Before I lifted I used to be such a degenerate. Gross porn...

Before I lifted I used to be such a degenerate. Gross porn, didnt mind getting fucked up as much and didnt care about meaningful relationships.

Now that I lift, I feel like I'm turning into somewhat of a bitch. I don't like getting fucked up, I don't even want to fuck girls I know I won't want relationships with. I'm only 20, am I taking myself to serious?

You sound like a faggot , just saying

That's good. Don't be a disgusting degenerate, be honorable and contribute something to society

I know user, it's odd. I never expected to act like this

I'm not even doing it morally, it just feels empty to do those things. If anything it's selfish honestly

Sound body, sound mind faggot.

sound mind is fucking gay

>not being so insecure you need to abuse substances to have fun
>wanting some form of connection with sexual partners
>not being a degenerate

what a faggot, mirite?

I feel similar, then again I haven't enjoyed getting really drunk since highschool

Thanks user

>low test picture
i don't care what happens to you

Spend more time IRL socializing, less time internet socializing. I'm almost 25 and I already feel like it's all over. Enjoy your early 20s don't worry about le degeneracy shit

>he doesn't enjoy meaningless sex with empty headed whores
>he doesn't need weed or alcohol to have a good time
>he doesn't enjoy fapping 6 times in a row to tranny furry scat hentai porn
>He doesn't enjoy waking up at 2 pm depressed after going to some party with people worse than him

Haha what a faggot

Don't think so. I think it's just in comparison to the rest of society. I feel the same way too, user.

Why would you want to be a normie?

why is everyone on here 18-20 years old

i have high test pictures

Yeah op youre suffering from Veeky Forums infused meme psychosis. Your false sense of self moderation will fade.

I've gone through the same paradigm shift lately, user.

There's more to life than being a hedonistic fuck. Now that you realize you're more than just a primal animal, go and make something of yourself. This could be a big turning point in your life.

Usually people grow up and realize this isn't where you should be spending time if you want to be successful and happy

Sounds like your growing up bud

You have transcended, welcome to the club.

i am also getting out of degeneracy, but with that being said i cant attract women whatsoever so theres that

For all the folks who think we should leave so-called degeneracy, the end is... Where?

If you're dating random 22year old girls (any who aren't exceptionally religious) ime you've got zero shot at them being in shape for even a serious one year relationship. And I'm not sure how a late convert Veeky Forums poster is gonna date a very religious girl.

Youre a moron, go to any big cities faggot rich area and youll realize that its college for 25-35yr olds and drink your faggot bourbon with your faggot artisanal chicken and waffles with your faggot date before you go to brunch with her faggot friends tomorrow morning, YOU BITCH

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Don't forget how to have fun user, way too many people get caught up in a no fun fit lifestyle. Nothing wrong with getting fucked up every now and then just don't make it your whole life. I knew a dude back in college who was a no fun allowed fitness nut, he had no friends and no one liked him but at the same time he would shit on people for partying or running slow etc. Don't turn into that faggot.

Truth

Ignorance is bliss. Wish I could be content just being a farmer or something.

its called maturity user.

She doesn't look at all maternal.

Males you come to a fork in the road if you think about it.

>Everyone thinks I'm boring if I don't enjoy deinking or clubbing or banging STD riddled whores. If I do I feel empty.
>I want a meaningful relationship and grow with someone I can trust and become successful with. But if I do then what am I missing out on?

Really depends on you OP.

Becoming fit made me realize women are shallow cunts and I should'nt have taken my ex gf for granted. She stuck with me when I was DYEL, broke, emotionally unstable, you name it. Now that she's gone and I look great women only want me for those things and it makes me wonder how I can possibly trust someone at this point?

I'm projecting but you get the picture.

you're feeling like you're not in the mental position to rule that "body", your physical health doesn't equal your mental position.. you could describe yourself as a little bit superficial.
Thats normal, also on partys chads arent as smart as other people, thats also normal.

>I don't even want to fuck girls I know I won't want relationships with. I'm only 20, am I taking myself to serious?

People will say yes. But the only definitive answer is vasectomy if you're gonna behave that way.

The most surreal moment I have had is when friend no1 from being a teenager got a mcjob in his teens like any responsible teenager. He got a co-worker pregnant. I left town but came by the drive through 5 years later with childhood friend no2 at the time... no1 took my order at the first window. I collected my order at the second window from someone a year older than me who went to my primary school who was in exactly the same situation.

Friend no2 who got away with it until he was 24. He now works at burger king after getting a 19 year old pregnant. She did drugs/drinks/smokes etc... Social services are involved... The works, he's worse of than the others now. Friend no2 got in a argument with someone who fell for this trap at 18, he was the first one to go down.

My now best friend no3 got caught out at 21 by a 23 year old, also drug user at the time. Problem you are going to have in your mid 20s, is dtf '29' year old 35 year olds. Fall for that trap and you've got a woman 10 years your senior having your kid which can be worse than having a girl 5 years your junior.

>maturity
>20 years old
lel

pic related

do what you want.

I came close to fucking a girl when I was 12, she was 10.

After that I vowed to never be with a girl I dont really really like and want to be with.

I spent my teens and early 20's confessing love to crushes, pursuing girls I really liked, and all of it came to nothing but it did help me build confidence and sense of direction, purpose, it also made me find redpill at 22.

After it I wrestled with the fact that if women really are as they seem to be, I dont want nothing with them. My mother was crazy abusive and I told myself I only wanted a normal stable relationship where Im in charge.

I had and still have the picture of ideal woman 4 me, in my mind but Id lie if I told you I met anyone close to her.
Meantime I am the man I always wanted to be and on the right track regarding my goals and ideals.

Point is, I was pretty much different since birth, and if you are like me then dont come here and ask "do I take it all too seriously" No nigga, others are taking it too lightly. Thats why divorce rate is sky high. and even more ppl live in marriages that are all but healthy or loving.

I was single until my late 20's and experienced sex and women and Im glad I did since it was major stressor in my teens.

But was it wasnt worth the stress, all the time spent crying or just being "numb" from sadness and loneliness. Yo realize the hole is filled by yourself, not someone else.

Then you meet girls and they tell you about their "tough" love lives how much only assholes approach them and you chuckle.
EZ mode for them.

At current point I dont see woman being worth my time. And Im working on mastering and transmuting my sexual urges. Many men are waking up to the fact that women in 21 cent arent worth it, at all.

You're maturing user. Now you know that there is only emptiness down that road. However, you're also young which makes this a bit difficult. If you want my advice, just don't do things on the same level you used to, don't drink to the point of getting fucked up, maybe have sex with a pretty girl on odd occasions,try and only gap to your imagination and keep looking for meaningful relationships and friendships with people. Maybe you should become more religious as well. It serves to fill an empty hole in many people's lives