Turning in natty card soon

I got my test checked and it was at 140. I didn't fast though but I heard it doesn't affect the testosterone check.

Consulting a doctor in an hour about it. I tried eating tons of broccoli, sleeping more, eating fatty foods but I've also been cutting at 1500-1800 a day to try and get abs.

I'm scared bruhs. am I a quitter? Will this fuck my shit up forever? Will any good qualities I have now like creativity go away? My life 'feels' normal right now but I can't get gains and my penis has a huge refractory period. Am I just not lifting hard enough or is it my test?

>TFW feeling like a failure resorting to turn like a tranny

So are you starting TRT?

140 is medically low.
Also, saved the pic.

Good luck with androgel.

Can we have a picture of you OP please? Genuinely curious how you look like with that medically low test.

Also your life will turn for the absolute better.

You will have to deal with taking test for the rest of your life but the quality of life will improve insanely.

Get ready for insane happiness, bones popping left and right and insane gains boost.

I am also pretty low test, around 300 so I'm thinking of hopping on in a year when I get the money too.

Pic is me after a year of losing weight and mediocre strength gains. Still a dyel but I dream about the day when I hop on.

Just be sure to get regular blood checks and that your diet is healthy.

are you fucking stupid
you look good

I know that feeling, OP. Mine was 234 for my first test and I'm waiting on results from my second. Endo wants me on Clomid before trying injections, but I've heard the best I could hope for with that is three times my current T level.

HOW do you go about making this appointment? Can my doc do general testing in conjunction? I don’t wanna get blood work JUST for my test levels

You could go in complaining of the typical low T symptoms. My doctor ran a few tests when I did that.

What does low test feel like? I'm 25 now, but I had it done 2 years ago, back then I was a heavy smoker and drinker and I still measured at 1,020. If I don't jack off daily I just get angry, feel this tingling warm sensation of rage all over my skin, like it's crawling. Not saying I want low test, but I'm just really curious. I'm sure it's probably a tiny bit lower now, but not enough for me to know the difference.

It varies from person to person. Personally, I have virtually no energy from a day-to-day basis. I was obese my entire childhood, so I figured once I lost weight and started lifting things would change. Despite my weight loss I still had absolutely no energy and began to see my lifts decreasing despite eating at maintenance or at a surplus. On top of that, my libido disappeared, a good night's sleep became almost hard to come by, and a constant brain fog set in. Watching belly fat set in while losing strength was what got me to my doctor's office. I really wouldn't wish this on anyone.
>I was a heavy smoker and drinker and I still measured at 1,020
Thank your lucky stars and your parents. My diet is clean and I neither drink nor smoke.

damn that sucks. I think the smoking and booze did do some partial permanent damage to my dick though. (Or at least libido). Idk, I don't really get turned on in real life situations anymore but I do still get the overwhelming urge to fuck. It's strange. Like I see a girl, I think "fuck fuck fuck, asshole, boobs etc." but my dick just tingles. Maybe it's just an age thing? Once I get home and whip out the old porn portal I jack off like 3 times in a row though, so idk whats wrong with me.
I hope you get your shit fixed user, I'd say eat more red meats, like alot and watch foods that fuck with your system. I'm no doctor but it seems like maybe a good fix.

just buy it online

likely cheaper and no playing doctor's stupid games

Sounds like porn has desensitized you. Try going without fapping to porn for a while and I'd be willing to be you'd have better luck. But I don't know if you want to take dick advice from someone whose dick is dead.
>I'd say eat more red meats
I eat as much as my budget will allow along with plenty of fats. Endo is putting me on clomid to try and reboot my system, so there's still hope.

Good to who?

>I think the smoking and booze did do some partial permanent damage to my dick though. (Or at least libido). Idk, I don't really get turned on in real life situations anymore

Sounds more like the problem is that you are the type of person that would be a heavy smoker. Those types are always super lose-holeish.

I'd be more concerned that you're 5'1 at most..

other chubby people i think

No joke it's a really odd changing room.
I am 170 cm / 5'7 last time I checked.

Also doesn't help that I have kind of short arms but a wide torso.

I got mine checked because I was feeling really shitty and scored 80. Doc told me I was within the "normal" range. I made some diet and lifestyle changes. I feel way better but I haven't had anymore blood work done to see where I'm at. I'm not resorting to TRT until I have to.

>80
Did you mean 800? I don't think any doctor would consider 80 within the acceptable range.

pic related is my doctor