. Work 70-80 hours per week and they expect us to do other shit like simulation modules on our own time. It's not as awful as it was bank in the day before duty hour restrictions, but it still sucks.

Don't fall for the doctor meme, premeds. Just become an engineer or physical therapist or some shit.

Go watch her makeup tutorial videos and tell me that thing isn't a goblin

>you need to go back
you really need to go back

...

>got back from the gym and haven't showered yet
>brother in law invited me to a poker game, but I'm not that good at it and frankly, I hate gambling and losing money
>will probably just stare into the ceiling for a couple of hours before falling asleep

Yay, Friday.

>DRINKAN
Water
>EATAN
Chicken & Basmati rice w/broccoli.
>PLAYAN
Nothing,
>WATCHAN
Old episodes of American Dad.
>LIFTAN
Starting a new 4-day split with Pecs&Triceps day, think I went a little too hard on cable fly.
>FEELAN
A dull ache in my right triceps.

>drinkan
water, I have to lift tomorrow or I'd be kicking a few back
>eatan
Had a small bit of cottage cheese. Hard to count macros rn because there's no scale in my college's cafeteria
>Just Cause 3 and billiards
>Watchan
Nothing atm
>Feelan
nervous about the start of my senior year and about my gains now that I'm at college

She's pretty attractive user-kun; high cheekbones, thick wavy hair, small nose, pretty eyes. She fuels my gains.

>see qt
>friend calls me just as I get up to talk to her
>now have to wait 4 more days to try again

Kill your friend.

Fucked up yesterday and /vidya/ before /school/. I won't do it again. I need all As this year.

>Goodnightmoon ASMR isn't the most attractive ASMR creator
Fagit

>More water than a regular human needs, most people my size would be drowning already
>Nothing much, but managed to rely just on 3 meals a day without a single snack inbetween (not fat at all, just have a bad snacking habit)
>Crosswords, believe it or not
>Bladerunner, Spartacus
>DYEL Bodyweight calisthenicsfag (67 kilos/148lbs/180cm/6'0) been skinnyfat most of my life but having some decent results these last 3 months, also joining a local Muay Thai gym on monday
>Waiting for a qt longtime crush to react to a photo I posted of me she said looked "real nice", but she's having a real busy week at work so I have no clue when she'll be back in social media; kinda sucks I can only talk to her late at night since that's the only free time she has, conversations haven't been that interesting these last few days since she's tired as fuck and I'm fucking up my sleep schedule, but hopefully it pays off.

asd

>DRINKAN
Water, already got a bit drunk last night on a rest day.
>EATAN
Won't be eating for awhile, but I'll probably cook up some eggs.
>PLAYAN
Don't know what I want to play right now, might just play on some WoW private with my bros, or probably whatever Steam game looks decent
>WATCHAN
Cardcaptor Sakura before, currently watching a twitch stream
>LIFTAN
Gonna be working mostly chest today
>FEELAN
Alright. Been chatting with one chick recently, which is a bit of an ego boost since she seems interested.

>new job, have to wake up for work tomorrow at 5:30
>normie neighbors are having a party

Fuck these hours. I'm quitting.

>DRINKAN
Water
>EATAN
Just ate some protein bars
>PLAYAN
Nothing now, although I might play EU4 in a few minutes
>WATCHAN
College football - Utah St vs. wisconsin
>LIFTAN
Off Day

>FEELAN

I feel numb. Finally let go of my one-itis of 4 years. Never loved someone so much, but holding on is too hurtful when you know it will never be. Funny thing is I don't even hurt anymore. Just an uncomfortable numbness within. I feel nothing...like a shell of a man.

Occasionally when I go out and see a QT with some average guy, I feel shitty and hurt because I know my opportunities aren't that great of finding someone cause I'm a manlet.

>DRINKAN
a liter of whole milk with a few scoops of some whey
>EATAN
greek yogurt
>PLAYAN
Morrowind
>WATCHAN
misc Youtube videos and clean instruction videos so I can stop hitting myself in the clavicle when I clean
>LIFTAN
goin' for dat 135 working sets OHP tomorrow morning
>FEELAN
>tfw can't work up the will do to my physics homework

>as i am leaving, asked desk girl at school gym about new hours for fall semester
>she starts telling me, then begins stuttering and acting flustered, says sorry and laughs
> i say its okay, ask what time the gym closes today
>she replies telling me it closes normal time today and that new hours start next tuesday
>i say perfect okay thanks, turn and leave

did i make her flustered? i sometimes notice her looking at me when im working out.. did i make it bros?

>DRINKAN
Coke Zero
>EATAN
I had some toast before
>PLAYAN
Valdis Story
>WATCHAN
Lucha Underground
>LIFTAN
fuckin nothin its the weekend
>FEELAN
breddy gud