How you holdin' up, Veeky Forums?

bad because I am leaving college to join the army as my degree would be a waste of 5 years, only mad because of all that pussy i'll be losing from that city man

>never lifted but browse fit
>5'10 skinnyfat DYEL
>lose virginity to 7/10 asian
>don't even like asians but whatever
>think all my problems are finally solved
>breaks up with me 1 week later
>really fucking lonely, she was my first everything, removed my khv status
>have yellow fever now, no interest in whites or latinas anymore
>turned 19 now, 3 months later
>made moves on a few girls but rejected
>barely have any motivation to anything
KHV anons don't use a warm wet hole as your motivation, it wasn't worth it and now I feel more alone than before.

>asian chick
>above 6/10
instant red flag, she will manipulate you and play you like a damn fiddle. Consider yourself lucky she didn't wind you around her finger for longer user.

Man that is comfyyyyy

Feeling extremely good.
Lost 21 kilos in 5 months (Went from 111k to 90k), and starting to notice some muscles.
People saying i look awesome (I'm not ugly, i was just overweight) and some girls telling me i'm sexy.
I keep hitting the gym 3 days a week, running the other 2 and fasting intermitently while watching my calories intake.
I have a big event in 2 weeks and it will be full of qt's, so i'm pumped as fuark.
Feels good, mane.

So far I'm doing well. A little disorganized, but I'm pulling through it.

Good actually.

Got my test levels checked and am sitting at 893 ng/dl and I also am seeing a new girl and she's smoking hot.

I feel like I'm making it lads. The only thing I need to buckle down on in my life is my drinking.

I'm glad you are making it, brah.
Just stop the drinking thing.
Think about how all people who drinks every day have ruined their lifes and everything they did went to shit because of it.
Just stop it.

>Took her out to a few resteraunts and shit
>Insisted on paying for her own meals, I even offered to pay like the beta bitch I am and she said she didn't expect me to even though she was poor

I really need to start lifting and get this cunt off my mind. I really miss my fucking job too, was really the only thing that kept me going but I had to quit once I went off for college.

Yeah, I've secretly been getting drunk every night. It's bad and my girl doesn't know, friends don't know, and I love when they ask me to go out because it gives me a reason to drink.

I stopped seeing my therapist, I should probably go back to him before things get too bad. Also, it's been affecting my lifts too obviously. My goal for next year is 2/3/4/5 pl8.

Anyways, thanks laddy. We're all going to make it imo. I'm 25 and finally feel like I'm making it. Got my master's, got a great job, a great girl.

Just trying not to fuck it up.

There's this girl at work that I get along great with and have her number, but she won't go out with me.

Feels bad.

feeling pretty great

20 yrs old, just got a full time job and my own apartment, started lifting a few weeks ago. optimistic with life

just regret dropping out of college

Why not, user, why won't she go out with you?

She said she was kinda into someone else.

That blows. Atleast she straight up told you instead of agreeing to something and flaking or some shit.

Good job user. You're on the patrician's path. Ever think about trade school or something like that?

>How you holdin' up, Veeky Forums?

I feel pretty bad about wasting most of my free time on Veeky Forums to be honest.

thanks man

I haven't looked into it, probably a good idea if I can find something that interests me

yeah
>wake up
>go to uni
>go home
>browse Veeky Forums
>study
>go out and run or swim
>come home and sleep
It's been like this for months. Feels like I'm going insane.

So? Go outside. Join a volunteer fire department. Take some ritalin and do something constructive.

>Take some ritalin

Americans always want to put you on drugs for some reason. I don't get it. You have enormous drug problems in your country. It's an epidemic.

The only thing I have going for me is playing with my dogs, and shooting the shit with my mom. I broke my wrist and haven't worked in a while and am down 14 grand from stocks.

The highlight of any day is when my dog speaks to me and I pretend we're having a conversation.

Honestly, I've been so busy it's nice to come back here and shitpost a bit. Sad that I relate more to autists here and on Veeky Forums and /tv/ than I do people I work with or socialize with on the daily.

Bro it's crazy, I went to America last summer. They have fucking commercials for drugs on their TV's, couldn't fucking believe it.

