Friday Night Depression Thread

How ya holdin' up Veeky Forums

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hit some good OHP sets today
still, that feel when no gf is eating me up more and more. I think I fell for some girl again, wrote a song about her and will produce/master it in the coming 1-2 months. Music is my personal way to cope with that shit

feeling like shit the past few days

just want the semester to be over so I can do nothing on the christmas break. i'm over school and I'm tired to trying to fit in with my class mates and make friends. it's hard when you have the 'tism

also don't know what's going on with my health. I think I'm generally fine, but little things happen every now and again and it makes me paronoid

Still going lifting tonight though. that should cheer me up.

Of course I like my GF much more than she likes me. Better than her in every way even.
Don't know how I let this happen

It's wild, when my kids to go their mom's for the weekend and I'm all alone on these Friday nights it's almost too much to bear. I look around my empty apartment and it's like I almost want to have a panic attack or something. Like I want to scream. I think about going out, but there's no where to go. I'm trapped here.

At least I have Veeky Forums.

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>Depression
Fuck off.

>Fuck off.

Haha hey man, it was just a joke. All of our lives are great, including yours (clearly). Existence surely isn't inherently a tragedy. Western civilization isn't actively being destroyed. Life is awesome!

>parents made underhanded jabs at my virginity at the dinner table

>be depressed about virginity and wasted youth
>lasts several days
>wake up this morning more energetic than ever, determined to improve my lot
>ask a girl out
>got denied, and embarrassed myself
>even more depressed and less confident than before

>went to GNC to pick out supplements
>asked out qt grill who worked there
>get rejected
>start feeling like shit
>went to an Asian massage place
>get jerked off
>wasted $103 on a hand job and mediocre massage
>now at home on the couch in a dark room
>want to end it

Seems like the only way I can feel some sort of intimacy with a girl is if I pay some Asian immigrant who can hardly speak English and is probably there due to human trafficking

>tfw 27 and never had a gf
>tfw took on this fitness journey 4+ years ago thinking I could be like Zyzz and be a likable person

I’m still the same person I was before. The only difference is my muscles.

If it weren’t for my mother I’d kill myself

>tfw Zyzz lied to me with “We're all gonna make it”
>tfw life as a whole is a lie

>Spent the last month realising my cousin is my 11/10

pretty sick, today has been an unrepentant fapfest

Just focus on social and career gains, don't ask out random women and expect to not be rejected.

At least that's what I'm doing, but my doctor reccomended me to get a gf yesterday and now I'm crippled to my bed.

Quitting porn deleting my online dating profiles and going monk. How do I not fuck this up?

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... pics?

It’s leg day and I can’t go out tonight since I work at 5:30 tomorrow morning

Haha, m80 It was pretty high risk just posting that. Fuck posting pics

You don’t need thots user all you need is iron

>It was pretty high risk just posting that
It's a fucking anonymous forum

Getting denied is part of the game user, you can do it just keep trying

Don't worry I'm pretty sure you have to be like astoundingly hot and pretty suave to get a girl to agree to a date with you after having known you for like 30 seconds. Life isn't like the movies

I know family members browse Veeky Forums lad, also pics are hardly fucking anonymous

>I know family members browse Veeky Forums lad, also pics are hardly fucking anonymous
I never said anything about the pics. You said it was high risk just posting that you're attracted to your cousin. You make no sense.

Bad
Really bad

Basically I lost my virginity 2 weeks ago, to a small Indian man at work.

I am not gay I repeat NOT GAY. But basically we have been making jokes to each other for a few months now. He calls me a 'musclehead' so I call him a 'curry muncher' and such.

Anyway 2 weeks ago we were both working the night shift (security) and he called me a muscle head, so I called him a currymuncher and it went on and on for a good 5 minutes. I called him Lentil Licker, Turmeric Taster, Cumin Collector etc. Eventually he seemed to get a 'horny' look in his eyes and called me a 'Bicep Penis' and stroked my fucking cock.

I didn't know what to do, and ended up kissing him for some reason, and we had gay sex on the floor of the warehouse. The thing is I really enjoyed it and am questioning myself. He is ugly and I am not gay. He is also really hateful to the fitness community. When I was swallowing his cum he told me he 'hopes the iron from all his turmeric tasting reacts with the steroids and kills you'.

I don't know what do do. I have been on a holiday since then and have to go back Monday and I know he will try something again and I don't want to be gay.