Gym closed due to some plumbering issues

Insecure people dont want to think about their girls being with anyone before them, regardless of what the relationship was like. This attitude is rightly criticized IRL, becauze women are people and shit happens, but Veeky Forums insulates and condones it.

squat more, and focus on progressing on squats

i feel the same, but those moments when i squat i feel more alive and pent up. it's a nice feel.

>(and is a virgin)
come on user
it's almost 2018 for christ's sake

>is a virgin
How do you know? If she's saying she is, it's a sign she is lying.

Yeah i agree
A real virgin tells you AFTER the act
A fake virgin who believes making you think she is a virgin increases her "value" tells you BEFORE the act

t. mad roastie

>find girl
>listens to metal
>plays video games

so she's fucking fat and disgusting? nice one, way to have taste

>invest small in bitcoin
terrible fucking advice

could be worse op
>Have to vacate appt in a week
>Guy I was supposed to live with had to take in mom who fell so I can't live there for a while
>Literally know this since yesterday
>Have to find new place ans I dont have a family
>Only got 2k in my bank account (enough for a deposit)
>Can only find appt that open up mid/late januari
>Still have to move furniture and paint my appt
>Writing this from a hospital bed
>Getting operated tomorrow
>Intestines decided to tie a knob into itself
>This sometimes happen when you lose 170 lbs, the extra space that your gut shredded doesn't completely go away even when you lost all the weight and are Veeky Forums.
>Can't work for a week after this
>Can't lift for a month
>Will have to eat a liquid diet and work back up to solid food

Could be worse thou.

I'd dial back on the time you spend on the internet.

You from San Francisco?

found out my husband was having an affair soon after our second child was born in september. he wants to fix things, but i just told him to leave for a while.

calmed down and wanting closure, i talked to the other woman. she said he was telling her he was divorced the whole time they've been hooking up. then my 2 year old daughter has been in the hospital for the last two weeks for evaluation because she's been having seizures. i'm dying for a hug, a kiss, or some sort of affection. fell off the wagon for a while and ate a whole box of zebra cakes.

i'm just tired. so tired.

Hey user. That sucks but remember to be a good role model to your daughter even now. Don't take her father back and remember that your diet habits will imprint on her. Be strong for your little girl.

LONDON
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I'll hold you baby, you can rest in my arms

:(
*hug*

anyway leave him and take his money.

>failing college
>lifting heavy objects
>tfw no gf
>lost fun and feeling in masturbation
>vidya no longer stimulates me
>alive because
Same as usual I guess

>>finally met a cute shy girl who listens to metal and plays good vidya (and is a virgin)

fuck you nigger I've looked for fucking ages and I never find shit like this

Shit happens. In iron we trust.

t. roastie

because she has literal social anxiety, she's afraid to talk to other people even when the only one is listening is her mom.
She deletes every photo she sends me on discord in like 10 seconds, had to nearly beg for her to send a picture of herself(she did , in one of her metal band t shirts, showed me a lot more of the shirts, dank as fuck).
She won't talk to me on discord when her mom is home.
try soc discord threads

>Visit dermatologist to get a mole removed
>Get a call a few days later informing me that they found it was an atypical mole
>1 in 300 chance of becoming cancerous
>Make another appointment, informed that I should avoid working out
I just want to lift.

>insulates
Solid post otherwise, friend

t.cucks

Good luck user. It's usually just a surgery but I hope it's nothing.
I've been there. Just focus on yourself, and seriously. Make the decision now, to study more no matter what. You sound like a capable person, get a degree in anything and go civil service. God Speed.
For me,
>Working, and see qt come in (she's been here before)
>She goes upstairs to free public pc's
>When she comes down I try and say "goodnight" to her
>She doesn't hear me, and just keeps walking
That was the only thing that made me feel bad today, I'll try again next time I see her.

>Bombed the fuck out of a final I've been studying obsessively for
I walked into the room and it was like I left my body. I had to re-read the basic two-sentence questions over and over just to comprehend the words on the page. It was like being so drunk you don't know what's going on and you're just flashing in and out of awareness.
Was this an anxiety attack? Nothing like it had ever happened before, I'm usually a fine test taker. I don't know what the fuck happened, and I'll be lucky to pull a C now. If I get a D I won't get credit for the class, meaning I'll have to either retake it for the SECOND time or completely change my life course.
I want to fucking die. It's one thing to do poorly if you deserve it for not studying enough or fooling yourself, but I was so confident in this, because I absolutely needed it.
Sorry for rambling but I just feel numb. All of my friends are smarter and passed these classes effortlessly. The thought of the kind but disappointed "maybe you weren't meant to go to vet school" speech I'll get from my parents makes me feel physically sick.

sorry bro, but while her looks are disapearing, you're improving

How do I make that hectic 70s hair gains? Was it something they ate? Disco?