Being a stim is great, it makes working yourself to death so much fun. I haven't slept in two days and feel great

Perscription drug abuse here is glamorized and common. Atleast on the East Coast.

I am in a loop.
>wake up at 6
>cook
>eat
>go to school
>eat
>return home
>work out
>study
>cook
>eat
>shower
>sleep
I don't want this to end.

Try modafinil before ritalin or addy.

Moda literally carried me through grad school and it's not nearly as terrible for you as addy or ritalin.

But, yeah drugs are a problem here in the US. But, oh well. Such is life.

Good job user! Any advice to get where you are?

How does vyvanse compare to all of those. I take it once a week to get shit and done and it keeps me up all night.

Honestly, it doesn't feel like she's telling the truth. But that just might be me being desperate.

Move on, user. Plenty of fish in the sea for a stud like you.

It sucks because I feel like we have great chemistry.

>4 residents
>1 bed

Getting my ass kicked by math, I am way in over my head with college level math, I didn't go any higher than Algebra 1 in high school. Besides that everything is pretty good, setting new PRs, making friends and all that

It is difficult, but you must move on, user. Remain friends with her if you must, but devote your attention to other women.

plan to make oneitis jealous work liked a charm
she's mine boyos

I know this feel. Fuck math and good

luck user.

> I feel like we have great chemistry

You don't.

Doggos are best creatures on earth user.

going through rough times right now but things could certainly be worse

hoping & working towards better times tho

I never want to do shit anymore and don't enjoy anything when I do, it sucks bros

>90lbs overweight
>NEET
>pair of ten and twenty-five pound weights
>three tubs of expired whey and creatine each
>31 and never been lean or buff

I injured my right trap muscle yesterday. I tried lifting today and even lifts that dont even work it cause me pain.

Online it says that I should avoid lifting heavy for a few weeks. I want to lift so badly.

Was gonna commit suicide today but found out tylenol isnt fast enough. So now just looking for a quicker way that doesn't involve a belt or a gun. Wish me luck bros

gf dumped me and i feel like ill never be happy again. looking back she was a total cunt but i still love her. i cant be with her though its not gonna work. anyway, yeah i feel like ill never be happy again and have nothing going for me. /blog

A plastic bag in the dark is surprisingly comfy. You just start to feel warm and then fall asleep. As long as you stay calm and breathe slowly it wont hurt.

Thanks user I'll think of that when weighing out my options

same here bro. were gonna make it. how long were you two together?

like 6 months. i was too attached considering how short it was. what about you mang

about two years. feelsbadman. just waiting for it to get easier.
how have your lifts been affected by the breakup?

Spent whole day in the library,. Read only 5 pages in the book and the rest spent browsing internet because I got discouraged and felt like a brainlet when I couldn't keep my attention on the subject due to its difficulty. Also searching for a thesis for my undergrad but nothing picks my interest, thinking of just choosing something simple.
Hopefully tomorrow will be better. Feels bad being a brainlet.

Not great my man

Been on no contact with my now Ex Girlfriend for nearly ... 3? months

All i can think about is texting her.

Meh. I'm alright, I have to remember failure is part of success.

Recently got a job after being a neet for a few months after college (I'm in UK) and I'm not very good at it. Probably won't pass probation. Was taking it day by day and getting loads better and more positive until I spoke to some guy on Friday about how it's almost the weekend and he replied 'I guess, it's dawning on me that it all begins again on Monday though' and I realised how fucking depressing it all is

today is a lifting day

so even though I had a shitty morning, tonight is going to be good

we're all gonna make it brahs

nothing wrong with being too attached, if the girl can't handle it then fuck her, not literally mind you

honestly motivation to even go. just want to lay in bed and rot

Well I got a few dates this week, they'll probably be just trainwrecks for me and let downs.

It's giving me a fucking complex, I know I've lost a lot of weight, and I still have such a far way to go.. I look different but I still see that 500+lb guy and I just start hating myself

god its fucking depressing me

man idk, i felt like it drove her away sometimes.

Pretty sad realisation today.

