When the feels hit me hard because it's xmas and everyone is happy today except me so i go to the gym to feel better...

>when the feels hit me hard because it's xmas and everyone is happy today except me so i go to the gym to feel better but it doesn't work and i come thinking i wish i dropped the bar on my neck doing bench press

same except I went to the gym and it was closed

but user, Christmas lifting is cozy

>when you get claustrophobia from being in your specific skin

where can I get that hoodie?

>go to family for Christmas party
>talk with family for an hour or so before quietly watching tv with grandpa for rest of party
>drunk dad starts mentioning aunts divorce infront of entire family saying she deserved it
>decide to leave after everything cooled down

Food was alright

They don't make them anymore. I've looked multiple times.

I'm so sad too. My therapist says I need to stop the negative self talk but I feel absolutely fucking worthless

>tfw actually depressed
>unable to feel anything
>surrounded by family in a situation I know I should enjoy and other people would give anything for
>just a normal sunday to me

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