LOL buy in a-t the peak, your a moron kid

we're all gunna make it fembrah.

>:(
>*hug*

Do you have any intention of fixing your relationship?

Getting gains is better than that fuck that noise user

You are a low value human.

I'm not going to get into bbygurl shit, but you shouldn't take him back. Like the other guy said, your focus needs to be your children growing up strong. If they grow up with an adulterous father and a mother who's damaged from that, they'll get all twisted as well.
People who cheat will cheat again, period. I've seen my friends suffer so much because they refuse to accept this.

Start saying ex girlfriend bro. She’s gone, language shapes your perception of reality so put her in the past where she belongs.

Or perhaps they've considered it rationally and realized that no prior sexual partners is the lowest risk option in all scenarios.

By the way, the accusation of "insecure" is almost always made by women, for obvious reasons (e.g. the male equivalent to "slut" is "coward," thus its rhetorical use by women).

I know that feel bro
>failing this semester after not going to class for 4 weeks, my pride wouldn't let me return
>feel even worse because I'm a pussy for having depression
>not sure what I want in my life at this point except gains
>however I have been gaining in the gym, feeling pretty gud physically
I'm taking a gap year after next semester to work shit out and find a job, I just want to lift heavy ass weight and find a partner

Promiscuity before the start of a relationship is directly correlated with rates of infidelity and divorce. When sex is reduced to a meaningless commodity, little regard is given to the emotional attachment and investment that normally accompanies it, because it's now seen as something totally removed from emotion. Of course relationship dynamics are going to be fucked up now.
This applies to men and women.

Get back to the gym as soon as you can and focus on that (after your kid is OK of course). Sooner you can have a normal routine again, the better off you'll be. You're gonna make it

>Making good money @ 20
>Recently went from dating a girl to just seeing her sometimes due to commitments
>Still banging
>Making good gains
>University end of next year
>life good bra

I took 80mg of Vyvance (apparently the most you can take is 65? At least thats what I was told) and had a valium shortly after to try to calm myself down and I'm scared I fried my brain because it's been almost 24 hours and the effects of both aren't gone.
At least I'm not anxious and I can focus now, shame I'm so tired I can't get out of bed anymore.
I drew a bunch of shit today (pic related) and I didn't leave my chair for like 14 hours because I still feel like I'm railing on amphetamines.

He's running out of money and has bills to pay and you tell him to invest in Bitcoin. Jesus Christ man.

Life's alright. Got a new car a year ago. Monthly payments make it hard to save money but I got a little 2 grand safety net in case things go to shit.
I work at Fedex as a box man and truck man so I get paid to back in trailers for a couple of hours and then do some cardio for the last 7 hours of the shift. Hopefully I can climb up to a better position soon though. Money's tight right now.
Haven't had a gf in about 3 years now. don't really want one to be honest. It was a pain the first 4 times and after the last one I wanted to take a break. Hope I don't turn gay at this rate. I do want to have a family before I turn 30 but who really knows what will happen.
Overall I feel like life is normal. Equal amounts of satisfaction and dissatisfaction. No bad feels no good feels.

Had this happen before, yes it’s exam anxiety. Literally got like a 16% on shit I knew completely. Was sweating profusely, couldn’t think, was basically freaking the fuck out about it which made everything worse. Ending up controlling my exam anxiety much better, only took 4 years..

Dont feel dumb user those memorization based courses dont reflect your intelligence at all. If you are a biology major or something similar, you should consider switching to a physical science. I went from failing as a pre-med student to top of the class in calculus-based physics in less than a couple of semesters. And honestly applying to professional school with a degree in chemistry/physics is a huge advantage over the huge pile of bio major applications they will be sorting through.

