Full body workouts a.k.a. taking squating and deadlifts srsly

I used to be a 6 days a week bro spliter, until a week ago. I used to be fat so working out 6 days a week made sense, alternating days between carido and lifting. Then I became lazy and did the 6 day brosplit(instead of cardio). Pretty sure my test levels dropped from the constant stress(cardio and long lifting sessions).

Now I'm doing a full body routine and focusing on squats and deadlifts, and it's making me feel great, mentally and physically. But there's a catch, i used to fap myself into oblivion for years, from big dick porn into cuck porn and into gay porn, I literally thought I was gay for a while, even did some gay hook ups that I try not to think about(kinda like it didn't happen if I don't think about it), but ever since feeling better I feel that my libido is getting better and I actually feel like fapping to girls again, like I used to do when I was teen.

But because I already accepted myself as "gay" or more like feel for the meme that if you had gay fantasies that must mean you where born gay... so when I fap to girls I kinda stop myself from cumming because that means I was straight all along and I subjected myself to some degrading/submissive/fagboy type shit. But it did make the feel of me being a failed straight guy who can't get a gf or pussy go away. I think I literally made myself "gay" as a self medication for the hurt of never being around girls or getting any pussy

Tl; dr Squat and deadlifts are boosting test and confidence, and i'm slowly realizing I was straight all along, and that shit burns even more than being an actual faggot. That's kinda worse than being gay, it's being straight gay... I really don't want to reflect on these feels!

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I think instead of diagnosing yourself as "straight", you should diagnose yourself as autistic.

I actually do have mild autism, diagnosed when I was 19.

Really? Didn't come across at all in your post.

ohh that zinger kinda stings....

Put me in the screencap

please respond....

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w-w-what user san?

>having sex fantasies about men and women
>denying attraction to men because you think that only makes you gay
>not realising you're a closeted bisexual

You're a fucking idiot OP

>falling for the gay meme

first the "lets all take pics and hide our bepis" thread and now this

>the absolute state of Veeky Forums

Bisexuality is a myth they say. So I get the short end of the stick both from homosexuals and heterosexuals, hmmm sounds like fun.

Are you khv tier bad with girls? How many gay hookups did you do?

You're bisexual retard

Why is rippetoe so based? I love watching his demonstration vids.

may be he is just deeply closeted
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He sounds like literally every closeted Southerner I've met.

Helpful alpha rather than domineering "alpha."

GOAT

In men it probably is. Kinsey 1/2 or 6/7. Nothing in the middle. But girls are basically all 4s.

Kinsey is the typical sexual deviant with a phd who spends a lot of time creating labrynthine jusitifications for his perversions.

Most of his nonsense was largely discredited. And women all being bisexual all boils down to them being easily manipulated and being slightly turned on by any form of sexuality and strong emotions. So they can easily say that this means they are bi.
For men? Have to do a lot of hardcore sexual and mental manipulation to change their sexual nature.
Most of it is sexual abuse(manipulative porn is a form of sexual abuse)with more then a bit of it being total chemical imbalances.

what kind of squat exercises do you do? can you get into specifics on reps?

Just accept that you decided to be a fag out of weakness, bro. Just get angry at yourself. Then fuck tinder thots and lift hard to sweat out all the self-loathing, just like we all do

>"Kinsey is shit"
>reverts to Freud

K

Why would you actively try to not be gay? Being gay is easy mode. You can be fucking a new dude every week without even trying. Plus guys are just better in every way. Women are only useful for their bodies. Straight men are doomed to deal with women's bullshit forever in order to satisfy their sexual urges. If you're gay you don't have to do that whole song and dance of pretending to be interested in her vapid bullshit.

Men > Women

Men are naturally at a disadvantage when interacting with women (see attached image), but if you're gay then everything is equal. You finally get to enjoy the privileged dating life that women have always been living.

>straight as an arrow

keke