Always lurked Veeky Forums, always been skinny like ottermodish and always had decent sized biceps because teenage casual curling so never bothered lifting. Caught myself in the mirror today, could see the outline of moobs in the mirror under my shirt. Shit myself, take off my shirt, I've got a gut. Look at my saving grace, biceps, and they've shriveled into nothing.

I'm one of those guys with skinny as fuck arms and legs with a belly. Pretty sad

>finally escape long time depression last summer
>feeling great, life is great
>was victim of hit and run, had to spend my savings on new car
>won't be able to get back to school for a while now
>qt broke my heart last weekend
>right back to square one
>only thing that makes me feel good is playing my guitar and lifting

there must be more to life brehs, all this suffering cannot be the way things were meant to be. i told myself i was never gonna post in these dumb feels threads again but it's inevitable

i told myself that too, here i am, eating like shit, not lifting, looking for a sign of my Ex on this shitty pre-historic stone picking board

what the fuck is a brainlet?

ishiggy

fag

chanlet

I started lifting for her
She helped me lifting
Now that she's gone, why even lift

Don't want to say too much cause my friends go on fit and I don't want them to worry.

Thought I'd be okay after Halloween. Had a pretty cool costume I liked making, but it was just another distraction all things considered.

Now I'm messaging anons in some subliminal cry for help. Will probably an-hero soon. Even told my parents not to bother with gifts at all, it'd be a waste.

May as well leave the impression I was happy instead of letting people know I'm this bad. It'll change me in their eyes.

Just think how fucked you would have been if you didn't have savings for a car. Or how lonely you'd be if there was never a qt in your life in the first place.

It's easy af to get bummed down about what you lost, especially when it's to no good reason. However you gotta be grateful that you had it in the first place because shit I'd much rather pay a $1000 bill when I have $1000 in the bank compared to a $500 bill when I have $300 in the bank.
Chin up bruv you're more than a crash and a qt. You're a sick cunt if you wanna be brah

Ok I'm being a bitch but this is really eating at me. My close friend is liking all of my GFs pictures on instagram, and she is liking his pictures back. She seems SUPER into me and has mentioned she would be scared of me cheating on her because I'm muscular and attractive, and she even tells me how I'm the best boyfriend she's ever had. But it's just gnawing at me that she hasn't even mentioned my friend liking all of her pictures IDK. I'm not possessive at all, I encourage her to go out and have a good time, don't restrict her in any way whatsoever but this is annoying me. I haven't mentioned it to either of them and probably won't as that seems needy IMO. This is why I hate social media...
Any bros got advice? Genuinely tempted to just break up with her if she likes another one of his pictures, it shows a lack of respect and is a bit of a red flag promiscuity wise. Am I overreacting or what?

Bruh you gotta get off the booze..

I'm a bit biased here but if I was a political leader I'd limit alcohol consumption to like two holidays a year. It's so fucking fucked it's a joke.

>Mum fell over so many times when she was drunk she now has a brain haemorrhage and is a potato
>Housemate lost his licence for 4 years after drink driving and hitting someone. Unemployed and lives on welfare (Centrelink)
>Neighbour unemployed alcoholic who screams at the tv All. Fucking. Day. And only leaves the house to get more grog. Should be dead within a year
>Guy across the road in hospital atleast once a month for operations from alcohol related illnesses. Tells me how he's scamming the system though because he books a late appointment but tells his boss it's early morning so he can get the whole day off and drink the night before. Somehow thinks he's winning
>Very close friend of 8 years used to call himself an alcoholic as a meme joke when we were just out of school.
>Actually became an alcoholic and went from the most successful in our group to the least.

>Dad's also falling down because he's got some stressful shit going on. I try to help him as much as I can because he's the best cunt I know, but alcohol does this amazing thing where it teaches you a way to forget about your problems without actually having to solve any of them.
It's a temporary fix obviously. But only if you stop drinking!

But then again you've had a tough week of lifting and having a girlfriend who treats you well and friends who care about you. That's a tough gig, so you're right you deserve a few drinks. Go ahead and relax. Get drunk it's fine

Take her out or do something together. Remind her why she likes YOU.