Sometimes I wish my parents thought (knew?) I'm not smart enough to be doing what I'm doing. I even tried to tell them I'm not smart enough for college but it went terrible. Now I'm sitting the same situation as you, twice this semester I studied for two exams, both times I managed to fuck up worse than I've really ever fucked an exam. I usually don't dedicate much time to studying but I feel like both of these, with all the hours I put into studying I either focused on the wrong material or none of it stuck/clicked for me and now I'm just waiting for course grades to be put up so I can see myself fail a course that my graduation relies on or set myself back a whole fucking year due to pre-reqs senior year. Like I haven't fucked myself enough already through bad decision making, it's starting to become a really fragile situation

> be me.
> be 30 year old from a shit country in south america, self exiled in the US.
> Have a medical degree from said country.
> Unemployed and poor because I have to study a shit ton if I want to match into a residency in the US.
> Also, residency directors want you to have some medical experience in the US, since nobody would dare to hire me, have an unpaid internship as a scribe. Ergo, be poorfag.
> Last job was at an apple store :(
> Live with boyfriend who pays for my housing and meals.
> No friends, my only social interaction is my bf.
> Had varicose veins in my testicle, had surgery two years ago, varicose veins came back. Might need surgery again. And it might be the perfect excuse to get my T checked and hopefully start TRT.
I keep on telling myself that it is worth it, that soon enough I'll match and then I'll become an attending physician and I'll earn as much as one. I know I should focus on studying but I get distracted very easily with the Chans, reddit and porn.
Bf has been sick at home the entire week up until today and he's been distracting me from my studying.

I have to do some repairs on my car that I know are extremely expensive, and sometimes I worry about it dying and having to replace the entire thing. Can't afford it, since I have 3k in the bank.

> Bombed the fuck out of a final I've been studying obsessively for..

I can't imagine what it is like. I am really sorry user. I am in the process of studying for one of the most important exams of my life and I get anxious and panicky about it. I had to put my entire life on pause and spend a lot of money on this journey, I hope it will pay off.

Don't worry user you'll get her

> Promiscuity before the start of a relationship is directly correlated with rates of infidelity and divorce. When sex is reduced to a meaningless commodity, little regard is given to the emotional attachment and investment that normally accompanies it, because it's now seen as something totally removed from emotion. Of course relationship dynamics are going to be fucked up now.
> This applies to men and women.

Can't agree with you more. I wish sex was meaningful to me again. I kinda regret hooking up with so many people.

>Is a virgin

How is that a good thing? You'll have to wait ages to have sex

> Life's alright. Got a new car a year ago. Monthly payments make it hard to save money but I got a little 2 grand safety net in case things go to shit.

I don't wanna sound condescending but I think you should prioritize maxing out your savings before buying a new car. Does FedEx offer a matching 401k? If so, at least try to maximize that, it's free money anyway.

Yeah, shit happens but there is a thing called atonement. You have to accept the fact that other people will view you as undesirable because of your past. It's just the way it is.

Dude, you can't put your self worth in how much pussy you pull.

Just focus on other things and become a better person. You'll find a girl that sticks eventually.

dump the thot and join a new gym asap before you lose your gains bro.

>try /soc/

I can't get low enough on mine

>mfw thinking of you hurting

>try soc discord threads
Online gfs don't count user.

>PS. There is usually a reason these girls are single and on 4chin.

Godspeed to you too user. I don't sleep well at night, spend it shitposting. Just got done with a paper, also
>strike up small talk with her by asking for something
>try to make her laugh. Awkwardness is charming when done right but might need to hide powerlevel
>flex a 'cep
>get her snapchat somehow
Make sure you don't get trapped though. If she ignores you again or seems disinterested, or happens to be a Stacy bail out. It's not worth your time and gains. Being single and alone is leagues above being with the wrong person
>pic related

Look on the bright side, vets is one of the highest suicide professions there is. I know those exam feels user, floated through math assignments buts went completely insane come exam time.

that's rough buddy, I believe in you and hope it all works out.

everything i was doing to try to improve my life this semester failed on these last couple of days

But then he cant cash out when he needs money

You’re a literal child, talking to an online child, and beating your manlet meat to pictures of a metal roastie. Eat shit, OP.

Because anyone who does weightlifting has zero self-discipline.

Good things come to those who wait.

what's Veeky Forums's stance on short GFs ?

I got a good deal in a shitty gym so I'll start getting fit there, my ex is still a shitty person even after almost 6 months after I told her to fuck off and hurts I trusted her so much before.
Broke a finger so can't work right now until it heals and got fired so no money for holidays.

But all this is just fuel to improve myself, so by the start of 2019 I'll be jacked, have a decent job and feel happy again.

Seems like you want to be a loser

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Perfect. I’m 6’5 and have a 5’2 gf. Couldn’t be happier.