Stop talking to your friend for a bit. Don't be rude or a dipshit. Just play it cool and don't act like you're okay with anyone getting too close.

I think i'm meant to be alone
I used to think i could be social and like people but after living the normie life for 1.5 years i realize i hate it and i hate the way normies act/talk/live.
I'll stick to games and lifting.

Also i don't think most girls are worth me.
I might not be the most interesting person but at least i try to better myself in things i like.
Also i had a pretty rough childhood and even though i'm 21 i my emotional level is around 30 and i prefer talking to older people because people my age are stupid.
>inb4 edge the post

>I've got a girlfriend who seems to be obsessed with me
>I encourage her to go out and have fun
>I'm gonna break up with her if she likes another one of his photos.

Basing your future with this girl off her ability to double tap a phone screen with her thumb rather than her ability to treat you compared to how she actually treats you.

Sounds to me like she could do better.

On top of that, kid, you gotta remember relationships are made up of two parts. You might be attractive but if you're boring and giving her too much reason to watch another guy that's not her fault.

>>Very close friend of 8 years used to call himself an alcoholic as a meme joke when we were just out of school.
>>Actually became an alcoholic and went from the most successful in our group to the least.

Literally the path I'm following now.
Gonna join reserves though and then maybe fully enlist, hopefully I can stop being a depressed drunk.

to improve yourself, dont place your self worth on another individual, you will never be happy

You're like me but I don't do the games thing, I work and try to make money.

Most girls aren't worth you. Most girls aren't worth any of us. This (total shit posting cesspool of despair) forum is made for self improvement and being better versions of ourselves. Two things that majority of bitches are not interested in what so ever.

Can't say my childhood was better or worse than yours but I'm 23 and i can tell people I'm 32 and not once has someone said "bullshit". They believe me everytime. I like being with older people too because they just make more sense to me. One of my closest friends is 9 years older than me.

Do you bro, that's all that matters

words of wisdom.

>>Hopefully I can stop being a depressed drunk

>Leaving it up to hope rather than discipline and effort.

C'mon brah. You're better than that.

yea i work too but i'm quitting my piece of shit job because i'm also studying and i don't have enough time for studying/gaming/wroking out/writing my retarded book.

girl i like has bf

>mfw this has been my life for the past 4 years

It's an awful feeling user.

Yeah dude fuck the job.
There's always gonna be a Jewish boss willing to give you 8 hours a day.
Should never grow too attached to being employed

had seen her around for a few months, finally got the courage to go talk to her, ten minutes into the conversation he walks over and asks who I am

was a victim of sexual battery few nights ago
i feel pretty disgusting and thinking about it brings nothing but shame and panic

doing noporn and nofap so extremely bored
coming down with a cold and my throat hurts
hungry, tired
day off work tomorrow but no gf and no friends so i'd rather be at the job i dont even like

Right bros here's my story

>work in shop
>owner comes in last sat morning, hey user qt3.14 was asking about you last night in the pub
>aye okay, some old granny probs
>no 18yo girl(i'm 19)
>helly yeah
>fb stalk, she has boyfriend, obviously i'm being mugged off here

ff too today
>she comes in
>i start laughing with coworkers like hahaha ithis is the girl who's mugged me off
>she's all confused like wtf have i done
>i ask where you talking to owner last week
>yes haha
>about the shop?
>'yeah haha' then weird smile 'well about you'
>sort her out with what shes actually looking for while making small talk
>as she leaves i say qt3.14, what did you actually say to owner
>that you were pretty cute
>she comes back in that night and says hi boyfriend
>i say hi girlfriend back

she has a boyfriend, what is going on? turns out she was in like a month ago on a sunday morning after being out and i flirted/took the piss because she was still in high heels etc. she has a boyfriend but we were deffo flirting. What do? Is this a mire?

>confused af
>having a few beers and sleeping before i do something stupid
>she's gorgeous

wtf do I do. This girl is killer and really good craic, but it's odd to say hi boyfriend to a guy you called cute when you already have a boyfriend?

she a whore

Please fight user. If you run from depression it'll catch you. And if you die, well that's just a waste. you have to fight. You obviously care a little, or you wouldn't write on here. Good luck my man.